My beautiful boss and I

"At that time, you must have suffered from bankruptcy and lovelorn Is that right? " Qiu Tong turned to look at me.

I nodded involuntarily.

"And the pain has been with you for a long time, hasn't it?" She added.

I couldn't help nodding again.

"Just, I didn't know you at that time, I didn't know you, otherwise, I will tell you that people must learn to bear pain in this life." She said.

I look at Qiu Tong's quiet face.

"Life is a turbulent river. In a short period of time, we have encountered dams, sand, or storms. These obstacles and difficulties, hardships and pain may become the hidden reefs in our hearts. However, when we face it bravely, we will find that those scars will make the river of our life flow wider, farther and clearer. " She said softly.

I nodded slowly, staring at her.

"Pain teaches us how to behave. In all the pain, bankruptcy and lovelorn will make people confused and desperate. I see the cause I have worked for disappear, the people I have known disappear in my own field of vision, and the frustrations and happiness I have experienced together in my memory float up in my heart. However, in the endless suffering, we may understand: sooner or later to come.

"Therefore, we should learn to cherish the fresh time around us more, and go on bravely with the dream that never died out in our life. Therefore, pain teaches us how to walk in this strange society, and gives us the belief to move forward forever.

"People should always learn to bear the pain. Since they can't escape, they should bravely accept it. You will find that when you accept it, there will be unexpected gifts on the painful tail. " Qiutong finished, and gave me a smile.

Qiutong's smile is so beautiful.

I also laughed, said: "in fact, a person in pain and confusion, it is easy to decadent, it is easy to degenerate."

"Maybe you didn't degenerate then, but you must be very decadent, didn't you?" Qiu Tong said.

"Yes There is no depravity for the time being, but it is really decadent! " I said.

Qiu Tong took a breath and looked at me: "remember, don't degenerate at any time, even if you are decadent Whether it was yesterday or today For us, we are all ordinary people. If we want to succeed, we must struggle Either strive to pursue their dreams, or do other people's feet mud, the difference between clouds and mud, but so, do not degenerate, you and I are not qualified! The best way to love yourself is to strive for excellence. "

I said: "no matter before or in the future, I will not degenerate!"

When I said this, my heart suddenly felt a little empty. I didn't admit that I had fallen or that I was falling. But what I had done and was doing, was it falling? Do I mean to slap myself in the face when I say this?

I can't help feeling the huge contradiction and tangle in my heart

Looking at Qiutong beside me, thinking about Haizhu, Donger and Xiayu I have experienced, thinking about what I have done, thinking about what I have done to follow Li Shungan, I can't help feeling a pain of confusion and hardship

My pain, only they understand.

In fact, my pain only gushes out when I am alone in the dark. I always like to turn over the past in the lonely night, those who are deeply buried in the heart of the past, get, have, lost, have a kind of feeling like a dream.

Always understand, should not indulge in the past, forget everything, in order to get a short relaxation. In fact, I am afraid of the late night, afraid of the endless loneliness attacking me; but I like the late night, because only when it is dark around me, my soul and I are safe.

After the boat landed, there was still some time to go before dinner. My fourth brother and Qiutong walked along the riverside path

From time to time, Qiutong looks at the other side of the river. From time to time, I look at Qiutong's silent expression. From time to time, my fourth brother looks around with alert eyes

Back in the hotel room, the fourth brother said to me, "when we were walking along the river just now, someone was following us."

"Oh..." I looked at the fourth brother: "what kind of person?"

"Two guys wearing sunglasses, I found that they slowed down on purpose, then turned around and rushed to them. When they saw me passing, they suddenly speeded up and ran to the road along the river. Then they got on a local taxi and left quickly." Fourth brother said.

After listening to the fourth brother's words, I fell into a deep meditation. At this time, I can't decide which part of the people I'm following. They may be wood's, Haizhu's, or even Donger's

But no matter what part of it is, no matter what the purpose is, I must be careful. I must pay attention to the safety of Qiutong and me, and pay more attention to the words and deeds of Qiutong and me. I can't be seen that Qiutong and I have any abnormal behavior. This handle will make me feel bad, especially bad for Qiutong.

After dinner, lying in bed, my heart suddenly a little uneasy, think for a long time, this uneasiness seems to come from HaizhuThis time I was on a business trip, Haizhu's performance was a little abnormal. She didn't make several phone calls every day to greet me and take care of me as before. So far, Haizhu hasn't called me.

After thinking about some recent events, I became more and more uneasy.

But I don't know why Haizhu has such abnormal performance. Does this event make her psychology change? Is it Haizhu who hasn't recovered from this fright? Or something else?

