My beautiful boss and I

"Oh..." I look at Haizhu.

Haizhu added: "at the beginning, according to Kong Kun, she came to Xinghai for love. She could give up her job in Qingdao and go to Xinghai for a man. This shows that Kong Kun has deep feelings for his boyfriend. Otherwise, she would not have done so. But she took the initiative to break up. Do you think it's strange? I knew I was going to break up. Why did I do that at the beginning? "

I thought about it: "maybe when she came here, she had a good relationship with her boyfriend. She thought that the other person was perfect and worthy of her efforts, so she came here. After she came here, she gradually found many shortcomings of the other person and no feelings Is such an explanation reasonable, or should it not be strange! "

"According to my understanding of Kong Kun's current work style, it seems that she should not be such an impulsive and thoughtless person," Haizhu said

I said, "what do you know? Do you observe people? You know shit

Haizhu laughed and said, "there are more strange ones!"

"What?" I eat and talk carelessly.

"I heard the news from a third party. When I knew about it, I wanted to comfort Kong Kun. However, when I mentioned it to her, she seemed a little nervous. She flatly denied it, saying that it was nothing at all." Haizhu said, "I'm embarrassed when she says that."

"Oh..." I couldn't help frowning and looking at Haizhu, I said, "maybe what you hear is gossip. People are just fine. There's nothing like that. You see, what you do is maonen. When you hear that wind is rain, you can't get off the stage."

Haizhu also frowned: "but why is she nervous? Why are you nervous? "

When Haizhu said this, I couldn't figure it out. After thinking for a moment, I said to Haizhu, "ah Zhu, I ask you, Kong Kun, what's your comprehensive impression of her so far?"

Haizhu thought about it: "this person is straightforward, straightforward, quick to do things, upright, and has a very good relationship with colleagues. Everyone in the company likes her, so it's not necessary to say that she is responsible for her business. She has a high enthusiasm and outstanding performance."

"Well..." I nodded, "what did she do to you?"

Haizhu said: "it's very nice to me. I have a lot of respect and respect for you. You always talk to me about big and small things at work. You never make decisions without authorization. Besides work, you are also very harmonious with me. You often talk about women's private affairs with me. By the way, you are often mentioned in front of me. Once you are mentioned, she can't hide her appreciation for you and her appreciation for me Of course, in the admiration, I seem to feel a little envious

"Oh Jealousy. " I said.

Haizhu then laughed and said, "but it's normal. There are a few women around me who are not envious and jealous of me. I have such a good man as you. Everyone is hot eyed, but others don't show it It's the nature of women If I were her, I would be envious Who makes my man so good Ha... "

I didn't smile. I looked down at the desk and didn't speak for a long time.

Haizhu looked at me and said, "what's the matter?"

I looked up at Haizhu: "a Zhu, let me tell you a word, in the future, you and Kong Kun, how to work or how, outside of work, you can also talk about heart to heart, but don't talk too much about privacy with her, even if she tells you her own high privacy, you don't want to talk about your own privacy, especially with me."

Haizhu said, "why?"

I said: "it's not necessary to be harmful, but it's necessary to be defensive. I'm not saying that Kong Kun is a bad person. It's just that we haven't known her for a long time, and we don't know her past. It's impossible to get to know a person in depth just by such a long period of contact. Therefore, the personal contact with her is still very important It's good to keep a distance. Don't pour out all your words to others. "

Haizhu looked at me and didn't speak.

I said: "there is a good saying, often betray you, betray you, is the most trusted and confidant around you!"

Haizhu opened her mouth slightly: "you How can you say that? Kong Kun will never be like that

I said: "maybe I said something too much, maybe I'm nervous, maybe Kong Kun is really not that kind of person, but for a person who doesn't know much about his confidants, it's better to be more defensive, don't treat everyone as relatives and friends, don't say anything to others Of course, I hope Kong Kun can be our good friend, really good friend. "

Haizhu said with a smile: "I think you are really nervous. You think that all the people I associate with are like those you associate with. Kong Kun and I are colleagues, and they have a superior subordinate relationship. She is not as complicated as you can imagine. You are obviously oversensitive Obviously, you have been a gangster for a long time. You have been trapped by those people around you and become very sensitive Kong Kun is a girl who does travel. There are so many scheming. "

I also laughed: "I wish I was thoughtful, ha ha..."Haizhu said that, at this time, I really feel that I'm over thinking. Maybe Haizhu's words are right. I've been in the arena of intrigue for too long, and I'm too sensitive. Maybe I'm really over worried about Kong Kun, although I still have an indescribable sense of worry about her. In fact, if you think about it, the girl Kong Kun is also very good. At least she is very good in front of me. She really doesn't look complicated and has no intention. She really seems to be a simple and enthusiastic person.

