My alternative life

Adjust the time of sending out chapters, two copies every day, and send out at 7 a.m.

In addition, I'm trying to save the manuscript. I haven't had ten or fifteen minutes a day for a long time. I'm ready to explode!

At the beginning of the month, friends with monthly tickets, vote for me, thank you!

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I waited, but suddenly Yan Ran stopped talking.

After a long silence, he sighed softly, "I don't want to mention my business today, but I remember the past Xiao Feng, I just want to tell you that sometimes I always feel that I'm having a hard time, but it's not accurate. You know, in this world, there are too many people who are more difficult and miserable than you... "

Her words make me feel a little bit. It seems that what sister Yan said is reasonable. Maybe compared with many people living below the poverty line, I already live in heaven.

"Xiao Feng, why do I say you are a disease-free moan? Let's talk about feelings. You are always confused that you can't find your own love destination. You don't know who will be the woman who will accompany you all your life, right

"Well!" I heavily should a, at the same time finger also unconscious add gravity way, but make Yan elder sister a burst of Jiao Hu.

"Oh, take it easy ~ ~"

patted my hand in a coquettish way, and then said, "in fact, in my opinion, this problem is nothing at all!"

"Sister, why do you say that?"

"Hey Yan Ran snorted, "good man is ambitious. You haven't set up a career yet. What are you anxious to become? How old are you? Didn't you find your emotional home? Then be patient and look for it slowly! Can't tell who is your favorite woman? Then use years to prove everything! "

Her words can be said to be simple and rude, but to me, it sounds like There is indeed a kind of enlightenment.

Yes, what I'm struggling with is that I don't know how to get along with women?

In that case, I simply calm down and slowly appreciate it.

Perhaps, the long river of time can finally let me understand some things, get some feeling!

Since love hasn't found the end I want most, I'll go and keep looking for it!

However, I still feel that there is something wrong with it. After thinking about it, I asked, "sister, but I feel that mediating between different women is very tiring and tiring..."

"Well, are you alluding to me? I tired your heart? "

I didn't expect Yan Ran to say that suddenly, so I was a little worried and quickly explained, "elder sister, you are different. I always feel so peaceful and comfortable with you..."

"Yes

Yan Ran gently nodded, "Xiao Feng, I believe what you say, but do you understand why you feel relaxed and relaxed when you are with me? Have you thought about it? "

I'm a little confused. Why don't I feel uneasy and anxious with other women when I'm with Yan Ran, or feel that I owe each other and worry about them?

Don't I like Yanran?

Absolutely not!

Among these women, it can be said that Yan Ran is the first one to come into my life.

With her elegance, her body and her family

If I say that I have no feelings for Yanran, I'm just deceiving myself. I don't even believe it!

But Why am I with her, but with other women, Mo Zhi dance, LAN LAN, Hong Lei, Chen Hui, Ying Jie Are they all different?

I am at a loss, shake head way, "elder sister, return really, you say so I pour to think don't understand, that you say, why?"

"Alas..."

Unexpectedly, Yan Ran sighed and turned his face. His two white arms stretched out backward, hugged my head and whispered, "Xiao Feng, kiss me, kiss my sister..."

I was at a loss and surprised by her reaction.

But I can't seem to control my emotions, and I can't control my body movements. I lower my head, hold Yan Ran's delicate cheek without any flaws, and kiss her hard

For a long time, the lips are separated.

We both gasped, especially swallowing. Our towering chest kept rising and falling, as if our kiss had sucked away all the breath that we used to support our life

"Xiao Feng, come here and sit next to me..."

I obediently turned to the sofa, just sat down, but Yan Ran had already half lying down, put his head on my lap.

"Xiao Feng," Yanjie subconsciously played with her head of green silk, "now, do you still feel relaxed and comfortable with Yanjie?"

I hesitated for a moment. I really didn't feel that even if we just had a deep kiss, our relationship had changed.

I had to say, "yes, I feel good Sister, why am I so relaxed and happy with you? "

Sister Yan closed her eyes, rolled her eyes gently under her long eyelashes, and a bitter smile flashed across her mouth, "fool, alas, because..."

She seemed to be a little dispirited, but she still said, "because you never thought that you would stay with me forever! Hum, that's itI'm a little flustered

It seems, it seems, it is.

But I don't think what Yan Ran said is accurate. I must have deep feelings for her. I should have thought about being able to accompany her for a long time.

Open your eyes, Yan Ran looked at the zenith of the villa living room, you said, "you don't know me, don't know what kind of life I live You may think I'm rich, I'm beautiful, but I'm much older than you As a result, this lack of understanding, as well as your subconscious differences in our identities, leads to the fact that you have never "seriously" thought about being with your sister... "

I said, "no, sister, I thought about it, really..."

"Shh ~ ~"

Yan Ran reached out and put his hand back on my lips, "listen to me!"

"Xiao Feng, you may have thought about it, but at most it's just an idea, right? I didn't wronged you, did I? Moreover, in your heart, there is no such strong desire --- to be with me! Otherwise, why don't you ask me about my life, my past and who I am? "

I'm speechless!

In fact, I have asked her, but after she refused for various reasons, I never insisted on it Perhaps, it is this kind of non insistence and non demand that shows that I don't want to be too close to her.

"So Xiao Feng, even if the relationship between you and me has gone beyond the brotherhood, beyond the boundaries of good friends and confidants, you don't think that the emotion between you and me will become a burden to you Xiao Feng, think about it. Even if we did just now, didn't you feel embarrassed when you were with me? Would you feel that you need to be "responsible" for other women

"Alas..." Yan Ran was a little sad. "All this is based on one premise. You didn't want to stay with me for a long time. Even if you don't need to give me a title, you don't have that idea..."

I was silent.

When it comes to Yankan, I have to admit that every woman is too smart.

In contrast, when I was with Hao Ru and xiao'e's sister-in-law, my mood was relatively calm.

Why?

Because sister Ru and Qiao xiao'e have made it clear to me that they don't want to be my burden, they are only willing to be the woman behind me.