Dong'Er's sudden action surprised me, flustered and nervous.

"Donger You... " I flurried to say a, the body shrinks toward inside.

I only wear the one that I sleep in, which is similar to the whole body red fruit.

Dong'Er's body then clung tightly to my body, clasped me tightly with both hands, and murmured: "you've already woken up, you've already seen me coming."

"No Don't do that. " I said, a little short of breath.

Dong'Er's breathing is also a little short. He sticks his body tightly to my body and murmurs: "why not? You are my man, you are mine

Donger's mouth is close to my cheek.

My body suddenly became a little stiff.

"Xiao Ke, I know what you think, I know you like me, I know you like my body, I know you still love me." Dong'Er said casually, groping with both hands

My heart is very flustered, but also some anxious and helpless.

My brain is in a mess. I know it's impossible for me and Dong'Er to do this. I know it's evil for me and Dong'Er to do this.

Suddenly, Haizhu's angry eyes flashed in front of my eyes, and Qiutong's sad face flashed -

as if I had been struck by lightning, my brain was thundered, my body cooled sharply, suddenly twitched, and suddenly became very stiff -

Donger's action also stopped.

After a pause, I reached out to push Dong'Er.

Dong'Er's body slowly moves up and sits there staring at me. In the night, I can clearly see the bright in her eyes

"Dong er..." I heard my voice a little hoarse and weak: "I'm sorry No, I can't I'm sorry

Dong Er didn't speak. He left my bed slowly, with his hair scattered. He sat at the head of the bed, bent his knees, holding his knees in both hands, staring at the night and moonlight outside the window

I lay there motionless.

At night, under the moonlight, I see Donger's face full of tears. She is weeping silently

In my heart, I suddenly felt the tangle and pain of needling, the pity and helplessness, and the helpless melancholy and confusion

It seems that I should understand Dong'Er's psychology at the moment. It seems that I should not refuse Dong'Er's initiative at the moment. However, I have no way. I can't force myself. I can't avoid my reality and heart.

"You don't have to say sorry, you are not qualified to say sorry:" Donger's voice is choking: "of course, I will not say sorry, I am not sorry for anyone, on the contrary, it is the people around me who are sorry for me, it is you who are sorry for me, it is the world who are sorry for me..."

I don't know what to say. I sit up and lean on the head of the bed.

"Just now, I lost my temper. I lost control." Dong'Er continued: "although I have repeatedly reminded myself and repressed myself, I still have uncontrollable times. People are emotional animals, and I also have emotions. Although I have been trying to repress and control my emotions, I also have uncontrollable times."

My heart is full of ups and downs.

I continued to be silent.

"A person's life is a collection of stories. If you go out of one story, you will enter another story. Don't linger in the sad story, it will cut short another wonderful story. If the story of life is destined to have no ending, it's better to let it end earlier. Falling red is not a ruthless thing. It's better to turn it into spring mud. Story, no beginning, no end; no end, no new beginning. Where the heart goes, the flowers bloom. "

Dong Er calmed down and murmured, "Xiao Ke, I want to tell you that true love is acceptance, not endurance; support, not domination; sympathy, not questioning; true love, thanks and apologies; consideration, understanding; admitting and correcting mistakes; true love, not gazing at each other, but looking together in the same direction. In fact, love is not looking for a perfect person. Instead, learn to appreciate an imperfect person with a perfect eye. "

Donger's words make my heart move. I sigh.

Dong'Er continued to murmur to himself: "don't complain, don't be impetuous, don't be afraid of loneliness. You can deal with loneliness well, but keep silent and work hard. At that time, maybe the dream you want to pursue is already in your hands. When you have become a better you, continue to pursue bravely. If you can really cure yourself, you are the only one. One day, we will be so strong that nothing can disturb our inner peace. "

Finish saying, Dong Er looked at me one eye, I Zheng Zheng ground look at her.

Dong'Er then tidies up his pajamas, gets out of bed and walks away

Winter comes and goes in a hurry, like a gust of wind.

Dong'Er left, but I didn't feel sleepy any more. I sat alone at the head of the bed and smoked all night

The next morning, when I got up, I saw that Dong'Er's eyes were red and swollen, and my eyes were filled with resentment.

I dare not see Donger again.Mother seems to have seen that Dong'Er's expression is abnormal, but she didn't say anything, just sighed with helplessness.

After breakfast, my parents insisted and urged me to leave.

I don't want to let my parents know that my work has been adjusted and the holiday is over. If I insist on staying, my parents will be suspicious.

