My alternative life

"And Liu Zhangyi never hates drugs, so she has nothing to do with drugs."

"Chen Han has nothing to do with drug trafficking and drug possession, but Liu Jinhua, she has!"

These two completely different conclusions came from two female prisoners, Hu min and Chen Han, who were at the elder sister level in the prison District of a, and finally gathered in my mind, confronting each other.

After a while, I suddenly laughed.

"Ha ha Chen Han, I don't quite understand the inevitable connection between Liu Jinhua's possession of drugs and drug trafficking and your HIV infection? "

I took out a few cigarettes left and lit them. I was in no hurry.

I was told that Liu Jinhua was righteous and hated drugs, but you said that she had something to do with drug possession and drug trafficking Chen Han, I think you feel that life is too comfortable and you want to find yourself uncomfortable, don't you? Ma De, are you playing with me, Jiang Feng? "

In fact, although my attitude at the moment seems overbearing and imposing, from the perspective of preliminary examination and psychological shock, when I say this, it already indicates a change of my own mentality.

That is, my patience is almost exhausted, and in impatience, I will show my cards directly!

I am very clear that I have fallen behind in doing so, which is the last move I can't do!

probably not many people know that the most famous saying of psychology, or the essence of the theory that I inherited from my teacher, is to match up with the highest realm of the art of war.

Therefore, when I put out a threatening showdown, or even finally exert the final coercion on Chen Han or Hu min through the power brought by my identity, I actually admitted that I was inferior.

I was more and more annoyed, but I had no choice but to show my cards directly.

Because I have no time, I am bound by that hateful time.

What makes me feel so strange that I feel powerless is that no matter what Hu min or Chen Han said, I didn't recognize the flaw that can directly prove that the other party is lying!

This is strange. Even if I think with my heel, I can know that either Chen Han or Hu min must be lying. However, I am proud of my psychological observation and logical judgment, but I can't determine who is lying!

If we can't find the most basic direction, how can we carefully analyze the false elements in Hu min's and Chen Han's words?

I puffed out a puff of smoke and tried to calm myself down.

"Chen Han, to be frank, what's the matter with Liu Jinhua? What's the matter with drug possession and drug trafficking? What's the relationship between her and your HIV infection?"

"This..."

Chen Han hesitated. After more than ten seconds, he gritted his teeth and said, "team Jiang, if I am infected with AIDS, you can get a conclusion through physical examination, right? I don't know how to be infected, but I know that I must be HIV carrier! As for Liu Jinhua, I have told you that she has something to do with drug possession and trafficking, but I really have no direct evidence But team Jiang, isn't the evidence that your prison guards should investigate and dig? I don't have the obligation to know everything, do I? In fact, even if you force me to ask for Liu Jinhua's evidence, I can't get it out for the time being, but what I'm talking about is the fact... "

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I'm speechless. I'm a real horse rider. Is that answer?

She doesn't have the evidence that Liu Jinhua is related to drugs, and she's not ashamed to let us find it by ourselves. What's Chen Han's answer!?

However, on the other hand, I have to admit that Chen Han's words, which seem meaningless, can be regarded as a kind of corroboration of her remarks - she is right. As long as we have a physical examination on Chen Han, whether she is HIV carrier or not, the answer will soon be clear!

She is obviously not afraid to check, and as an AIDS woman, this kind of thing will eventually not contain fire, there will be a clear answer.

So, isn't Chen Han trying to prove that she is telling the truth by exposing to me again and again the privacy that she simply can't say (stone girl, HIV carrier)?

Seeing that I was speechless, Chen Han laughed miserably again, "team Jiang, I'm a dying man. Anyway, I can't live long. How can I make fun of my reputation? It's true that we female prisoners have no reputation, but Team Jiang, you can imagine that no one wants to be regarded as a monster, isolated or ridiculed at the last moment of his life. "

I nodded in dismay. At least Chen Han's words are OK.

If she really doesn't have much time to live, then she really doesn't have to tell the fact that she is an AIDS woman, so she is ridiculed by others and can't avoid it like facing the plague.

She doesn't have such a noble soul, because if her sentiment is noble, Chen Han won't go to prison at all!

"So team Jiang, I have told you my most private and humble secret. Don't you believe me?"

I shook my head and said firmly, "no! Chen Han, I only believe in facts! "

"Ha ha, ha ha ~ ~"Chen Han laughs, "don't believe it, then I have nothing to say, team Jiang, do whatever you want to do with me!"

With these words, Chen Han lowered his head and stopped looking at me.

Looking at her, from the muscle state I felt on the other side, an idea rose in my heart --- at this moment, Chen Han is really relaxed!

She's so relaxed?

I can't help being confused.

A person's physical state can reflect his inner changes, and what can relaxation state of mind explain?

Chen Han has no scruples, do not care? In the local dialect of Xijing, it means "damn the ball up"?

Or is she just waiting for a result that she can't control?

Even, Chen Han's acting skills have been superb, all her appearances: relaxed, sincere, sad or frank, are mystifying and confusing me?

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It seems that my head is going to explode. For the first time, I feel powerless to control the situation

Time, after Chen Han said he was HIV positive and gave him the name "Liu Jinhua" without any reason, stagnated.

I realize that I'm in the blind area, but I don't know where the edge of the blind area is. How can I get out of the blind area?

…

At the foot of the ash fell to the ground, the burning feeling makes my fingers tingle.

I bow, surprised to find that the hands of this white jiaozi, in addition to the beginning of the first mouth, did not care to smoke even a breath!

However, the ash is still stubbornly burning, growing, and will continue to devour the hands of cigarettes

Staring at the last trace of ash falling from the front of the filter, I looked at some burnt cigarette butts, and finally realized!

I realized that, Ma De, Jiang Feng, I've got a lot of insight. I think I'm smart, but I've almost been fooled by some people!