My beautiful boss and I

For a long time, he said, "Hakka, I've been here for a long time, but I didn't speak because I didn't dare to say it. Suddenly I was afraid of myself I was in a bad mood that day, so I wrote to you, which can be regarded as a vent, and then soon I saw your reply

"What you said made me think for a long time. A few days ago, I went far away. On the way, I have been thinking about what you said. Today, when I see you, I finally come to understand. I think what you said may be right

"To indulge in the virtual world without any control and indulge in my own emotions may be a sustenance for me. My reality is already like this and can't be changed. In the face of unsatisfactory reality, I may be able to find another spiritual sustenance in the virtual world to make up for the reality.

"But for you, it's harmful and unhelpful. Our unrestrained and indulgent emotions in this virtual world will make us all deeply involved, have a huge impact on your real life, affect your emotional life in real life, and mislead you to choose your spouse in real life

"That will harm you. I mean that I am doing evil and hurting you I think, I decided, you're right, since we can't achieve the breakthrough from the virtual to the real, then, maybe, we should have another choice, we should use the real reason to control the virtual indulgence, your words deeply remind me. Reality is always cruel, but virtuality also needs reason. After all, we are all real people, living and developing in reality. "

"If dream, I..." At this time, I understand her meaning, she is to decisively cut off love, to end and I in this virtual world of emotional entanglement, to let me return to reality.

I suddenly feel a huge nostalgia, feel the incomparable pain, no dream, where is my spiritual sustenance?

My heart felt incomparably empty, and deep panic.

"Hakka, today, I want to say, I admit that I am lucky to meet you in this virtual world. You bring me a lot of happiness and joy, and bring me a lot of motivation and knowledge. I regard you as the most rare confidant and close friend in my life. Even, I can't imagine whether my spiritual world will collapse without you.

"But, I can't be a selfish person. In reality, I can't give you any promise, I can't give it, I can't afford it, let alone If we go on like this, the final result can only be that we can't extricate ourselves and fall into a bottomless abyss, which will harm me and you

"In the end, we can only be a silent ending, the ending of spiritual destruction, and the spiritual destruction is more than the physical destruction So, Hakka, let's end it as if it was a dream. "

"If dream I... " My heart shuddered at the thought that I would never see floating life again, and my hands began to shake violently.

I know what I said is reasonable and right. I even think so myself. But when this moment is coming, I feel the collapse and destruction of the spiritual world. I can't help but resist this fact. I am like a drug addict who knows that perfume is poisonous but still can not resist the temptation from the deep part of his brain.

At the moment, I can't help but deeply regret my message that day. I'm digging my own grave and burying my most precious virtual emotion in the world. I regret so much that I want to slap myself in the face.

"If you dream, I I can't accept the ending. " I said, "I I can't leave you. In this world, I can't live without you... "

"Hakka I You Don't say that Floating like a dream, it seems that my mood at the moment is more painful than mine, saying: "this virtual emotion in this virtual world will not bring us any real results, but will bury us deeply in the illusory air

"I'm sorry, since we knew each other and I had a good feeling for you, I took the initiative to approach you and seduced you. I only wanted to enjoy my own spirit, but unconsciously dragged you into the boundless virtual space and put on an empty wreath of beautiful vision At the moment, I'm so sad, I'm so guilty, I hurt you, I'm a bad woman. "

Floating like a dream, it seems that I can't go on, and it seems that I am crying silently.

"No, you are not a bad woman, you are the best woman in my mind, the most beautiful, the most kind and the purest woman, you are the goddess of my dream:" I excitedly said: "you did not tempt me, I wanted to be close to you, you did not only want to enjoy your own spirit, you gave me happiness and comfort that I never had

"Without your encouragement and comfort, I don't know how to get out of the haze in my heart. It was you who gave me light and courage, direction and motivation when I was the darkest and the most depressed If dream, I I'm wrong. I shouldn't have said those words that day. Those words are my temporary nonsense. I want to take them back. "

