My beautiful boss and I

Taking a deep breath, I looked at the clouds: "clouds Nothing in the world will always belong to you, including the people you love most, including your wealth, your body, and finally return to the dust. We only have the right to use, not the right to own, everything in the world. Everything in the world is lent to us.

"Therefore, everything has its origin and its end. We can't force it. Life is like a passer-by, happy to come, happy to go. The most important thing is to grasp the present! Most importantly, learn to forget In the past, let it go forever. In the face of reality, in the face of the future, in the face of the real self, let yourself be really happy. "

The clouds darkened and bowed.

I then said: "some things, you really don't see too clear, see too clear, heartache; some people, you really don't see too clear, see too clear, hurt. Life, is a kind of confusion, a fuzzy, say understand not understand, say not clear, confused, contain fuzzy.

"There are too many things I can't stand in life. To see and understand them is to feel sad. It's not self deception but self-protection to cover life with mist. Everything is too serious, bitter heart, tired himself

Cloud sighed, looked up at me: "brother, I know what you mean Don't worry, I will try my best to do well, I will try my best Thank you, Haifeng. You are so tolerant to me. "

I felt ashamed in my heart and said, "don't thank me. I'm sorry for you. What I should thank is Haifeng. In fact, I should also thank Haifeng."

"Brother, don't say that. You don't have anything wrong with me. On the contrary, you give me a second life. Without you, I don't live in the world again. On the contrary, I'm sorry for you. I make trouble for you and bring you tiredness and worry. Without me, you will live more easily That time, that night, I really feel sorry for you... " There was a deep shame in the voice of the clouds.

I know the night that cloud refers to. I can't help thinking of the parting scene with cloud that night when I want to leave Xinghai. I can't help thinking of that I was drugged by cloud after drinking. I can't help thinking of the traffic accident after cloud left crying. I can't help thinking of Qiutong being attacked by five tigers of Bai Laosan on the beach. I can't help thinking of falling in Qiutong's arms after being stabbed by five tigers In the emergency room of the hospital, Qiu Tong gave me an emergency blood transfusion to save me

Everything seems to be yesterday, in the confused, immature and deep-rooted yesterday. Although it has been so long, it seems to be in front of us

A burst of suffocating pain in my heart, perhaps, everything that happened is predestined, is the fate that can be met in the world but can not be sought, but this predestined and predestined fate is so heartbreaking, so confusing and helpless.

Life is like this, so is life.

That night, I passively changed the clouds after drinking, changed her timid, self abased and powerless heart, and changed the wandering and bitter track in her life. Although she knows that she has been unable to realize her desire, although she has been trying to let herself face the reality and face the future, she still can't completely let herself forget the past, can't make her perfect, can't make her natural and unrestrained, she will deeply bury her heart, let her face the helpless sadness. It was cruel to her.

And Haifeng, in the face of such clouds, how magnanimous and tolerant he is. If it were me, could I do it?

I can't help but deeply remorse myself and reflect on myself

Yunduo tried to smile and said, "brother, take it easy. I'll be fine. I'll overcome myself. I'll be your good sister and you'll be my best brother We'll all be fine. "

I looked at the innocent smile of the clouds and tried to make myself smile.

Although I'm smiling, I feel very tired. Looking at the clouds, I can't help but think of Qiutong sitting in the front row of me, Haizhu flying to Taiwan, Donger who doesn't know what he's doing

The more I think about it, the more tired I feel.

Floating life as a dream said: people who are too real are often hurt by feelings; people who are too kind are often cheated by others; people who are too persistent are often confused by reality So, we often feel tired, this is not physical fatigue, but in the spirit of the cracks in the heart of the old, so that we have no place to send, no return to the heart. The world is just like this, so we don't have to stop the car with a mantis arm. We should be more open-minded and indifferent. If we have feelings in our hearts and hearts outside the world, everything will be much simpler.

She also told a story: there is an eagle, afraid of the height of the sky, tightly grasp the branches, death is not willing to let go. The falconer couldn't do anything. A farmer suggested: cut off the branches. When the falconer tried, the eagle soared. So she said that many times, we have wings in our hearts, but for the sake of safety and comfort, we are used to staying in our own field, and thus lose the ability to explore the wonderful world. When the "branch" was cut off, we found that we could fly

I pondered over what I had said in the air. Although I realized something in a trance, I stubbornly refused to let go.