Donger has returned to normal, in front of my parents said: "Xiao Ke, go back to work, don't worry at home, I take care of my aunt."

My parents looked at me with a sad smile.

"If my aunt doesn't get well, I won't go. I won't go. I won't go either. When my aunt gets well, needless to say, I will leave automatically." Dong'Er said in an indisputable tone.

The expressions on parents' faces are more and more complicated, even a little embarrassed.

I said to my parents, "Dad, mom, I'll go."

Mom and dad nodded.

Dong'Er said, "I'll go to ningzhou with you I'm going to go shopping in town Besides, I'll just drive you... "

I was stunned and then nodded.

When I went out and got on the bus, the subordinate of Lin Yaru at the door of the supermarket was standing at the door to bask in the sun, and his eyes kept looking this way.

Dong'Er looked at him and waved to him: "Hey, man, come here with a Chinese cigarette!"

He hurried in, took a Chinese cigarette and ran over to give it to Dong'Er.

Dong'Er took it and looked at him: "do you want money?"

He was a little dazed for a moment. He looked at me and then at Dong'Er: "this, this..."

Dong'Er pointed at me and said to him, "cigarettes are for him. Do you want money?"

He said, "no money, no money."

"If you don't want money, you're losing money? How can you open a shop when you are in a loss business? " Dong Er looks at him with a smile.

"This..." He was stunned again and said, "well Money, money. "

"I just said I don't want money. Why do I want money? Why don't you keep your word? How can we do business without honesty? " Dong'Er continued to look at him.

"This..." He was a little embarrassed for a moment.

"Well, I'd better help you. Since you said no money, I'll take it Thank you Dong'Er put the cigarette into the car and then gave him a smile: "brother, how do I think you don't look like a businessman?"

He was a little nervous and looked at Dong'Er with alert eyes.

Don't look at me like this Look at me like this, I will be afraid I'm just joking. How can I take it seriously? "

I then said to him, "she's teasing you. Go back."

He was relieved, laughed at me and went back.

"All right, get in the car!" I said to Dong'Er.

Dong Er then gets on the bus, starts the car and goes straight to ningzhou.

"Where did you get the car?" I asked Dong er.

"I borrowed it from my cousin." Dong Er answers me while driving.

"What do you want to buy in the city?" I said.

"I can't drive you without shopping?" Dong'Er looked at me and asked me.

I was choked for a moment.

"Go to the market in the city and buy something for your mother." Dong'Er said.

"You've spent a lot of time." Before I finished, I was interrupted by Dong'Er. She said coldly, "shut up, don't talk about money with me!"

I'll shut up.

"Take you to the airport first!" Donger said.

I said, "no, just send me to Haizhu's company."

Dong'Er looked at me: "why? The boss is going to inspect the work when the boss's wife is not here? "

I didn't speak.

"Well, I'll take your boss there You're all right! " Dong'Er said angrily.

I looked out of the car and sighed.

After a moment's silence, Dong'Er said, "do you really want to go on in Xinghai's Officialdom?"

"Maybe." I said.

"Are you really going to take the path of promotion and wealth?" Said Dong'Er.

"Promotion and wealth." I wry smile next: "I just mix in officialdom, what promotion makes a fortune."

"Hun That's not bad. I think you're a jerk. You're in the officialdom, in the workplace, in the Jianghu, in the underworld, in the society, in the crowd, and among all kinds of women. " Donger said.

"Yes, yes, you're right. I'm a real jerk. I'm a real jerk! In my life, maybe I'll just be a jerk! " I said with self mockery, but there was a burst of sadness in my heart.

"What? It sounds pessimistic Dong Er took a look at me and then said, "in fact, there's nothing wrong with mixing up. In this society, everyone is a mixed up person. Mixing is also a kind of life."I look at Dong er.

Dong'Er continued: "we should treat and understand this Hun correctly. I remember someone saying that Hun is also a kind of life; Hun is also a job; Hun is also a road; Hun does not mean degeneration.

"Life, there are many helpless, work, there are more or less bumpy; road, there are thousands of twists and turns. Hunhun, in fact, is not easy to do, Hun, must be wonderful; Hun, must be free and easy; Hun, must be persistent; Hun, is a social discipline.

"Wonderful, let life no longer helpless; free and easy, let work no longer bumpy; persistent, let the road no longer twists and turns; these, let gangsters no longer difficult to do. You mix, I mix, in fact do not mix also have to mix; you mix, I mix, in fact, everyone is a mix; you mix, I mix, in fact, life is not easy to mix

After listening to Dong'Er, I can't help thinking

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