My alternative life

Once there was a survey, when a man woke up after a hangover, he found that he once held a strange woman to sleep last night So, what would this man think?

Maybe 10000 people will have 10000 different reactions, but in fact, the survey results show that at least half of them will fall into a similar panic, wondering what they have done? Who is the other party? What price should I pay for one night's absurdity?

In the final analysis, is a word, do you want to be responsible?!

I found that I was no different from most people. After waking up, I was eager to know who the woman who gave me a one night stand was. Was she Xiaoxiao, the lobby manager of Nightwalker nightclub?

But there is a deeper meaning behind this urgency, but I don't want to face it directly - if I do it, how should I be responsible and to what extent?

The reason why I have such an idea is that I don't have any emotional foundation for Xiaoxiao. If I change to Lanlan or Mozhi dance, I may be secretly happy that I finally get along with each other.

Can, if really and Xiaoxiao

I was so upset that I jumped out of bed, grabbed a big towel around my waist and rushed to every room in the room.

Until now, I noticed that this is not a hotel, but an apartment with an area of about 80 square meters, two rooms and one living room.

shows small toys with feminine features everywhere and a faint perfume smell in the air, which seems to be silently confirmed to me that this place is purely a female boudoir, while I am the owner of Jiang Feng.

My scalp is numb. I don't see the owner of the apartment in any space, but I don't need to prove anything anymore - the art photos and life photos on the table and on the wall are all Xiaoxiao.

Dispirited, I sat on the bed again and lay on my back. I didn't know what it was like.

In my mind, I try to recall what I did after last night's hangover, those pictures, those vivid fragments, but finally stay in the moment when I hide my head in each other's chest

I can't judge whether I'm breaking the last line with Xiaoxiao.

I understand that even so, I may also have to take some responsibility, but, ambiguity and love, after all, there is an essential difference With a wry smile, I can only keep asking myself, maybe not, no? There are What to do with it?

Looking at the time, I found that it was already more than 7 a.m. and I suddenly wanted to take off the flight to T City, so I started looking for clothes in a hurry.

Once again, there was a pause in my movement - my T-shirt and jeans were obviously starched and ironed, and now they were hanging in a conspicuous place.

I have no desire to scold myself!

It's so special. What kind of things do I do!

There is a saying in officialdom that the bottom decides the head.

But I think that the way a man and a woman decide their position and position, and the way they act, can be used in the same way.

Madder, how can you decide your sentiment!

Silently dressed, I picked up the phone which had been charged with electricity by Xiaoxiao, hesitated again and again, still felt that I had to face this matter directly, so I bit my teeth and dialed to the other party.

Soon, after a few ring tones, Xiaoxiao got through.

"Jiang Feng, are you awake?"

Her voice, as always, is full of soft and crisp feeling, even if it is very common words, also with a charm to the bone.

"Xiaoxiao, you, you..." I stammered a little and then said, "last night Thank you

"You're welcome!"

Xiaoxiao tone light, "river team, you call, just to say thank you?"

Her question didn't seem to have much special meaning, but I heard a few words from it.

"I..." I hesitated, "Xiaoxiao, I drank too much yesterday, didn't I Did you do something you shouldn't do? If I mean, if there is, then... "

"So what?"

"Well, then I'll be responsible!"

I blurted out, but then added a word that made me extremely regret, "take my responsibility!"

Having said that, I realized that I was too much of a liar and that I should be responsible. Isn't that a shirk?

If you really want to take responsibility, why add such an attribute?

Sure enough, there was silence on the other end of the phone. For a long time, Xiaoxiao's voice sounded again, and his tone became more and more indifferent, "team Jiang, you think too much We are friends after all, I just did what friends should do! Well, I've received your thanks. There's nothing else I can do. I still have work to do here! "

I don't know what urgent work Xiaoxiao will have to deal with in the early morning, but I understand that my words must make her sad and heartbroken.In a daze, I haven't figured out how to answer her words. Xiaoxiao, however, after waiting for me for three seconds without reply, decisively pinched the line and let myself fall into a daze and silence again.

Take out the cigarette, let the smell of fireworks accompany me, together in this room belongs to Xiaoxiao, but I occupied a night of room lonely, and then try to distinguish this loneliness, whether it has meaning or not

Lost, I put on my clothes, is ready to go out of the door of the apartment, but saw in the shoe cabinet above a note.

"In this gate last year and today, the peach blossom on the human face is red. The peach blossom still smiles at the spring breeze when the human face goes nowhere."

I have seen the graceful style of writing, which is written by Xiaoxiao himself.

I picked it up and looked at it repeatedly, wondering why Xiaoxiao wanted to leave such a poem to me.

Gradually, it occurred to me that when Cui Hu, a poet of the Tang Dynasty, wrote this poem, it reflected two kinds of mentality in one scene.

The scenes are all the same places to enjoy peach blossom, but the mentality has changed from "looking for spring and meeting beauty" last year to "looking for beauty again" today. Although the scenes are the same, things are different for a long time.

I seem to understand Xiaoxiao's meaning. Maybe it is through this poem that she tells me that the spring breeze of last night will not be my psychological burden for a time. She is just like the woman in peach blossom last year. After I walk out of the door of this apartment, even if I meet again, things are different, and there is no possibility of any disputes!

I feel a little sad in my heart. Ah, what a smart and understanding girl. However, my reaction, my phone call, especially the sentence "I should be responsible", I don't know how it will make Xiaoxiao sad.

I am very clear, even if Xiaoxiao has decided that I do not need to bear any responsibility, but the words of escape do not want to hear from my Jiang Feng!

I can almost understand Xiaoxiao's lonely and desperate mood at the moment: it's my understanding that I don't let you be responsible, my love, and you say you don't want to be responsible, that's your ruthlessness, your meanness!