My alternative life

"Why not?"

Hong Lei had stopped tears in her eyes and began to overflow with tears again.

"Jiang Feng, I like you. I really take you as my brother How can you do that? Can't you let my uncle and aunt live in my house temporarily? Do you know that when Xiang Ming happens at home, even if we try our best to eliminate the bad influence to the minimum, how can your father, your mother and your sister still live in the same place and let the neighbors point out and poke their back? "

I nodded and shook my head.

"Hong Lei, you are right. No matter what the final result of my brother-in-law's case is, I can't stay in my hometown..."

"Yes, your little nephew is going to school. They are in a difficult place! And you are not really rooted in T city. They can't come to you with their whole family, can they? So isn't it the best choice to stay in Xijing? "

"You're right, but we can't live in this house!"

I don't know how to explain to Hong Lei.

Can I tell her that every time I think of my parents living in Hong Lei's house, I think of her kindness, but Hong Lei has to completely avoid me, so that she has to give up her heart to go abroad in the name of being far away from home What kind of mood will be in my heart?

But all day long is wrapped by this kind of mood, how can I let go and do a lot of work?

Most importantly, I really have no face to ask Hong Lei to help me and the Jiang family over and over again.

"Can't live Can't live... "

Hong Lei murmured, her face turned pale.

"Jiang Feng, don't you want to have a little contact with me? Don't want us to be tied together by any ties? I am Hong Lei I'm that cheap, right? Why can't I understand why you have to do this to me? "

She shook off my hand and yelled at me, "brother, I give up! You know, Hong Lei gave up! I don't want to fight with her LAN LAN for you, I can't fight! But I just want to do something for you, even if there is a small space in your heart... "

At this moment, I really can't describe my mood.

I think, as long as it is a man, I will face this dilemma, no choice of pain, and simply can not find the answer.

Unless it's a beast!

Alas, sometimes I think that I'm not as good as animals!

At the very least, those animals can easily cut off their love and focus their attention on mating and inheritance.

And me?

Hurt Hong Lei, hurt Lan Lan, and it seems to provoke more people, and have been entangled with them

Finally, I was cruel, biting my teeth, but I didn't dare to look at Hong Lei's eyes full of hope and pain.

"Hong Lei, I'm not stupid, and I'm not a wooden man. I know your feelings Oh, but you know, I really can't have too much trouble with you, otherwise, how can you get out? How to start a new life? Do I have to drag you into an old girl and die alone? What kind of person am I

"Brother, I understand what you said, but what does it have to do with letting your parents live here? Hong Lei's parents divorced when she was young. I especially envy you for having a kind and filial family. Don't you know that? Brother, you see me as a sister. Can you kiss my sister? Isn't it good to see your parents' daughter? Do you have the heart to see me cry and fly to a foreign country? Brother, how can you be so cruel... "

I can't explain to her.

Maybe in Hong Lei's heart, she only did this to fulfill her long-standing wish, just to let her have a qualitative destination for my feelings.

If you can't be a lover, be a relative

But I know that if it goes on like this, I will eventually entangle with Hong Lei, and I will subconsciously let her have an illusory hope.

As she told me personally, hope, though illusory, is hope after all and still exists in the heart.

As a result, Hong Lei may not find that her youth and love have come to an end with the stability and happiness of my life until several years later when I get married and have children. At that time, she may regret it, but it's too late to do so.

I know what Hong Lei means in my heart, but I am ruthless to make myself cold and heartless, because I can't make mistakes again and again, and I can't make Hong Lei's future life depressed for a long time because of me.

I am determined not to accept it!

Sigh, it seems that this moment, I will only sigh.

"Hong Lei, I appreciate your kindness. In fact, in my heart, Jiang Feng has already regarded you as a sister, just like a sister! Jiang Feng remembers your kindness to me and your contribution to our Jiang family, but I have to discuss with my family about such a big change in my residence, and I can't be the master of my parents! "

"Discuss? You can't be the master? "

Hong Lei's face with a disappointed expression, "Jiang Feng, brother! Are you still lying to me now? Can you do for Qiao Xiaoe? The Lord of your parents and sisters can't, do you think I will believe it? It's too bullying of you to say that. "Looking at Hong Lei's anger, I was even more speechless.

In fact, I didn't dare to tell her that I had already made the decision for my parents and sisters and was ready to send them to Xijing - I just entrusted Chenhui to help me.

If Hong Lei knew that I didn't find her, but found Chenhui who only met once and made several phone calls, she didn't know what it would be like to be hurt.

Unable to convince her, I simply kept silent, looking out of the window, looking at the bustling flow of people to work outside the remote community, my heart was like a knife.

For a long time, Hong Lei didn't speak. She seemed to be staring at my back in a daze.

Finally, Hong Lei opened her mouth, but her tone seemed so cold and strange.

"Jiang Feng, it's almost time. We should go."

Without waiting for my response, Hong Lei has turned around and walked to the door of the apartment first.

"Bang ~ ~"

with a loud bang, Hong Lei slammed the door and left me alone in this beautifully decorated but empty house, feeling dejected

…

Along the way, none of us spoke any more, just like two strangers, letting Audi drive us.

Half an hour later, the car stopped at a place similar to a resort in the suburbs.

It's just that it looks desolate, and there's no sign of opening up.

I thought, that's about the same.

Poor management of tourist resorts generally do not have people who have nothing to do with the past and the future. In addition, it covers a large area, which can be expropriated by the relevant parties.

The lowest cost in exchange for the best conditions of detention, why not?

Here, quiet, safe, far from the city

I strongly adjusted my mood from just depressed to a barely thinking state, deeply breathing the fresh air of several outskirts, and stepping out of the car.

Today, after returning to the Northwest for more than half a month, I can finally meet my brother-in-law Xiang Ming!