My alternative life

Ma Yuming's words embarrassed me a little.

Can we?

I understood what she meant.

In silence, I took my hand out of her arms, dusted open the cigarette box and took out a cigarette. Wen Yan said, "Yuming, you are not stable now, you Maybe you don't need me. What you need is a reliance, a pure land and a bank. "

I gazed at Ma Yuming, "think about it. You and I, how long have we known each other? Besides knowing that I am single, how much do you know about me? Aren't you afraid I'm the other one? "

"No, you won't. You're different."

I smile, "Yuming, once upon a time, when you and he were just together, could you foresee today's breakup? How can you marry him if you really have that kind of back eye? How can you waste your best years in a fruitless marriage

She didn't speak, but her eyes began to turn red again.

"Yuming, in fact, I don't know to what extent your so-called" can we "stand for. It's a good friend, a pretty girl and a pretty girl, or a lover, or even a marriage in the end?"

Standing up, I poured a glass of water into a disposable paper cup and handed it to her. Turning to Ma Yuming, I put my hands on her shoulder and said, "Yuming, I think you can accept either situation But have you ever thought that I, Jiang Feng, will eventually return to T city and Shashan female prison. Then, if something really happens to us and I leave, what will you do? Will you give up your present job, position, relatives, friends and familiar cities, and go away to stay with me alone? Besides, you don't know my specific situation... "

After a series of rhetorical questions, Ma Yuming no longer talks, but she stubbornly leans her head back in my arms. It seems that only when She nestles up to me, can she let her soul not drift so far away and finally lose it in the dark on such an evening when she breaks away from the shackles of marriage and loses her shelter.

Gently, I will hold her head in my chest, but did not speak, let time in each other's life course without trace across a track.

I don't know how long later, maybe more than ten minutes later, Ma Yuming sighed, turned his face and asked me, "Jiang Feng, can you give me a little time to yourself, so that we can get to know each other and feel each other? I don't know if I really love you, but But I don't want to let go of this chance! I know I won't have such a good chance to meet a man I really like. "

I nodded and couldn't refuse her.

In fact, she and I knew each other for more than 30 hours. We spent the whole night in the same bed, but there was no behavior beyond friendship.

However, I have a very strange feeling that Ma Yuming and I seem to have known each other for a long time, and they are very similar in their behavior consciousness and social style.

We belong to the same kind of people.

This kind of feeling can be said to be very abrupt, even some inexplicable, but it really exists in my heart.

I can't help but ask myself, is this the so-called love at first sight, or like the man who sent me wine and flowers, belong to each other?

When you think about it, many women in my life, including Cheng Yaoxin, Mo Zhiwu, Wang Shan, and even Hao Ru and xiao'e's sister-in-law, who have had negative contact with me, don't seem to feel very close to each other.

Even if the night I asked for Qiao Xiaoe also belonged to our first meeting, but I am quite sure that my sister-in-law and I had an intimate relationship first and then fell in love, rather than having feelings first and then having each other's bodies.

Therefore, I am a little surprised by the strange feelings between myself and Yuming. I think she should feel the same. Moreover, because she has experienced domestic violence and divorced, she is more daring than me to express her inner desire to love and be loved

However, Ma Yuming and I are still in the period from strangers to acquaintances. I think we still need time to know each other better. Especially when I have several women in my life, I need to be more careful not to hurt her or me in the end.

What I didn't think of was that the difference in my thinking this time caused me a wound that I could never forgive myself. Therefore, in the years to come, as long as I think of Yuming, it will hurt my heart

After a long silence, I said to Ma Yuming, "Yuming, let's go. It's not a matter to stay here all the time."

So, in the hot summer evening when it seldom rains, Yuming and I walked side by side in the streets of Xijing, letting the rain and breeze gently move on our bodies

Ma Yuming asked me, "Jiang Feng, I'm afraid the case you want to investigate with Captain Zhang of the Municipal Bureau is not as simple as the connection between the frontier prison break criminals and our female prison in Xijing."

"Is it easy?" I asked, "there's no clue. What's so simple?"

Yu Ming smiles, "Jiang Feng, you are still hiding from me, aren't you? Do you know what I used to do and what I'm in charge of now? ""Which one?" I'm a little curious. It's true that I haven't asked her what kind of work she is in charge of in Xijing female prison.

"I worked as a prison detective for five years. Later, I mentioned the Deputy Supervisor. I was still in charge of several businesses including prison detective."

Her eyes are particularly shining in the drizzle. "The fundamental purpose of prison investigation is to find out the root of every major violation of discipline and crime in prison, that is to solve a case!"

"Oh, ha ha, Yuming is a modern version of Sherlock Holmes."

"I don't dare to take this responsibility, but Ma Yuming has actually solved a lot of difficult cases." There was a certain pride in her tone.

I nodded, feeling that her words were all right.

At least she can realize that Zhu Jian will take a picture of Chen Qian, which shows that Ma Yuming is thoughtful and has strong observation and logical reasoning ability.

She took my hand and held my graceful body close to me. She said in a soft voice, "Jiang Feng, is there any other trouble, can you tell me?"

I hesitated.

I understand that if I tell Ma Yuming the truth, my behavior must be illegal disclosure of the case, and I may have to bear very serious consequences. However, when I am at a loss, I really want to hear her opinions.

Side face, looking at Ma Yuming straight nose and lip line clear lips, some at a loss in the heart.

After all, should I tell her that the core members of the drug trafficking network are hiding in Xijing female prison?

We stopped almost at the same time, I twisted a lock of hair from her forehead, and finally said, "Yuming, I want to ask you a question..."