My beautiful boss and I

"Do you think I'm cruel?" Li Shun said.

I couldn't help nodding: "yes."

"I can't help it. The world has always been cruel. The cruel reality has made me cruel. If I'm not cruel, I will die faster and lead to greater consequences When it comes to the end, it comes to the end For her, I have no better way, I can only do this, seven years ago, because of her, I destroyed myself, now, I can't because of her, destroy Xiaoxue, destroy my parents, destroy Qiutong She is a disaster star. She will bring disaster wherever she goes. For the sake of Xiaoxue's life, I have no other choice. I have to take this step. "

"Since you say she is a disaster, you are not afraid to harm you in the Golden Triangle if you take her away?" I said.

"What do you mean by that?" Li Shun said.

"Why don't you kill her? Wouldn't it be easier for her to disappear completely in this world? " I said coldly.

Li Shun's body trembled and his facial expression twitched. He looked at me: "you..."

"I speak from the bottom of my heart!" I said.

Li Shun clenched his teeth tightly and suddenly burst into a sad smile: "one thing comes down to another. She follows me there. She can't make waves. I'm not the one I used to be. I have a way to control her I take her away, but not to let her disappear in this world, nor to let her fall into the abyss of suffering, I am saving her I take her away, not only for Xiaoxue, for everyone of Xinghai, but also for her future life. "

I stared into Li Shun's eyes: "actually You still have her in your heart. You haven't forgotten her. For so many years, you haven't erased her from your heart. She has always been in the deepest part of your heart This time, her sudden appearance has greatly stimulated the most vulnerable, sensitive and vulnerable nerves in your heart You take her away, not only for Xiaoxue, for everyone in Xinghai, but also for her and for yourself. "

Li Shun trembled all over, as if he was greatly stimulated by my words. He suddenly cried out: "shut up - you're bullshit, you're bullshit You are full of nonsense, I I've never thought about myself. What I hate most now is women. Why should I do it for myself? "

I said coldly: "no matter how you say it orally, no matter how you hide it in your heart, no matter whether you are willing to admit it or not, the appearance of Zhang Mei must stir your heart. At this moment, there must be a small wave of stagnant water in your heart. Even if you hate women and have a headache with women, the appearance of this woman, and any feelings and significance for women to you It's all different. "

Li Shun's face was pale, and his voice was trembling and weak: "shut up You shut up. "

"You want to escape, you want to cover up, you want to camouflage, but your true feelings can't be avoided. You know your heart best. Even if you don't want to accept it, it does exist."

I ignored Li Shun and continued: "take her away, you have a strong and reasonable reason, but maybe you didn't realize it. In fact, there is a trace of your own initiative. It is driven by this conscious or unconscious will that you will return to Xinghai."

When I said this, I felt inexplicably sad. Zhang Mei's appearance must have aroused Li Shun's feeling that he had not been extinct for many years. No matter what banner he used to take Zhang Mei away, he could not avoid his true feelings. Of course, he might not be willing to face and admit this feeling, but sometimes, he could not help himself

As Li Shun himself said, Zhang Mei can never be erased from Li Shun's life. She has brought great changes to Li Shun. She has changed the latter half of Li Shun's life. What she has brought to Li Shun is not only pain and memory, but also hatred and hatred.

In fact, I feel that there is a deep implanted bone marrow feeling that can not be erased from the memory. The deepest hate is because of the deepest feelings, can not forget because once unable to extricate themselves, perhaps so. In particular, Zhang Mei also left Li Shun a child - Xiaoxue.

No matter whether Li Shun plans to let their mother and son recognize each other or not, the fact that Xiaoxue is Zhang Mei's own daughter cannot be changed. Since Li Shun loves Xiaoxue very much, how can he treat Xiaoxue's mother?

If Li Shun takes Zhang Mei away, what will happen to them in the future? Where will it go? What will happen to Lishun and Qiutong in the future? Will the appearance of Zhang Mei affect the future relationship between Li Shun and Qiu Tong? If so, what kind of impact will it have?

These seem to be unknowns, but I have some inexplicable premonition in my heart. This premonition is very vague. I can't see it clearly and think it through.

At this time, in the face of my merciless bluntness and exposure, Li Shun seemed to be unbearable. His face became paler and paler. Suddenly, he pulled out his pistol. The cold muzzle of the gun directly resisted my head, gnashing his teeth, and hysterically growled: "son of a bitch, you shut up for me, and shut up your two hateful pieces."

In the face of some crazy Li Shun, I closed two films with interest. I don't want to continue to provoke a crazy and irrational person foolishly.

