My alternative life

My heart analysis, perhaps, in Xiang Minhua with excellent results after graduating from University, her mentality has changed, if it is not for the deep attachment to her adoptive father, she will never return to the countryside as a rural teacher

"Team Jiang, I can't stand it. Do you understand? I really can't stand Every day, every moment, watching him busy around me, not only to take care of the business, but also to make a good meal after class, wash clothes for me, take care of the daily life How many times do I want to tell him, Dad, I won't call you dad any more, I'm in love with you, I want to live with you, accompany you to old age But I dare not, dare not

I handed a tissue paper to the other side and sighed, "ah, Xiang Minhua, wipe your tears. It's not good to be too emotional. Please speak slowly. Today I'm willing to be a loyal listener. I'll listen to your story and untie your heart knot!"

"Well, well, thank you. Thank you, team Jiang. You are a good man..."

Xiang Minhua wipes his tears, calms down a little, and his language gradually becomes fluent.

"Finally one day, I cooked a few dishes, got a bottle of good wine, and found an excuse to make him drunk with me..."

I notice that Xiang Minhua no longer calls his adoptive father father or father, but "he" instead.

"I told him a lot of interesting things about the school, and told him that I would work hard to make the only private primary school in shiliba village a pilot and an advanced one He was very happy and drank a lot of wine Team Jiang, in fact, he can't drink as much as I can Later, he got drunk, and I took off my clothes and got into his bed that night. "

Xiang Minhua is weeping, but the corner of his mouth is slightly upturned. It seems that he is recalling the beauty of that night.

After a long time, she sighed, "well, the next day he woke up and saw me, the blood stains on the sheets He cried like a child! He said to me, girl, what do you want to do? Do you want me to die? I, where do I have a face to live in this world? How can I go out and meet people? "

"I said, you don't need to see others. I don't want to live here for a long time! You come with me, leave everything here, we go to the big city to start a new life, where no one knows us, will not know our relationship! I can support you. I love you. I want to live with you all my life. "

"But he didn't agree. He didn't accept me! However, I didn't give up. I'm still thinking of other ways, a way to be together once and for all. "

Xiang Minhua sighed and looked at me with a bitter smile. "Team Jiang, you should see that. I'm actually a very tolerant and persistent woman, right?"

I nodded and said, if you can't bear it, you can't be stubborn, then who else in the world can be?

"So team Jiang, though he didn't agree to my request and didn't agree to leave the village, acquiesced in the fact that I was with him You may not know that he is only 18 years older than me. When I was adopted by him when I was seven years old, he was only 25 years old The night I asked him, he was under forty! In addition, she has been alone for so many years. In fact, both physical and psychological needs of women. "

"So Although he secretly expressed regret many times and thought that he and I were committing a crime and were in love with each other, he still couldn't resist the temptation of my young and charming body and fell into the enemy again and again... "

I was shocked to hear that. If I were the man, Xiang Minhua's adoptive father, I would What a state of suffering it is!

Every day, the villagers find that they are not as good as pigs and dogs. But every night, they can't resist the temptation of fresh flesh and fall into the gentle trap of their adopted daughter

My God!

I can't imagine, if I am in such a state of mind, I will not be able to bear crazy!

And this kind of psychological super torture and physical great satisfaction brought about by the stimulation and fear, and will let me suddenly collapse in one day

Mad, I even have some sympathy for Xiang Minhua's foster father, the poor man.

According to Xiang Minhua, he has been unhappy for the first half of his life, but when his adopted daughter grows up, he can't help falling into an emotional debt.

Extremely sad life, extremely poor life!

In my heart, the five flavors are mixed, but Xiang Minhua seldom shows her happy face.

"Team Jiang, do you know that those days, less than a year, were the happiest and happiest years of my life! I go to work happily every day. When I come back at noon, he has already prepared a good meal for me. Even when I have a nap at noon, he will gently fan for me to cool down. In the evening, I nestle in his arms to prepare lessons or say some self-respect words. When I am tired and sleepy, I will fall asleep. If I am in the mood, I will ask him to be happy with him Ah, this fool, he never knew to take the initiative once! Hum, I'm always a girl. Every time I ask for help How sorry

She is complaining, but the tone of her words is full of happiness.

I can't interrupt at all, because I can't imagine the days that only belong to Xiang Minhua and her adoptive father. They sound so deformed that I can't understand them at all.Said, Xiang Minhua's look, but in an instant down, like to talk to me, like muttering, "Alas, this time after all did not adhere to the full year, I, pregnant..."

My heart suddenly sank, as if her life trajectory, and once again stick to the "happy face" that movie plot.

"One day, I just had a mouthful of my favorite onion cake, and I couldn't help running to the toilet to vomit. He knew that. At that moment, his face was very white!"

Xiang Minhua no longer cried, but the sad color on his face was more obvious than just looking at him, "he panicked and asked me if I had In the afternoon of that day, we rushed to the county hospital by 30 Li mountain road, and finally diagnosed I'm pregnant

"Team Jiang, believe it or not, I was not nervous at that time. There was no girl who tasted the forbidden fruit. I was scared when I heard the news of pregnancy, because I didn't think about contraception from the beginning. I wanted a child with him and me for a long time! I think, when we have our own flesh and blood, he will never leave me That night, I was even calmer than him. I took him out of the hospital and told him that I was going to give birth to this child. No one could stop me! "

I listen, but Xiang Minhua is silent.

Until I was so worried that I couldn't help asking her, "what happened later? What did your adoptive father say? "

"Don't talk about foster father!"

Xiang min Hua glared at me hoarsely, "later He seems to be so scared that he can't say a word. He even stayed in a hotel in the county that night, which I managed to go through