My beautiful boss and I

I tried to smile: "how? Of course not. "

Haizhu looked at me: "really not?"

I looked at Haizhu: "do you wish I had?"

Haizhu laughed: "in fact, you can watch my mobile phone at any time, and you can answer all my calls at any time. I don't have any opinions. Since I don't have any, I hope you won't have I don't have any secrets from you. I also hope you don't have any secrets from me. Since we are living together, we shouldn't hide anything from each other. Don't you think so? "

"Yes, you're right," I nodded

Haizhu smiles with satisfaction and stands up: "it's late. We should have a rest. There are still things to do tomorrow. I'll take a bath first."

Then Haizhu gave me a smile, bent down and gave me a kiss, and then went.

After Haizhu went, I looked straight at the mobile phone on the coffee table and stayed for a long time.

At this moment, I suddenly feel that my life is a good loser, a bad failure, a dirty depression.

At this moment, I suddenly thought, if there will be an afterlife, how can I live?

Think of Sanmao's words: if there is an afterlife, we should be a tree, standing in an eternal position without sadness: half in the dust, half in the air; half scattered in the shade, half bathed in the sun. Very quiet, very proud, never rely on, never look for

This passage kept circling in my mind until I lay on the bed and leaned on the head of the bed.

Some impatiently lit a cigarette, looked at the bedside table, no ashtray, casually opened the drawer of the bedside table, saw an ashtray, but also saw that there was a delicate notebook inside.

Take it out together, play the ash and open the notebook.

Open the first page to see a line of words, is Haizhu font: a new life is about to start.

My heart move, continue to read, the second page is full of content.

I started to watch.

"Tomorrow I'm going to go to the wedding hall with little brother. The day I've been looking forward to is coming. At this moment, I feel unprecedented happiness."

I bit my lip. No doubt, Haizhu wrote it on the night before the wedding. She lived here that night. She finished it and put her notebook here.

I keep looking.

"At such a moment, I deeply feel that as a woman, it really needs fate to find someone you love and also love you. Xiao Ke and I are really predestined. From our understanding to now, it's all the result of predestination. Without predestination, how can we get to this step? "

I took a puff of my cigarette and continued to watch.

"At such a moment, I deeply understand that there must be someone who can understand you and love you in one's life. If there is one, it is the greatest happiness of life! This person may not be perfect, but he can read you, walk into your heart and see everything in your heart. You are a transparent body in front of him. He knows what you are thinking, what you like, what you love and what you need

"He makes you feel very close, and you will feel relaxed and happy with him. No worries, you will feel very safe with him, so you think he is perfect, because he knows you, because he knows you, cares about you, loves you

"When you encounter setbacks, he won't say a word to hurt you. He will be very distressed to comfort you! Guide you to overcome difficulties, learn to be strong, brave out of adversity. When you are in a bad mood, he will comfort you patiently and use humorous language to make you happy! Make you happy!

"When you rarely meet, he will send you a message, call, will not let you lonely, tell you to pay attention to your body! Caution! Send you humorous message, make you happy! Blessings always follow you, so that you do not feel the distance, so that the hearts of each other.

"When you are happy, he will tell you happily and be happy with you! Happy together! When you worry, he will worry for you, but he won't tell you easily, try his best to help you wash away the trouble Although these small gram do not be very perfect at present, but I still have confidence in him and hope for him

Seeing this, I have a bad feeling in my heart.

Keep looking.

"Those who understand you are those who understand you, those who understand you, those who understand you, and those who love you. It's hard to meet someone who understands you in your life. It also needs fate, but if you meet someone, you must cherish each other! The person who knows you best, his heart will always be around you, silently caring and guarding you, trying not to let you suffer a little bit of injustice.

"People who know you love you silently! It's true love from the bottom of my heart! The person who really understands you will not say many beautiful words to deceive you, but will do many things to care for you. Only one who really understands you can share your happy time and love with you! So, I want to tell myself that we must cherish the person who understands you. "

Seeing this, I put down my notebook, closed it and put it back in the drawer.

