My beautiful boss and I

Seeing that I didn't speak, Haizhu's eyes were a little dim and worried, and some lost and chilly. Without a word, she sat up and began to dress.

"You What are you doing? " I finally spoke.

Haizhu did not speak, quickly dressed, and then went to the bathroom.

I sat on the bed in a daze, feeling a little empty.

After a while, Haizhu came out, stood in front of the bed, looked at me for a moment, and said, "I'll go down and have a look at them Have a rest Don't go any further. "

Haizhu's voice is very weak.

Then Haizhu went out

When I lit a cigarette, my mood suddenly became very depressed. I felt as if there was a slight crack between Haizhu and me that I didn't want to admit and I didn't want to see. It seemed that Haizhu's heart was gradually drifting away, and the distance between Haizhu and me was unknowingly alienating

My heart is filled with fear. I want to try my best to catch Haizhu. I want to catch Haizhu's body and heart, but I don't know how to catch it and how to catch it. Perhaps, I am powerless, lack of enough courage to grasp.

It seems that Haizhu doesn't feel that she is drifting away from me. She doesn't have this kind of consciousness. She is still doing what she should do. She is still keeping a blazing emotion towards me. But in this blazing emotion, she is gradually becoming strong and hard, becoming more and more assertive, and setting a bottom line between me and her.

This bottom line, in a sense, can be regarded as an ultimatum.

Time and space will change everything. Can Haizhu and I not escape the curse?

Can't I just watch Haizhu, who is sincere to me and has a good vision for the future, move further and further away from me unconsciously in her strength and autonomy?

I fell into extreme bitterness and entanglement

The most exhausting thing is not the distance of the road, but the depression in your heart; the most decadent thing is not the bumpy future, but the loss of your self-confidence; the most painful thing is not the misfortune of life, but the disillusionment of your hope; the most despairing thing is not the blow of frustration, but the death of your heart

Take things lightly and open your heart a little bit. Maybe everything will get better slowly

I comfort myself like this.

I don't know if my masturbation is self deceiving or cheating.

In fact, these two synonyms are the same in content.

In fact, I know that life tells me that I don't have to pay too much attention to some things when I get lucky and lose my life; life tells me that fantasy is only fantasy after all, and reality is the reality I really have to face; life tells me that self deception can only achieve temporary stability, and then it will bring countless troubles; life tells me that what you care about, others don't care; life tells me that what you care about, others don't care Life tells me that it's not just life

That night, I sat alone for a long time

That night, Haizhu did not return to my room.

This, more or less out of my expectation, makes me feel a little uneasy.

So, that night, I stayed in the empty room all night.

The next morning at more than 8 o'clock, we had breakfast together.

Xia Yu seemed to have a good time last night. While eating, she kept commenting on everyone's singing last night. Qin Lu and Xiao Qinru all commented on each other with a smile. Qiu Tong took care of Xiao Xue with a smile. Lin Yaru and Zhang xiaotianyun listened and ate breakfast quietly. Hai Zhu kept bringing me food.

"Today I will accompany you to visit Dongqian Lake The scenery there is beautiful. " Haizhu said.

"Yes, it's very beautiful. Sister Haizhu has taken me several times." Xiaoqinru said with a smile.

"Good I've always wanted to go Xia Yu stopped commenting and said happily.

"We'll leave after dinner." Said Haizhu.

"Sister Haizhu, the car has been arranged." Lin Yaru said.

"I can't go with you. I have a client to receive today." Zhang Xiaotian said with a smile.

"Mr. Zhang, it's OK. You're just busy." Qin Lu said.

Qiu Tong looked at everyone with a smile and did not speak.

Qiutong is no stranger to Dongqian Lake. She and I had an unforgettable experience there.

I thought about it and said, "I'm not going either. I want to go home and have a look."

As soon as you listen, everyone looks at me.

"Go home to see your parents Let's go with you... " Qin Lu said.

"No, this time, I want to go back alone." My voice is not big, but my tone is firm.

I know that if we go back together, we will go together with the clouds in autumn, the rain in summer, and the sea pearls in summer. Maybe there will be something embarrassing to each other at that time. I'll go back and be at ease.

"You Don't go to Dongqian Lake with us You Going home alone? " Xia Yu is staring at me.

"Yes, this time, none of you need to go. I'll go back myself!" My tone is non-negotiable.

Everyone looked at each other, Xia Yu with disappointed eyes.Qiutong seemed to understand my mind and nodded slightly.

The cloud looked at me, at Haizhu and Qiutong, then bowed his head and continued to eat without speaking.

