My alternative life

Grabbing the sheets, I covered Chenhui and put on my pajamas at the same time.

"You, what's the matter with you?"

Chenhui was puzzled. "Jiang Feng, I'm willing. Listen to me, I didn't treat you as him With you, I have gradually relieved. I think of him less and less, and I believe he wants me to start my life again, right? "

With a sigh, I fondly stroked Chenhui's hair, "silly girl, I'm not good, I can't get through the barrier in my heart!"

Chenhui is still puzzled, "I didn't want you to be responsible Jiang Feng, I'm just too stupid. I always think what he said is right. Alas, I regret losing my love forever Jiang Feng, I don't expect to be with you all my life. I just want to give my body to a man I like and love! Feng, am I wrong? Is that how you despise me? "

She was ready to cry.

I shook my head. "Chenhui, how can I dislike you? I love you too late But I think he's right. You should give yourself to your lifelong partner on your wedding night. I don't deserve your first time

"But..."

"Silly girl, don't say this!" I interrupted her, more upset.

"Chenhui, do you know? At that moment, I didn't feel like a counsellor. When I did all this, I was only matched by desire, just like an animal in estrus But have I thought about how you will feel in the future? In that case, I'll probably ruin your whole life... "

I explained in a flurry, not sure if my explanation was meaningful or reasonable.

"Well Fool, why do you have such a solid eye? "

Chenhui lifted the sheet and pasted the hot and soft body on me. I almost couldn't control it.

"No, don't do it, Chenhui, don't do it." I took her to the side again, covered her up and wrapped her up.

"I don't want it. I want it. Feng, hold me!"

Chenhui didn't lift the sheet this time, but stretched out his arm for me to hold.

Hesitating for a moment, I still hold Chenhui in my arms, "ah, why are you suffering?"

"Fool, tell me, what is good for me?"

"Keep your innocence so that you can look up on your wedding night!"

"Cut!"

Chen Hui scornfully pestles me with his finger, "Jiang Feng, are you still in the old society? Women's three obediences and four virtues should be consistent? I'll tell you, girls are not what they used to be! "

"But I know..."

"Don't tell me but!" Chenhui interrupted me again, "Jiang Feng, do you think it's unfair to me because you can't promise to marry me, and you've had other women before?"

“… Right

"Hee hee, Feng, you can have many women. Why can't Chenhui have other men? Do you think you are the only man in my life? "

"Ah?" I never thought that Chenhui would say such a word to me.

"What? It's amazing, isn't it? " She laughed, "Jiang Feng, it's still male chauvinism in your heart. From your consciousness, you don't regard women as equal, right?"

"It's like I don't know

To tell you the truth, when Chenhui said that she might have other men, I was not able to understand and surprised at first, and then I felt a stabbing pain in my heart.

Mad, I know how it feels.

That's my possessiveness!

At this moment, I had to face my inferiority, my strong desire for possession and conquest as a male animal. Although this desire was always suppressed by me, it didn't seem too obvious.

"Jiang Feng, it's no use denying it! Fool, it is because you have male chauvinism in your bones, and you are not a frivolous, irresponsible person, so you will look forward and backward, will be contradictory! Is it true that for you, to possess a woman's body is to possess her soul and love? From then on, this woman is your forbidden woman, who can't tolerate other people's interference? Hee hee, Feng, are you tired? You are a kind of love, but you are not a pure person, so you will face the pain of choosing these women! Because you don't want to hurt anyone, do you? "

I Totally shocked!

I'm used to analyzing other people's inner world, and I'm used to dissecting other people with accurate observation and logical reasoning. But I never thought that a woman who has no relationship with psychology could decompose my emotional world so incisively and vividly!

I turned over and stared at Chenhui. She was a little shy, and even wanted to pull the sheet to tempt me. Then I stopped Chenhui's charm with a hug through the thin cotton goods.

I promise, again and again and again, if I look at the concave and convex of the morning light again for the third and fourth time, I can't control myself any more and cook the raw rice into a well cooked porridge.

"Chenhui, you said Oh, how can I feel that you once went into my soul, pulled out your thoughts and criticized them severely? You said Whether I want to admit it or not, I can only say that my attitude seems to be exactly what you said. ""Jiang Feng, you are a kind-hearted person in your heart, but you are still greedy for women! So, you are merciful everywhere, and you want all the women you like in the world to like you! But your kindness makes you dare not or don't have the heart to hurt those women who are trapped in love! So, you will be in this indecision, constant pain, relief, pain, relief, cycle, never come out! So I believe that you must have more than one woman, but there won't be many, or even more than three, who have a substantial intimate relationship with you! Is that right? "

I don't know what the intimate relationship in Chenhui's words means, whether it is the relationship after the negative distance. If it is, it seems that she is really right.

I have no way to explain or cater to her words, what I can do is hold Chenhui, control her no longer intentionally or unintentionally make temptation of my action.

I understand that she has actually made up her mind to give herself to me tonight, so Chenhui will never give up. She will certainly create some special circumstances, and then "invite the emperor into the urn.".

However, Chenhui's thorough analysis of me really surprised me. Her words also made me start to think, or to be more accurate, and begin to face up to my personality defects and what kind of person I am!

Maybe after tonight, I'll be more aware of my attitude towards feelings and women. Indeed, I need to be clear about who I am. I'm amorous, playful, selfish, or just like other men

But, those are the things after, at this moment, what makes me headache is, how should I face a girl who I can't walk away from, and she is destined to stay tonight, but only separated by a thin cover to eat fruit!