My beautiful boss and I

While kissing, my other hand crossed Haizhu's body and held Haizhu's hand.

Haizhu lay there and didn't move, let me kiss, the hand I held moved slightly, this is a subtle initiative.

I seemed to be encouraged, half raised and continued to kiss her.

Haizhu's body also began to relax

But at this time, although Haizhu and I are kissing deeply, my body still doesn't seem to have any reaction. It seems that I'm just doing these mechanically. It seems that I just want to prove something through these actions.

My heart is a little anxious, some anxious, I know this is not possible.

I closed my eyes, tried to concentrate my energy, pulled Haizhu's body, and they lay face to face

Haizhu's body trembled slightly, and her breathing became short.

At this time, my body began to respond, which made me feel relieved.

But I know that at this time, I can't relax at all. The revolution has not yet been successful, and my comrades still have to work hard.

So I went on

Finally, after a long time, we arrived at the same time and did it perfectly.

I was completely relieved, and my body suddenly became weak.

In the dark, we are all silent, only breathing.

Suddenly I felt something hot and humid on my cheek. I knew what it was.

"You I cried again I whispered.

Haizhu did not make a sound, raised his hand, it seems to wipe tears.

Then, I heard Haizhu give out a slight long sigh. It seems that for her at this time, like me, she needs a perfect fight to do that.

It seems that she and I need to use a perfect do that thing to prove something, to free what, to release what, to find a bit of comfort and security from this do that thing.

The thought made me feel a little scared.

Although I'm scared, I seem to feel that this is a fight we all need to do. It seems to be very necessary and important for our present and future.

I fell powerlessly from Haizhu and lay on my back. I opened my eyes and looked at the boundless darkness in front of me. Suddenly there was a huge emptiness and loss in my heart

This emptiness and loss made me feel confused and melancholy, and I felt a bit afraid.

Haizhu said in the dark: "brother, you worked hard."

Can't see the expression of Haizhu, I smile silently in the dark.

Then Haizhu began to clean up the battlefield. After cleaning up, she lay beside me, took the initiative to embrace my body, put her face on my chest, and murmured for a long time, "it's all over It's all over Everything is back to the past The old days are back. "

I stroked Haizhu's bright and clean body: "um..."

A very important to me and Haizhu are necessary to do it perfectly, it seems to take away all the unhappiness, it seems to let everything return to normal, it seems that the past days really come back, it seems that this doing that thing to the previous storm happened to draw an end.

I don't know why, my mind suddenly gushed out of the shadow of autumn Tung, which makes my body involuntarily slightly tremble.

"What's the matter with you?" Haizhu asked me.

"I It feels a little cold. " My heart is a little empty, busy said.

Haizhu pulled up the quilt, tucked in the corner of the quilt, and then poured into my arms, silent.

I suddenly feel sorry for Haizhu, but I feel guilty for Qiutong.

This makes my heart not from chaos up, feel a bit sad and tangled.

At this time, in the distant sea of stars, what is Qiutong doing? I can't help thinking that.

It seems that I always let myself into the tangle, it seems that I always can't get out of the tangle.

One thing is heaven if you think it through, and hell if you don't think it through. Since we live, we must live well. Sometimes we are too careful, too concerned about the people and things around us, and the loss is not worth the gain. Whether some things can cause troubles and troubles completely depends on how we treat and deal with them. Don't always take everything seriously, don't go to the corner, don't want too much face, don't be careful. Want to open, is an open-minded, a free and easy.

Although I think so, I still can't let myself go.

"Brother, do you know what are the two most important things in a man's life?" Haizhu said in a low voice, gently stroking my chest with her hand.

"I I don't know. " I said absently.

"I don't know? I'll tell you Haizhu said: "the two important things in a man's life are to do business and to accompany his wife!"

"Oh..."

"If you can't do well in both career and wife, it's a real failure of life:" Haizhu continued: "it's a pity that a man only cares about his career and doesn't have time to accompany his wife. No matter how much money he has, he can't buy it back. It's sad if you just stay busy with your wife and neglect your career. If you lose the happiness of struggle, love and marriage will have no shoulders"Therefore, I will support and encourage you to do your own business and pursue your own ideals. I know that you are a man with ambition. Whether you are in the workplace or in the mall, you are ambitious. It's a good thing for a man to be ambitious But at the same time, also requires you to do another thing, that is to accompany your wife

"Well..."

