My beautiful boss and I

Xie Fei began to take the initiative to bring me food: "come on, eat food. What you want tonight is Zhejiang food. You should like it very much."

"Yes, it's delicious!" I said: "listen to minister Guan say, elder martial sister also can do a few good Zhejiang cuisine?"

"Yes, I'll give you a chance to try my craft!" Xie Fei said, "Lao Guan said that when you are free, please come to our house with your girlfriend."

"It's a great honor!" I said as if I were flattered.

Xie Fei looked at me: "look at your manner. Is it necessary to exaggerate after a meal?"

I was embarrassed to smile: "the thought of elder martial sister is the minister's wife, can't help but like this, mixed officialdom to develop the habit."

Xie Fei said: "Tonight we are elder martial sisters and younger martial brothers. You don't have to treat me as the minister's wife. You just treat me as your elder martial sister, and you don't have to be a teacher Even, you can treat me as your sister... "

I didn't say anything, and I bowed my head to eat.

Xie Fei said, "I offered you three glasses of wine just now. Won't you give me three glasses in return?"

It seems that Xie Fei likes drinking.

So I gave Xie Fei three glasses of wine in return, and she did it all.

After the three cups, Xie Fei's face became more red, white and red, and looked very amorous.

"Younger martial brother, do you want to know what I did in that hotel that day?" Xie Fei seemed to be slightly drunk and looked at me with a chuckle, which made him laugh a little presumptuously.

I said straight out, "no!"

Xie Fei has some unexpected appearance: "don't want to?"

"Yes I lowered my head again.

"Why?" Xie Fei said.

"Because I'm not interested in other people's private affairs." I said, never looked up.

"Oh So What if I were willing to tell you? " Xie Fei said.

"Tell me I don't want to hear either!" I said.

"Ha ha..." Sheffield laughed, which sounded awkward.

I then raised my glass and looked at Xie Fei: "elder martial sister, come on, this glass of wine, I wish you and Minister Guan a happy family and a sweet life."

Xie Fei laughed and clinked a glass with me: "thank you, younger martial brother Thank you

Xie Fei seemed to laugh bitterly. I drank it directly, and Xie Fei also drank it.

"Younger martial brother, do you have a good relationship with your girlfriend?" Xie Fei said.

"Well..." I nodded, but my heart was filled with a burst of pain, and then asked Xie Fei: "elder martial sister and Minister Guan's life must be very happy, right?"

Xie Fei smiles again. It seems that there is a sense of melancholy and confusion in his smile.

The minister's wife seems to have some disappointments. I don't know if I am lucky.

"Younger martial brother, let's discuss a topic, OK?" Xie Fei said.

"Teacher Xie, please go on!" I said.

Xie Fei laughed: "don't call me teacher, call me elder martial sister Maybe you can call me sister... "

I said, "I'd better call you elder martial sister."

Xie Fei said, "why can't you call me sister? I'm older than you. You should call me sister."

I said: "then I should call your sister-in-law first Minister Guan is my leader and my brother. Even if I dare to climb up, I will call him my sister-in-law. "

Xie Fei laughed: "it's up to you."

"What topic does elder martial sister want to discuss? What's the current topic? " I said.

Xie Fei shook his head: "I want to discuss with you a topic that dares to be emotional."

"Oh..." I look at Xie Fei.

"It's a topic about love and reality You say, when love encounters reality, what will it be like

I thought about it and said, "I have no experience in this. However, I think that love is an ideal many times. People who get it will have happiness, and people who lose it will secretly feel sad. Some people spend their whole lives looking for it, while others have never cherished it. Love is an eternal topic and the most beautiful scenery in life. "

"Well..." Xie Fei looked at me with admiration and nodded: "go on."

I went on to say: "who is willing to make a prison for whom, who will die for whom, who will give everything for whom. If such love really exists, there are several people who can bear it and cherish it. When Jiqing faded a little, those long quarrels, boundless silence, and a few people still remember the original good

When I said this, I couldn't help thinking of Haizhu, suffering and helpless, and then said: "time is changing, space is changing, and people are changing. There is no unprovoked love, there is no unprovoked hate. Life is like this, see too clearly, everything is false. Would rather live in a dream, do not open your eyes, deceive yourself, sometimes is a relief

Xie Fei looked at me intently and nodded: "younger martial brother, I understand very well. It seems that I have a deep understanding It's deeper than I've ever understood. "

I said: "elder martial sister, I'm flattered. This is just a little superficial experience. If there is a theory but no practice, I'd like to listen to elder martial sister's advice."Xie Fei's eyes were covered with a layer of light fog, saying: "in the real society, people can't resist the temptation. Being able to resist only means that there are not enough chips. No one is a saint. What's more, even saints sometimes make mistakes. Things in the world are often unclear and there is no reason to follow. Love gradually becomes secular and unbearable. Whose fault is it, or the fault of reality?

