My beautiful boss and I

"Yes, when you withdraw, you can withdraw. When you shouldn't withdraw, you can't!" I said.

Qiu Tong said: "the ancients said: to just easy to break, good as water.". You can't live without pride, but you can't always hold your head high. A gentleman is like running water. He is good at facilitating all things, and he is very flexible and doesn't quarrel with others. Because they understand that those who can be low can be high; those who can bend can be stretched; those who can be soft can be rigid; those who can retreat can be advanced. "

"Well..." I nodded: "life is always moving forward between advance and retreat, always hovering between choices, always finding a balance between extension and flexion Desire is like sand in hand. The tighter you hold it, the more you lose. Learn to let go, willing to give up, you can really get. Gain and loss, but relatively speaking, when you think you get it, you may be losing it; when you think you lose it, you may just get it. The so-called willing, is to give up the confusion into the realization, give up the small to get the big, give up the false to keep the true, give up the false to get the real. Take a dim view of everything and be more open to it. Everything will follow your fate and follow your heart. If you don't want to get it, you don't want to lose it. "

Qiu Tong said: "yes, it is true. It is true to be a man and to do things. Life is a choice and a kind of giving up. People who can choose freely are happy, and those who can give up moderately are free and easy.

"It's a pity that sometimes our choice is to wait, but we have no result, so we have to leave. Sometimes our abandonment is forced to turn around in tears and look back again and again after we have gone away. Therefore, some of the past, about happiness or pain, can only be deeply buried in the bottom of my heart; some hopes, about the present or the future, can only be slowly forgotten

"I always tell myself that from today on, I will be a simple person, down-to-earth and pragmatic. Don't indulge in fantasy, don't disturb others. To be happy, to be cheerful, to be tough, to be warm, to be sincere to people. To be sincere, to be calm, to be generous, to be tolerant, to have a common heart. Always full of hope for life, for difficulties and tribulations, strong face. Have a dream, even if it's far away. "

Listen to Qiu Tong. My heart goes up and down

It seems that people should be able to take it up and put it down. To be able to take is to survive and to put down is to live; to be able to take is to ability and to put down is to wisdom. Some people can't afford it, so it doesn't matter to put it down; some people can afford it, but they can't put it down. If you can't afford it, you will be mediocre; if you can't put it down, you will be exhausted. There are many things to put down in life. Only by putting down those unnecessary burdens can we move forward smartly.

"Do you still hate Bai Laosan?" Qiu Tong suddenly asked me.

Thinking of what Bai Laosan had done to Qiutong Haizhu Xiaoxue's fourth brother, I blurted out: "even if he died, I will not forgive him, I always hate him!"

Qiu Tong sighed: "he is dead."

"I can't get rid of my hatred for him even when I'm dead!" I said.

"Forget it, don't hate him any more. He has been punished as he deserves Let's all learn to forgive. " Qiu Tong said: "to learn to forgive others is to learn to be kind to yourself. Hatred can only make our hearts live in darkness forever, while forgiveness can make our hearts free and liberated. Forgiveness can make life easier and more enjoyable. Forgiving others can make us have more friends. To forgive others is to liberate oneself and return a pure mind. "

I didn't speak.

"Of course, some people can never be friends, and the best way for them is to stay away from them." Qiu Tong said: "in fact, there are many friends around us that we can make. When we are with people who are worthy of making friends, we can borrow people's wisdom and improve ourselves. Learn from the best others and be the best yourself

"When you are with sunny people, your heart will not be gloomy; when you are with happy people, your mouth will always smile; when you are with enterprising people, your actions will not lag behind; when you are with generous people, you will not be stingy; when you are with wise people, you will not be confused; when you are with smart people, you will become smart!"

Listening to Qiu Tong's words, I couldn't help nodding: "well You are right

Qiu Tong bowed his head and pondered for a while, looking up at me: "is there any news from Li Shun?"

I shook my head: "since I left, there has been no news!"

Qiutong lowered her eyelids, and her face was full of uneasiness and anxiety. For a moment, she sighed gently.

"Xiaoxue is growing up day by day. She will go to school after the summer vacation." Qiu Tong said to himself, "time flies."

I watched Qiutong silently, I don't know what she was thinking at this time.

In the evening, I went to the seaside alone, sitting on the stone bench where Lao Li used to fish, looking at the distant desolate sea, thinking about my own thoughts

Lao Li can't fish here any more. He hasn't died his whole life. Maybe he will spend his next life in the high wall. Not only him, but also his wife.

Life is really impermanent.

Dong'Er finally appeared today, she is still alive, she is still safe. But where is she now? What is her future plan?