"Do you still love me?" Said Haizhu.

"Love -"

"how much love?"

"As much as ever." I said, a little at a loss.

"It's no good. We can't love as much as before. We should love more and more!" Haizhu said.

"Oh, good!" I mean, the brain's a little messy.

"I will never allow marriage to be the grave of love. I will never allow it." Said Haizhu.

"Oh..."

"Therefore, we should manage our marriage well and our love well. Love is exclusive. I will not allow anyone to touch my love, my man or destroy my happiness. No one, no matter what, can't, never can."

"Well..."

"If I often call you to ask where you are, what you are doing, who you are with, are you bored? " Haizhu said.

"No I said it from the bottom of my heart.

"It won't be right. As your wife, I have the right and qualification to do so. No one but me has the right and qualification." Haizhu seems to be quite satisfied with my answer.

I didn't say a word.

"I hope I won't hear about you and Qin Lu in the future. This time, it's over, but never in the future."

"Well..."

"Remember, you are mine, just mine, no one can share with me!" Haizhu accentuated the tone.

"Well..."

"Of course, I'm yours, but yours. I'll be yours all my life. I won't give any thought to any man except you!"

"Well..."

"Similarly, you are not allowed to do anything to any woman, absolutely not!" Haizhu accentuated the tone.

"Well..." My heart began to empty, and some melancholy.

"Although you can't go back to ningzhou for the time being, sooner or later, you will come back. Although my last plan failed, I believe that I will always succeed if I take a cut and gain wisdom!" Haizhu said.

I was speechless for a moment.

"Xinghai, I won't go back. We want to end the day of separation. Only you can come back. It's a matter of no choice!" Haizhu said: "in Xinghai, I live in uneasiness and fear, but in ningzhou, it's different. I have a sense of security here in my hometown. If you want to mix officialdom, I won't stop you. If officialdom mix enough and want to work in the workplace, it's just that we have this condition. My current enterprise can be handed over to you, and you can play your talents to make it bigger and stronger.

"In fact, I always feel that the workplace is the place where you can gallop freely, and the field where you can give full play to your talents But now you have to stubbornly go to officialdom, so you can do it. If you do it well, it's better. It doesn't matter if you don't do it well. Anyway, we still have a back hand. "

I took a gentle breath.

"This Dong'Er has been raving all the time. Now that we are all married, I think she can do anything else. She's really beyond her ability. It's ridiculous, pathetic and hateful." For a moment, Haizhu said hatefully.

Hearing Haizhu mention Dong'Er, my heart is in a mess again. I think of Dong'Er taking care of my mother in my home a few days ago, and I don't know how to feel a little debt in my heart.

I know that my parents won't tell Haizhu Donger about coming to my home to take care of her mother. They won't be so stupid.

Of course, I won't say it.

Just, I don't know if Dong'Er will take the initiative to speak out if he sees Haizhu. If so, things are bad again.

Thinking like this, I feel a little uneasy.

Late at night, Haizhu nestled in my arms and fell asleep, but I didn't feel sleepy, looking at the dark ceiling in a daze

It seems that the storm that lasted for a long time has finally passed. It seems that everything has recovered as usual.

At the same time, I also know that my marriage with Haizhu has officially started.

Marriage, what is marriage? Is it just living? I kept asking myself, there was a lot of confusion and loss in my brain.

It was a long time before I fell asleep

Wake up the next day, the sun has risen, the sun through the lattice shot in.

A new day has begun.

Haizhu is not at my side. She talks and laughs with her mother in the kitchen. She gets up early and helps her mother make breakfast.

I sat up, leaned on the head of the bed, lit a cigarette, smoked it slowly, and my mind hovered over what had happened since the wedding day

As if like a dream, at this time, I do not seem to wake up from the dream.

At this time, my mobile phone rang, a look, is a strange number.I answered: "Hello -"

there was no voice on the phone.

"Hello - who is it?" I said.

Silence continued for a moment, followed by a sneer.

This is Dong er's laughter.

"Donger It's you... " I hesitated.

"Yes, it's me. Why? Surprised? " Donger said, his tone sounds very light.

I laughed: "no surprise It's just, how can you laugh like that? "

"How can I laugh? What kind of smile would you like to hear from me? " Donger said reluctantly.

I laughed, speechless.