My alternative life

In fact, if things get to this point, even if I and big wave, that is, LAN Jian, will not have the result or chance to get married, but I believe she will not hate me so much that she will treat me as an enemy later.

The reason why things turn to the worst is that I'm a self righteous psychologist.

I thought I could figure out her mind, so I Choose a way that you think is best and most beneficial to her.

I know that there is a saying that psychological academic ability is inferior to human nature, which is not a derogatory term, but just to explain a normal human psychology.

I couldn't help kissing her.

At that time, big wave may have been touched by me because of the sadness at the bottom of my heart, and my emotion was brought up by me. In addition, the hero's grateful attitude of saving beauty made me warmly respond.

But when she tried to control her desire with her feminine reserve and distrust of me as a stranger, I knew that the fluctuation of that emotion had been almost suppressed by her own life.

If I can talk with her as she asked, avoid the embarrassing scene at the beginning, and sit far away without any physical contact, I believe that those heart swaying scenes will not appear again.

But, I choose to leave, because of shame, inferiority or maybe I have no deep feelings for her.

On the contrary, it stimulated her and made her feel that she didn't have much attraction to me at all. She was just like a wild beast. In my heart, I only had the idea of fear and avoidance.

In addition, after being bullied by gangsters in the afternoon, she was in an unstable mood and had no sense of security, so it was difficult for her to accept my leaving.

Anyway, she's definitely different tonight than usual.

So, in her subconscious, she was "cheap"!

What I can't get is the best. She doesn't want the passion I gave her. But when I left, she couldn't help holding out her hand to me because of the fear, insecurity, unwillingness, unconventionality and sensual temptation. It was like a little girl who had worked so hard to get a foreign baby and couldn't give up.

Because, she did not understand, did not experience.

For her, after the fright in the afternoon and the warmth and surprise I gave her at night, I may even think of many sad memories

After all, in her subconscious, I'm not a hateful villain, and I may have a barely acceptable ending together.

All this leads to a very natural error in the end.

For me, the inducement is much simpler. In a word, I didn't resist the desire devil that devours the soul of men.

The final result is that everyone heard the most words, raw rice cooked rice!

Only when people cherish something and someone they are about to lose, will they be more crazy.

Lin Fen and I have never been so crazy as last night and today. As the first time to taste forbidden fruit, it's a miracle that she can support up to now.

Lighting a cigarette, I puffed out my cigarette ring and asked her, "what do you want to do with our relationship in the future?"

In fact, up to this time, she and I were barely in the normal range or could continue to associate.

Because anyway, I believe that she can't have no nostalgia for the man who has her for the first time.

However, big wave did not answer me, or even tell me her name and other personal information.

Just silence!

At the moment, in my eyes, the big wave is a mysterious woman.

After asking twice in a row, I finally gave up. I thought I had understood her mind.

It's obvious that she and I can't finally get together.

Naturally, then I made a big mistake of being smart and self righteous!

Big mistake, big mistake!

I picked up a towel and wrapped it around her body, gently kissed her forehead, looked at her beautiful eyes and said, "I know what you mean. I'll forget today, let alone say it, just as Think it never happened

It may be right to use this sentence in some specific occasions. What I said is not only correct, but also a wise saying.

Mentality is not the same, with a playful attitude between people, originally do not need to, do not want to entangle with each other too much, there is no responsibility and obligation between them.