My alternative life

Thank you for your comments. It's very deep! Two more shifts tonight!

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"I don't care if you are good, I just need to be worthy of my love! You can call me stubborn, laugh at me silly, even refuse me like last time! But Jiang Feng, how can you have the heart to humiliate me and hurt me like this... "

Looking at her tearful eyes, I felt so sad that my whole body was about to twitch.

Holding Hong Lei, I gently kiss each other's hair, and my mouth will only turn over and over and say sorry.

"Jiang Feng, what's the point of saying this now?"

For a long time, Hong Lei stopped crying, "Jiang Feng, I know that most of us have lunar birthdays in Qishan, but my family has always had the solar calendar."

She raised her face, delicate face has been crying into a small flower destroyed by the rain.

"Today is my birthday, if I remember correctly, 19 days later should be your Gregorian birthday I didn't believe you would remember my birthday. When I got your call, I thought Well, after all, it's just that Hong Lei is amorous. "

Her voice was so plaintive, and her expression was no longer plaintive.

I just feel like an executioner, an executioner who cuts my daughter's heart into countless pieces and then throws it under the cliff!

"Today is your birthday!"

I looked at Hong Lei and asked, "Hong Lei, do you have any other plans?"

"Originally, my uncle and aunt agreed to celebrate for me, and my cousin specially made birthday cards..."

She looked at the beautiful blessing card in my hand, and then said with a tragic smile, "but I pushed it all..."

In my heart, I took a look at the time and grabbed Hong Lei's hand. "Hong Lei, it's five minutes past two in the afternoon. From now on, would you like to listen to my arrangement?"

"Arrangements? you're the boss? Ha ha... "

Hong Lei said, "what else do I want? Whatever you want, I don't care. "

I think she must have thought that I was still talking about the placement of Qiao xiao'e and Pangya.

Without further explanation, I put out my hand and gently rubbed Hong Lei's pink cheek, "girl Hey, don't cry in the future, I actually How to say, I have you in my heart, you should know! "

Finally, I had a hard time saying that.

In fact, I have already told her the similar meaning before, but I always emphasize with Hong Lei that we are just good friends and brothers and sisters after pacifying her

Considering this, I wish I could kick myself into the Weihe River and drown myself.

Good friends, brother and sister this pretext, it is better to directly refuse the other side to the crisp!

In fact, I know that every time I say this to Hong Lei, it's a spiritual devastation for her, but the devastation is not so thorough, leaving her a little bit of hope in her already broken love

I don't know what I think. Maybe, I can comfort myself and say, Jiang Feng, you just don't hurt Hong Lei too hard and heartless! But what about the facts? I often leave her hope, is the most cruel, the most vicious injury

However, the sad thing is that every time I see Hong Lei's heartbroken appearance, I can't bear to say so much, so I fall into a dead circle between leaving hope and hurting again and again.

At this moment, I am beaten again by this kind of "soft hearted" that I hate. In other words, I am beaten by life!

But I don't care, I just can't see Hong Lei's miserable appearance!

"Well, you listen to me for the rest of the day?"

"All right, whatever you want."

"Well, please take this information to Room 202 of Hongyun teahouse in my face..."

"Let me go to Hongyun? Hehe, good, Jiang Feng, you are so good! OK, I'll go. I can't go yet! Hong Lei, I'm just stupid. I'll go to see your sister-in-law and see where the woman you slept with last night is better than Hong Lei! Let go, let go of me ~ ~ "

when I let go, Hong Lei didn't look at me any more and walked quickly towards Hongyun teahouse.

I sighed and dialed my sister-in-law's cell phone.

"Sister in law, Hong Lei is coming up She has a bad temper but a good heart. Please let her know I'll be back in about an hour. "

When I hung up the phone, I took a deep breath, raised my head and cursed Bai yuncanggou. Then I prayed that God would ignore my lies and try to clear my mind. I reached out to stop a taxi.

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When I came back to Hongyun teahouse with sweat, I hesitated downstairs for a long time, smoked five cigarettes, and then walked up to the second floor.

At this moment, I don't know how Hong Lei and Qiao xiao'e will get along with each other, and whether they have a quarrel.

Even, I was ready to hear the roars of abuse coming from Room 202.

ResultsThe moment I opened the door, I was stunned.

Qiao Xiaoe is embracing Hong Lei. Two women with extraordinary appearance but different styles are whispering and laughing. They don't know what they are talking about.

Are they swollen?

I was dumbfounded!

I didn't tell my sister-in-law about Hong Lei's infatuation with me, and I told her about my relationship with Qiao Xiaoe.

In my opinion, they are exactly rivals in the full sense of love. Even if they can't compare with Han Yang and I, they are at least the South Pole and the north pole of the earth. It's impossible for them to sit together and meet each other.

However, facts speak louder than words. Don't I believe what I see, but I have to assume that they are having a lot of trouble?

"Xiao'e, you Hong Lei, how are you

I was so stunned that I couldn't say a complete word.

"Jiang Feng, come here!"

When Hong Lei saw me coming in, her pretty face sank and she pointed to the seat opposite them, "sit down!"

I looked at Qiao xiao'e, but she was calm and didn't look at me. I didn't know whether she was happy or worried.

When I sat down honestly, Hong Lei asked, "Jiang Feng, why don't you tell me the truth?"

"What doesn't tell the truth?"

"Did you tell me about sister-in-law xiao'e?"

"I told you..." I can't touch my heel.

"Well, did you tell me that she was alone with her children, helpless and in need of help?"

"That's right..."

Simply, I can't understand what's wrong with what I told Hong Lei?

"But did you tell me that my sister-in-law is from Qishan? Did you say that she married in Qianxian county from Qishan? "

"This..."

I'm speechless. My sister, Hong Lei, you're a sister. I don't know where xiao'e's sister-in-law is from Qishan, and I don't want to ask her where her mother's home is or where her ancestral home is.

Hong Lei pointed at me with her fingers, "hum, if I knew that xiao'e's sister-in-law and I, Hong Lei, were originally a village Party, I would have helped her a long time ago, and I had to wait until you said..."

I looked at Hong Lei and couldn't respond to her query effectively.

In my heart, I felt that I was played by two women!