I felt out my mobile phone and wanted to call Haizhu. After thinking about it, I put it down again.

Tossing and turning, I didn't sleep well all night.

The next day, after breakfast, we went back.

At this time, I will not know that there is an amazing news waiting for me in Xinghai.

On the way back to Xinghai, I looked back through the rear mirror from time to time to see if there was a car following us. Looking all the way, I didn't seem to find any suspicious signs.

I can't help but feel confused and look at my fourth brother from time to time.

The fourth brother drives without expression and ignores me.

During the break in the service area, while Qiutong was not in front of me, the fourth brother said to me, "we were followed when we got out of the hotel, but after we got on the highway, the car didn't keep up."

"Why?" I asked fourth brother.

The fourth brother frowned and shook his head: "I can't think of it."

I suddenly thought of a question and asked my fourth brother, "when we went to Dandong, was there a car following us?"

The fourth brother shook his head and said in a positive tone, "No."

"That's strange." I said.

"Not being followed when we went doesn't mean that the people who followed us in Dandong didn't go from Xinghai." Four elder brothers said a sentence.

I frown

After the rest, I continued to drive back to Xinghai. Soon I got off the expressway and entered the urban area. On the way, I continued to observe the back, but it seemed that there was still no car following us.

Back at work, I was thinking about Haizhu, who had not contacted me for several days. After I finished my business, I took a taxi to the travel agency.

When I got to the gate of the travel agency, I was surprised. The gate of the travel agency was closed, the rolling shutter door was not opened, and there was no one in front of the door. This was quite different from the bustling scene in peacetime.

Look at the hotel next to you. The door is still closed and no one enters.

I know and understand that the hotel is not open. What's the matter with the travel agency? How can travel agencies close their doors?

My heart can't help pounding, feel out the mobile phone to call Haizhu, soon get through.

"Zhu, I'm back." I said.

"Well..." Haizhu's voice was very low.

"I'm at the gate of the travel agency." I said.

"Well..."

"Why isn't the travel agency open?" I said hastily.

Haizhu did not speak, silent.

"Where are you?" There was a sudden panic in my heart.

"I'm in the dorm." Haizhu said.

"Are you in the dormitory? Why don't you work in a travel agency? Why didn't everyone go to work? " I was relieved and asked.

At this time, I sensitively catch a subtle change. Where we live, I always don't want to be my home. It's Li Shun's house. I always used to call it dormitory, but Haizhu is different. She always used to call it home. According to the custom, she would say: I'm at home, but at this time, what she said is: I'm in dormitory

Does this slight change mean anything? What does it really mean, or am I oversensitive? I'm a little nervous

Haizhu was silent for a moment, and said, "come back first."

"But --" before I finished, Haizhu hung up.

I was full of doubts and anxiously took a taxi back to the dormitory.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw Haizhu sitting on the sofa, looking very tired and looking straight at the wall in front of me.

"Ah Zhu, what's the matter? What's the matter? " I went to Haizhu and sat down, looking at her eagerly.

Haizhu slowly turned to look at me, looked at it for a while, then sighed gently and said, "the travel agency is closed."

"Closed?" I was surprised: "why close the door? What's up? What's the matter? "

Haizhu sighed again and said, "it was closed yesterday Close the door, ha ha... "

Haizhu suddenly began to laugh, a little chilly, and I was frightened.

"What's the matter?" I said.

Haizhu looked at me: "what's the matter? You want to know, don't you? "

I nodded hastily.

Haizhu heaved a sigh: "yesterday morning, I went to work in the travel agency. As a result, except Kong Kun and xiaoqinru, none of the other employees came to work Just as they wanted to call the staff to ask why, Kong Kun and xiaoqinru told me they didn't have to call, saying they knew why"It turned out that the night before yesterday, all the staff, including Kong Kun and Xiao Qinru, met two things. First, everyone received an envelope delivered by a stranger, which contained a bullet. At the same time, there was a letter. The content of the letter was that if they continued to travel to work in spring, they would taste the taste of bullets. Second, they all received it at the same time Spring travel several different competitors stretch out the olive branch, invite them to their own company to work, high salary hire

"In this case, that's what happened Except for Kong Kun and xiaoqinru, they all evaporated instantaneously Yesterday, the travel agency closed down and all the employees and customers disappeared. "

Hearing Haizhu say this, I immediately thought that it was a conspiracy. It must be a conspiracy made by wood. With the help of the hotel incident, Haizhu and Zhang Xiaotian were set up to attack me. Then came such a move.