I can't help but really doubt that I'm neurotic.

I then asked Haizhu, "a Zhu, let me ask you a question. If the person who trusts you most betrays you, what will you do?"

Haizhu said, "it's impossible. I don't care about anyone. Why would anyone betray me? You're thinking again! "

I said, "I said if, if?"

Haizhu thought: "if, if If so, I must be very sad and sad However, we should also look at it from two aspects. What a blessing in disguise knows is not a blessing, right? "

I said: "continue to say -"

Haizhu said: "that is, to be betrayed by the most trusted person, there is sorrow and harvest. The sad thing is that this friend will not come back to you from now on, listen to your heart, and solve your problems. The harvest is, you know what kind of person she is, you know she is not trustworthy. If you have a lesson, you have experience. What is rare in life is experience, which is worth cherishing. "

I said, "didn't you think of revenge in the past?"

"Revenge?" Haizhu looked at me: "why revenge?"

"If someone betrays you, of course you have to retaliate. It's a reward for reward." I said.

Haizhu shook his head: "no idea! I don't want to take revenge! "

"Why?" I said.

"When is the time to repay each other! Isn't it? " Haizhu said.

I looked at Haizhu and didn't speak.

Haizhu continued: "no matter what happens to me, I always believe that the world is beautiful and that there are many good people in the world. Of course, if I am betrayed, I will not choose revenge. I never want to deliberately repay anyone, and I don't know how to retaliate I think the first thing to reflect on is myself. "

"Why? What to reflect on? " I said.

"Reflect on your carelessness in making friends, reflect on your subjective consciousness..." Haizhu said: "in fact, I think people's pain and sadness are given by themselves. Do you believe it? Sometimes the person who hurt himself the most and let himself fall into the misery that he can't extricate himself from is not others but himself. No one in the world can fully understand another person. In fact, I am a very contradictory person, and I am often trapped in the confusion of giving myself.

"When I'm in pain, I'll shut myself in the room, without lights, windows or words, and let the darkness wrap me up completely. But I still believe that the pain is only temporary, as long as I stretch out my hand to open the curtain, I can feel the sunshine. So, I would like to believe that the world, around me, is full of positive energy. As long as you open your eyes, stretch out your hands, and push away the darkness that has imprisoned you, you will find that there is sunshine all around you. "

"You have a good attitude! "I can't help saying with appreciation.

Haizhu was silent for a while. Her eyes suddenly darkened. She shook her head and said, "my attitude is not good. In fact, I don't know whether my personality is good or bad. Sometimes I think it's good, but sometimes it seems that I think it's bad. It's my fatal weakness

"Maybe, I should learn to make myself stronger and sharper. For those who hurt me and attack me constantly, I can't just be submissive and evasive. I should learn to fight back, tooth for tooth, and even learn to take proper revenge

"Maybe only in this way can we avoid making ourselves suffer more losses Perhaps, in this world, the weaker you are and the more tolerant you are, the more people will bully you. "

Haizhu's words make me feel uneasy. I seem to be vaguely aware of what people and things Haizhu is alluding to. It seems that her words are not only aimed at Donger.

Haizhu then said, "by the way, Kong Kun and I said such a paragraph that day."

"What's that?" I said.

Haizhu said: "Kong Kun said that the most humble but feelings, the most cool but people."

Hearing this, my heart couldn't help beating and looking at Haizhu.

Haizhu then said, "what do I mean by Kong Kun's words? She said, don't be too nice to a person, because you will finally find that if you are nice to a person for a long time, that person will take it for granted. Many people are not good enough, but are too good to others, but don't know that the better you are to others, the less valuable you are to them. In fact, it could have been stupid enough to ignore the cost and return, but the reality is always chilling. "

I couldn't understand what Kong Kun meant when he said this to Haizhu. Looking at Haizhu, I said, "what do you think of her words?"

Haizhu said with a smile: "of course I don't agree. At least this paragraph doesn't apply between us. I want to treat you wholeheartedly. I know that the better I treat you, the more valuable I will be in your heart. Kong Kun's view is too biased.""Why did she say that to you?" I said.

"I don't know. I can talk about everything. It's no big deal!" Haizhu said.

I didn't speak any more. I began to meditate

In the evening, I had a meeting with Haizhu. After that, Haizhu praised me as usual while cleaning up the battlefield.

I didn't speak. I lay there and looked at the ceiling. A thought suddenly came to me. It seemed that Haizhu and I had become a procedure, a task and an obligation to do that.