But I know that what I said just now has brought great stimulation to Li Shun, both in his brain and in his heart.Li Shun's breath was a little short, and the muzzle of the gun was fixed on my forehead.

I stood there motionless, looking at his face distorted by shame and pain, and his crazy eyes with deep sadness.

My heart suddenly throbbed and trembled

I seldom see Li Shun have such expression, I seldom see Li Shun's eyes with such sadness and sadness

I think, at this time, his heart should be extremely complex, the degree of complexity beyond my imagination.

After a while, Li Shun slowly put away his gun, lowered his head, turned around and stood blankly, facing the sea.

A gust of night wind blew, and Li Shun's hair moved slightly.

The rain at night wet his hair.

He stood there in silence.

Half a day later, he turned around and looked at me with a deep sigh: "sorry, I was a little impulsive just now. I shouldn't point a gun at you The gun is used to point at the enemy. "

I didn't speak.

"I want to tell you that no matter what happened to Zhang Mei and me, no matter what she does to me now, no matter what I think in my heart now, no matter where I take her, no matter what will happen to me and her in the future, there is one thing that will not change, that is --"

Li shundun looked at me straightly, and said slowly: "Qiutong is in us Family status is unshakable. Qiutong's nature as my fiancee will never change. Qiutong's relationship as my daughter's mother is determined Xiaoxue also has only one mother, that is Qiutong. "

I shivered all over and looked at Li Shun silently.

Li shunran looked up and sighed: "go ahead, you take people to bring Zhang Mei here, I'll wait for you here I've arranged that if the detoxification owner asks, you'll say it's from the anti drug detachment, because there's a case to find out about Zhang Mei. "

I said: "I took Zhang Mei to the drug treatment center, where people will know me..."

"If you don't get out of the car, it's just But you have to go. If you don't, I'm afraid Zhang Mei won't go. It will be a lot of trouble. " Li Shun said.

"In fact, this is not a compulsory drug treatment center. I can bring Zhang Mei out in the name of her relatives!" I said.

"In the middle of the night, do you think it's reasonable? Do you think you'll let her go easily? You don't think people in rehab are suspicious? " Li Shun asked me: "if they say they need to ask the leaders for instructions, they need to go through the formalities, and they want you to come to take them tomorrow in the daytime, what do you say? And I obviously can't take her during the day, only tonight. "

I'm not talking.

"Go ahead." Li Shun waved.

So I got into an SWAT car and went straight to rehab.

At the gate of the drug treatment center, the doorman asked. The front row man took out his certificate and flashed it in front of the doorman. He replied, "the anti drug detachment needs to find your leader on duty to handle the case."

The guard opened the door. We drove in and saw the guard touch the phone.

The car went straight to the office building, where a middle-aged man was standing with sleepy eyes, looking at him in confusion.

No doubt, this is the leader on duty. I don't know him. Of course, he hasn't met me.

So I sat in the car and rolled down the window. Then the person in front of me came down and said to the leader on duty, "we are from the anti drug detachment, and our leader is in the car."

Then he took out his certificate and handed it to him.

The night was dim and the light was dim. The man took the certificate, looked at it roughly, and then said, "Oh Hello, comrades of the police. What's the matter when you come here late at night? "

I said at this time: "we just destroyed a drug trafficking gang. According to the suspect's account, someone involved in this drug is now in your addiction treatment. We will take her back to ask questions, please cooperate with us to call her out."

"Who is it?"

"Zhang Mei!"

"Oh, good I'll take you to her. " The man said busily.

"No, just tell us where she lives."

"Oh, she lives in room 208 of apartment three If you walk 100 meters from here, you'll see... "

I waved and two more people came down.

"Go in and take someone, and let her simply pack her bags!" I said.

They nodded and went straight in.

At this time, the man came up to me: "look at your posture. You have just finished the arrest task. You are all armed."

"Well..." I nodded.

"It seems that Zhang Mei has a lot to do with the person you arrested. She still needs to bring her luggage. It seems that she will stay with you for a few more days I wonder if I can come back? "

"No comment on that." I said.

"It's hard to work in your field. You have to be busy in the middle of the night. We often have members of your detachment who think that cases come to find people. They often come in the middle of the night." He added.

"I can't help it. It's my duty!" I said and nodded to him: "thank you. Thank you for your cooperation. As for people, we'll take it away tonight. If Zhang Mei's relatives come to ask, you'll tell others to let us take it away No one's looking for it, so there's no need to say more. ""OK, OK." The other side nodded.

"You go back." I look at him.

He hesitated for a moment, and then slowly walked back to the office building, but did not go in, standing far away in the building to watch.