"Human nature is selfish, everyone will have a bottom line, beyond the pain will be unbearable. Love is the same, pay need to return, love can last; love need to operate, any party's negligence will make the flower of love wither. The reason is so simple, but it is quite difficult to do it. "

I listened carefully to Xie Fei's words and nodded.

Xie Fei went on to say: "many people's emotional life is like this, love or marriage, no matter how vigorous the original love is, and ultimately to the inevitable insipidity, some people will grasp the love will become family, can not grasp the can only watch those beautiful become false. In the face of the impact of reality, those sweet words, vows have become fragile goods, instantly become fragmented, people will not help but sad.

"When love encounters reality, when love faces family affection, friendship, future and sarcasm, who can keep the once pure heart of a lover? Love can't bear too much pressure and pain, it is the flower in the greenhouse can't stand the wind and rain. Eternal love is always a TV play, and we are too far away from that ideal state. "

Xie Fei's words let me ponder silently. How much can I love a person? Can I give up what I have now for this love? Can we choose between family affection and love? Can we guarantee our loyalty and never betray? How many people can answer such questions? How many people will not be silent in the face of such questions?

In my melancholy, I think of Qiutong, floating life like a dream, Haizhu and Donger

Perhaps, mature people tend to only do what they should do instead of what they want to do. Life is such a helpless, too many things difficult to cross. If life is as good as the first sight, with a pure heart without a trace of contamination, will there be less pain in the world?

Xie Fei added: "it seems that it should be very simple to say that love is a thing, but why does everyone have different opinions? That's because love meets reality, real people, real environment, real foundation, real conditions and real relationship. With so many things acting on love, how can love not be in a thousand and varied ways?

"Love is a sign of the birth of a new beginning in the future, a new family unit, a new kinship and a new life. This new thing often comes to some inexplicable, so in essence, she will be contradicted by all the old related things, including the old interpersonal relationships, and also the habits of people themselves, all of which have to make the choice of acceptance or opposition. Therefore, this new thing must be healthy enough, reasonable enough, attractive enough, and powerful enough to win enough resources, and finally gain a foothold in the world, until the branches and leaves are luxuriant, and the descendants multiply.

"It can be predicted that the process of birth is bound to be very difficult, as if the seedlings break the ground. It is said that the strength of seedlings is so great that they can hold up the stone slab, which is the internal power provided by nature to improve the survival rate of new life. Love is such a kind of inner motivation, so she is strong, she is enthusiastic, she is more frustrated and more energetic, her direction is always forward, unless love is dead, she can't go back. "

Listening to Xie Fei's words, I was silent for a long time and said, "elder martial sister, have you seen Lu Yao's life?"

"Well, I've seen it many times." Xie Fei said.

"How do you evaluate the love of the hero and heroine in it?" I said.

Xie Fei thought about it and said, "when we are in our 20s, we are in high spirits and full of emotions. Walking in the shady campus, we can see our lovers, single people admire them, and people in love imitate them. All this is due to our pure yearning for love.

"When we are young, we always feel that love is great, boundless, lofty and irresistible. When we point to each other's heart and lips, we think eternity is coming. In fact, we have fallen in love with a shackle for this, thinking that we will not be forced to shake off until the end of the century. When we are no longer naive, when we see and experience the bitterness of love, when we touch the wall in the lane of love, we know that eternity will never come. "

"Why do people pursue eternity?" I said.

Xie Fei said: "because everyone wants their men or women to only love themselves. However, when love meets reality, who can sleep in their own fairy tales and never wake up? Not because love is not deep enough, but because there are too many temptations and unwillingness in reality

"In my youth, I used to say that I would try my best to be the persistent, kind, and desirless Qiaozhen. Like Qiaozhen, I am willing to wait for my favorite young man Gao Jialin: when Gao Jialin doesn't know her existence, I am willing to wait for his discovery like Qiaozhen; when Gao Jialin's career is frustrated and demoted back to the village, I can dare to seize my happiness like Qiaozhen, and show my love and confession boldly"When Gao Jialin intentionally evades, I can resist the bitterness of my heart like Qiaozhen, and have been brave enough to approach him and believe in him; when Gao Jialin and Qiaozhen's incompatible love is exposed, I can still resist the opposition of the world like Qiaozhen, and insist on believing in my own love; when Gao Jialin is promoted and made a fortune, but abandons Qiaozhen, I will be happy Can also be like Qiaozhen, pretending to be strong, silent tears, sincerely bless their loved ones.

"If I can do all these things, what can I do? I act as the most perfect love to serve the role, in the end is not still devastated by the cruelty of reality? I act as the princess in my fairy tale, but I forget that in reality, there are too many accidents, which are enough to scratch our fairy tale. "

Xie Fei seems to be pouring out the bitter water in his heart through Qiaozhen.