Qin Lu blinked and said, "ah - I haven't come to your house yet."

"There's still a chance in the future. This time, we won't! I won't invite you all! " I said.

Qin Lu, with a look of regret on her face, did not speak.

Haizhu suddenly smiles and says, "OK, brother, respect your wishes However, it's obviously not suitable for you to go back by yourself. Anyway, you have to find a car to take you back At least you have to have a driver to accompany you back. "

Haizhu's words are reasonable. I didn't refuse.

Haizhu pondered for a moment, took out the car key and handed it to Lin Yaru: "Yaru, in this way, I don't think you need to accompany us to Dongqian Lake. It's hard for you to drive my car and take my brother home."

Lin Yaru took the car key, said with a smile: "OK, please rest assured, I will send brother Yi home safely."

Haizhu wants to drive me back in her own car, and let Lin Yaru drive. I originally wanted to propose driving by myself. On second thought, there is a chance to talk with Lin Yaru alone. The chance is rare, so I don't say anything.

Xia Yu smacks her lips and grins. She doesn't say what she wants to say.

Just then, Kong Kun rushed in.

"EH - why haven't you left yet?" Haizhu looks at Kong Kun.

Kong Kun gave a bitter smile: "sister Haizhu, it seems that you have to go to Hangzhou for a meeting this time I can't represent you... "

"What's the matter?" Haizhu frowned.

"I went to the Municipal Tourism Bureau just now to gather together. The director of the Municipal Tourism Bureau saw me and was not happy to say why your chairman did not attend such an important meeting? The meeting notice clearly requires the head of the designated tourism unit to attend All the leaders attending the meeting have to speak. If your chairman doesn't go, will he not give me face or pay no attention to the meeting

"Then, the director asked me to come back and said that you had to attend the meeting. He also said that the list of attending the meeting in the newspaper was you. He said that our company had just started business in ningzhou, so we didn't pay attention to such a meeting for the first time. It's a matter of attitude So I came back in a hurry. " Kong Kun said.

Everyone looked at Haizhu.

"This..." Haizhu hesitated, with an expression of embarrassment on her face.

Qiu Tong said at this time: "a Zhu, since the leader in charge of the Bureau has spoken, I think you'd better go by yourself. You just got a foothold in ningzhou. It's not easy to offend the head of the government department. It's very important for the future development of the company."

At this time, I also realized the importance of this matter. Yes, local government bureaus should not be offended. Otherwise, they will wear shoes everywhere in the future. Moreover, since Haizhu is on the list reported by the Tourism Bureau in the province, it is obviously not suitable for Kong Kun to go.

Moreover, there are only five places in ningzhou to participate in the provincial forum this time. It is obviously a great honor to select Haizhu among so many peers. If Haizhu does not go, it is obviously easy to be regarded as having a bad attitude and not paying attention to this matter.

So I said, "ah Zhu, in that case, you can go - business can't be delayed."

"But..." Haizhu still hesitated.

"It's more important to go to Dongqian Lake than to work. Besides, Kong Kun and xiaoqinru can accompany us. Besides, I've been to Dongqian Lake, and I can show you the way." Qiu Tong then said, "a Zhu, if you delay your work because of our play, we will all feel sorry."

"Yes, Haizhu, go to the meeting." Xia Yu and Qin Lu also said.

"Sister Haizhu, work comes first." The clouds said.

Haizhu finally made up her mind and looked at everyone with an apologetic expression: "then I'll go It's just that it's going to take two days, the agenda of the meeting is going to take two days, and it's going to end tomorrow night Collective action, will be able to come back the day after tomorrow I will not see you before you go

"It's OK. We'll see each other often in the future." Qiu Tong said.

Haizhu looked at me again with an apologetic expression: "brother, then I'll go."

Haizhu's apologetic expression seems to think that last night and my anger didn't accompany me for the night, missed last night, and finally didn't have a chance tonight and tomorrow night.

I laughed: "go ahead We'll all take care of ourselves. "

I'm obviously comforting Haizhu.

"Sister Haizhu, we are going to leave in 20 minutes." At this time, Kong Kun urged.

Haizhu stood up: "I'm going Yaru, you drive me to the meeting place of the Tourism Bureau You all take your time. Sorry again, I'll go first. "

Then, Haizhu looked at me with regret and regret and left with Lin Yaru in a hurry.

Then, we continue to eat, Xia Yu seems to be suddenly happy again, continue to comment on last night's performance.I know why Xiayu is happy.

Qiutong continues to feed Xiaoxue. At the same time, I vaguely feel that she sighs