I can't release myself, I can't let myself really release, invisible pressure and tangle let me fall into the trap.I have woven a net for myself, and I am deeply in and unable to break free.

I feel very depressed and depressed. I want to breathe freely in the extreme depression, but I can't.

I sighed deeply, feeling that I wanted to cry because of extreme depression

The real strength is not the talent and appearance, but the heart that can quickly calm down after being hit and sad. The more people grow up, the more used to suppress the true feelings of the heart, no longer cry and laugh, what is just a light point to the end. It seems that more and more nothing can make you sad to tears immediately. In the end, all of them become children who can't cry! Perhaps, what really needs to be strong is not the shell, but the heart.

Yesterday, is a landscape, see, blurred; time is a passer-by, remember, forget; life is a funnel, got, lost; emotion is a banquet, hot, cold; confusion is an attitude, indulgence, convergence; life is a calm, also cry, also laugh; life is a station, come in, go out

The cloud looked at me with worried eyes, as if she knew that I was in a melancholy mood at this time, but she didn't know why.

After sighing, I looked at the cloud and suddenly laughed: "cloud, don't worry about me, I'm fine."

"But you are sighing." Said the cloud.

"Sighing is just a habit It's like yawning. I'm used to it! " I said with a smile.

The clouds want to laugh, but they don't.

At this time, Xiaoxue woke up, and began to toss happily up, I stopped talking with cloud, cloud began to tease Xiaoxue play.

Qiu Tong looked back at us: "you two are very energetic, ha ha..."

I laughed silently.

"My brother and I were talking just now." Said the cloud.

"Well, two managers of the distribution company have run away, and Mr. Tang will have to work harder for the rest of the holiday." Qiu Tong said with a smile.

"Yes, brother Tang is really kind-hearted. He offered to be on duty for the rest of the holiday I have to thank him when I go back. Besides, I want to buy him a gift in Korea this time. " Said the cloud.

"No problem, one of our special days is free shopping in Seoul!" Qiu Tong said.

"Good..." The cloud nodded, and then continued to play with snow.

I said, "Seoul Is today's media group in Seoul? "

"Yes." Qiu Tong nodded.

"Have you contacted Jin Jingze about our trip to Korea?" I said.

"How dare I do such a big thing on my own without asking you?" Qiu Tong said jokingly.

I couldn't help laughing: "come on, you..."

"I think we'll get in touch with him after we get to Korea." Qiu Tong said.

"Yes

"Will you get in touch with him?" Qiu Tong said.

"Oh, why me?" I said.

"Because you are the only party representative among us. Who do you want to talk to for this important matter of communication and coordination?" Qiu Tong continues to say with a mocking voice.

"Well, I'll do it then." I said.

"Hee hee Uncle Yi is always a party representative. When he went to ningzhou to see Aunt Haizhu, uncle Yi was also a party representative. " Xiaoxue said with a smile.

Qiutong and the clouds all laughed.

"Mom, uncle Yi is a party representative. Can I be the head of the children's team?" Xiaoxue said, "I'll be the head of the children's team, and you and aunt cloud will be my league members."

"Well, you are the head of the children's team, and your aunt Yunduo and I are all members of your little league!" Qiu Tong said.

"Ha ha..." Xiaoxue laughs happily.

With a smile, the cloud reaches out and pinches Xiaoxue's nose.

Qiutong then said to me thoughtfully, "Hey, I don't know if Jin Jingze is in Korea? I don't know if his aunt is here

Qiu Tong seems to care not only about Jin Jingze's presence, but also about his aunt.

I said: "it depends on fate You'll see it when you have a chance. "

Qiu Tong nodded: "well..."

I went on to say: "these two, one is the chairman and the other is the president, must be very busy. Even if they are in Korea, they may not have time to meet us Maybe we can arrange a staff member to show us around and finish Don't expect too much. "

Qiu Tong smiles and doesn't speak.

Cloud side and snow play side looked at us, did not interrupt.

I added, "it seems that you are more interested in the chairman than the president."

Qiu Tong laughs: "it's strange that they are both women and pay attention to successful homosexuals?"

"No wonder, but It's still a little strange. " I said.

"You seem to be contradicting." Qiu Tong said.

"There seems to be some contradiction, but it seems that there is no contradiction." I said."What are you talking about, tongue twister?" Qiutong laughs again.

I also laughed: "I don't know what I'm talking about."

Qiu Tong chuckled and turned his head.

I looked at Qiutong's quiet face from the side and shook my head with a silent smile.