Li Shun and Lao Qin have no information. Are they OK? Can they reach the Golden Triangle safely? In the golden triangle of gangsters and robbers, can they protect themselves?If I didn't meet Qiutong on the Yalu River cruise ship, if I didn't wander to Xinghai, if I didn't know the clouds, if I didn't step on Li Shun's feet in a five-star hotel, if I didn't get drunk and have a relationship with the clouds the night I left Xinghai, if I didn't meet Qiutong on the beach, if the clouds didn't know him In a car accident, if Zhang Xiaotian doesn't abandon the clouds Maybe, my life will be totally different now, I will live a totally different life

There are so many ifs in my life. These IFS have completely changed my life.

Maybe, I should not think so much if, maybe, I should let myself completely face the reality. The unbearable feeling in life is that there is no chance to come back. If it had been what it was, it would not be what it is now. It is useless to think about it. Perhaps, the choice of every fork in the road is not really good or bad. As long as you regard life as your unique creation, you will not look back frequently. Perhaps, life only sells one-way tickets, the past is gone, more importantly, take the road behind, collect the bits along the way

Night was falling and it was quiet.

My mind is full of thoughts.

Suddenly I heard the sound of parking behind me. Looking back, a black car stopped at the side of the road. Then, two people in black windbreaker came straight to me.

Seeing them, I was shocked and stood up.

These two great men in windbreaker are Alai and his bodyguards.

These two people who have disappeared for many days suddenly appear here in front of me.

As soon as Dong'Er got the news in the morning, they appeared in the evening.

On the same day.

It's a coincidence.

Not just by chance, but by coincidence.

They came up to me in silence.

Stop.

I looked at them, they looked straight at me, the bodyguard was still expressionless, Alai was still a fool, grinning at me silently.

"Ladies and gentlemen, long time no see!" I said with a smile.

The bodyguard remained silent and looked at me with deep eyes.

Alai grinned: "great Xia Yi, general Yi, I haven't seen you for a long time. How have you been?"

"I'm fine!" I said, "you look good, too!"

"Thanks to you, we're still alive, and we're still alive." Ah Lai laughs again.

"Your boss, Bai Laosan, has gone west with the crane!" I said.

"Yes." Alai nodded: "the crane jade carving sent by your boss, our white boss drove the crane to the West!"

"You're all right Are you two the ones who sent white three to the west? " I said.

"We have nothing to do. It seems that it's not us who sent boss Bai to drive crane West. It seems that it's boss Li. Great Xia Yi doesn't know about it?" Ah Lai pretended that he had to keep fit.

"I think you know better than I do!" I said.

"Not necessarily. Maybe you know better than us!" Ah Lai said.

"Bai Laosan has an accident. It seems that you are safe now. It seems that it has nothing to do with you!" I said.

"It's the same with each other. Boss Li has something to do with you, isn't it? Look at you, how carefree you are, and enjoy the scenery by the sea! " A Lai said: "how can we have something to do with the boss? We just work with him. We are all innocent..."

Obviously, since a Lai's bodyguards dare to appear in public, it means that they are sure that they are all right. It means that they may get some guarantee or protection, get rid of Li shunbai's old three affair and wash themselves out.

That's true for both of them. So must Dong'Er.

"Should I congratulate you?" I said sarcastically.

"Ha ha, congratulations to each other. I should also congratulate you. Boss Li has become a murderer and is wanted, but you are safe and sound. We have been hiding for some time. Today, we are completely free. But you have been on the loose all the time. You deserve more congratulations than us!" Ah Lai said.

A Lai's words confirmed some of my conjectures.

At this moment, the bodyguard has been standing there in silence, looking at me without saying a word.

Ah Lai said: "by the way, I want to tell you a piece of news. Dong'Er, the old lover you never forget, is OK and free. Do you want to be your old lover?"

I didn't say anything and began to figure out the intention of their sudden appearance here.

Ah Lai then said: "unfortunately, boss Bai tried hard to make you and Dong'Er together, trying to do your good. At that time, Dong'Er reluctantly agreed to make up with you in the face of boss Bai, but you didn't cooperate. The opportunity was lost. Now boss Bai is gone, no one will make you up, no one will make you happy. I'm afraid you can't get it now It's no use thinking about Dong'Er. She won't make up with you any more Alas Man, I'm so sorry for you... "

It seems that Alai and Bai Laosan share the same view. He thinks that I have never given up on Dong'Er, and Dong'Er has long lost his love for me.Alai continued: "look, even if you don't cooperate with boss Bai, boss Li is still wanted. I knew it was this result. Why didn't you have to cooperate at the beginning? Now that you're fighting like chickens and eggs, boss Li still has an accident. Dong'Er, you haven't got it yet. You don't know the current situation I missed the chance Of course, if you cooperated that time, maybe boss Bai might not be able to die So it seems that boss Bai's death has something to do with you In other words, you are one of the reasons for Bai Laosan's death. "

Ah Lai's words made me alert. These two people came to see me today. Do they want to settle accounts with me and put the death of Bai Laosan on me?

I kept a close eye on them in case they suddenly attacked me.