"Hakka, don't say Even if you don't say those words that day, I have started to have these ideas, but your message that day has become a catalyst and fuse Since it's going to hurt sooner or later, it's better to hurt later than earlier. " Floating life like a dream, said: "life is fate, together are fate, I can know you, is fate, we separate, is also fate, this fate, are predestined"Fate is always unchangeable, whether it's real or virtual Ke Ke, thank you for the happiness you bring me, thank you for the unforgettable things I will always remember Forever

"Hakka, you are my air, floating in the dust, looking around me and in my breath, breathing into my body, decomposing into my oxygen, melting into my flesh and blood

"Hakka, I will always remember you, remember you who I have never met, heard or touched, forever Hakka, forget me Forget about me

"If dream." My hands trembled so much that I couldn't continue to type. My heart was filled with sadness and despair. Tears blurred my vision.

Qiutong in reality is so close to me, and Ruo Meng in illusion is going to leave me, becoming the eternal star sea song in my mind.

I know, at the moment of floating life like a dream must be extremely sad and painful, maybe, at the moment, she is full of tears, sad, but, I can't see.

I know that Qiutong must have made up her mind after she came back from Tongliao. She went to Tongliao with me for a few days. Although she was thinking about it, she didn't make the final decision. Otherwise, she would definitely have a nervous breakdown and would not have talked and laughed.

I know that Qiutong is more rational than me. Once she realizes the possible results of this spiritual love between me and her, once she realizes that this emotion in the virtual world will never come into reality, and once she realizes the impact on my realistic choice and future life path, she will definitely use her own reason to defeat emotion. Although this is extremely difficult for her, although she is extremely reluctant, although her heart extremely hopes to share the love river with me in the virtual world and bathe the brilliance of love.

I know that if there is no Li Shun, if there is no benefactor, if Qiutong is not an orphan, if Qiutong's life can be renewed, Qiutong will break through the virtual, go to reality and play the music of love with me.

However, in the face of reality, all this is impossible. Qiu Tong's character determines her fate. She must repay her kindness, obey and accept the cold reality

"Hakka, finally, Hakka Goodbye Every day, every moment, when I breathe the air, I feel you by my side. Let this emotion turn into the air

"Hakka, I'm leaving Forget me, I wish you find true love in reality, find your true happiness, no matter you are in the ends of the earth, I will deeply bless you.... " Floating like a dream, a sad expression came over, and then, offline, the color of the avatar instantly turned gray.

I'm looking at the dialogue window on the computer screen. I'm looking at Qiutong's gray head. I'm confused, stupid, stupid, crazy

If my dream is gone, it's gone forever. I'm finished!

At the moment of losing floating life like a dream, I suddenly feel how deep my love for floating life like a dream is. It goes beyond my love for Dong'Er and all my emotions in my life

I stood up in a daze, tore my hair and let out a cry of despair. I fell on the bed beside the clouds

This night, I didn't close my eyes. I stayed up all night, looking at the ceiling.

The next day, I didn't think about tea and didn't get any rice. I continued to be hurt by the feeling of lovelorn, which even exceeded the blow of Donger.

I finally learned the power of online love, in a sense, more than reality.

When it was dark, I finally got out of bed. Looking at the clouds on the bed, I suddenly realized my responsibility. I can't fall down. I have to heal the clouds and wake them up.

I sit beside the clouds, continue to massage the clouds, and continue to immerse myself in despair and loneliness. From recognition to interaction, scenes flash in front of me like movies

With the flash of these scenes, my heart became more and more melancholy and melancholy

I don't know what will happen to Qiutong at the moment, and whether she can bear the heavy damage brought by her decision.

When I think of Qiutong, I suddenly have a strange feeling in my heart, floating life is like a dream. However, Qiutong is still there. Years later, I can see Qiutong working with her every day. Floating life is like a dream. They are one person. Since they are one person, I see floating life is like a dream every day. Why should I be so sad and desolate?

After thinking for a long time, my mood gradually recovered some balance and comfort, and gradually calmed down.

However, I think that Qiutong will not be able to find the balance like me. The guest she lost is the only one that she can't find in reality. Although I am by his side, I can't tell her.

Think of here, I can't help, with great worry, I dialed Qiutong's phone, but, answer the phone is not Qiutong, is snow.