I don't know if Haizhu's notebook here is intended to let me see, let me know her inner desire and hope, but I know these must be Haizhu's real heart.I continued to smoke, and my heart was in a mess.

After a while, Haizhu came out of the bath and wore a thin pajama. Her beautiful figure and delicate body were displayed in front of me through the thin pajama. I could even see that she didn't wear anything in her pajamas, and the hidden parts of her body could also be seen.

Haizhu's face is slightly red, and her face is full of shame and tenderness. She looks at me and turns off the headlights of the room.

Haizhu went to the bed and said with a soft smile, "I forgot to tell you that the ashtray was in the drawer of the bedside table. Did you find it yourself?"

I nodded: "well..."

Haizhu's eyes moved and then said, "you Have you been smoking at the head of the bed now? Nothing? "

I hesitated and said, "well..."

Haizhu's eyes moved again. There was a trace of loss in her eyes. Then she gave a gentle smile and went to bed.

I put out my cigarette end, then turned off the bedside lamp, and the room became dark.

It seems that the darkness of spring will start again.

In the dark, Haizhu and I hugged each other. Haizhu whispered in my ear, "brother, this is our first night in our new house. This is our real wedding night."

I understand what Haizhu's words mean and what she is thinking. I know that I will continue to work tonight and do my duty. This is my unavoidable duty and obligation. No one can replace it, and no one can replace it.

Night is easy to let people daydream, and also easy to eliminate distractions, I try to control their ideas, try not to let themselves think of anything else, concentrate on embracing and caressing the beads in my arms.

In the dark, we don't talk any more. We kiss each other, touch each other's bodies, take off each other's pajamas, and stick each other's red fruit bodies.

In the silent dark night, spring is surging, only a short gasp

When it was over, I lay on my back and breathed heavily.

"I'm really happy to be your woman." The soft sound of sea beads came from the darkness.

I didn't say a word.

"Brother..." Haizhu called me.

"Yes," I agreed.

"You just fell asleep?"

"No

"What are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking about you..."

Haizhu laughed: "I'm thinking about you, too Tonight is our first night in the new house. It's our first time to do that. I will always remember this night. In the future, we will have countless spiritual and physical blending here. Our baby will be born here in the future. "

"Well..."

"Just now, in the ecstatic pleasure, in the high tide of confusion, I felt as if I had reached heaven. I seemed to see our dream paradise." Haizhu murmured again.

My heart beats, heaven! Lineage?

Where is heaven? What's heaven like? What's it like in heaven?

Floating life is like a dream. He Yike has imagined a heaven in the air. Is that heaven the same as Haizhu just now?

Floating like a dream, obsessed with looking for their own paradise, she found it? Can she find it? Will she find it in the end?

Thinking like this, my eye socket is a little damp, and my heart is a little sour

Because of my wet eyes and sour heart, I suddenly felt sorry and uneasy about Haizhu

Uneasy and tangled, I began to mourn their own life

In fact, I should know that the trajectory of life does not necessarily run in the way I like. Some things can be disliked, but have to be done. When you encounter things you don't like but can't change, it seems that the only thing you can do is patience. Endure the lonely night, the day is bright; endure the cold winter, the spring is coming.

It seems that I should practice calm patience. In this way, no matter how hard the years are, they are just floating clouds.

After getting up the next day and having breakfast, Haizhu said to me, "brother, let's go to the company to have a look."

"What time is the plane?" I asked Haizhu.

"At 3 p.m., it's not too late. Go to the company and have a look. After all, you are the boss now, a brand-new boss!" Haizhu said with a smile.

It seems that Haizhu wants me to show up with her in front of everyone, which seems to be conducive to eliminating the negative impact of previous Wedding Events and blocking the mouth of some people's criticism.

Walking on the road, Haizhu called Zhang Xiaotian and Lin Yaru while driving, and told them to call all the staff of the company to the conference room of the hotel for a meeting, except those on duty. He said that he would meet with everyone after the new year, so as to boost everyone's morale.

After the phone call, Haizhu said to me, "brother, you and I will go in and meet you at that time. You can say a few words with you at that time. It's familiar."

"Oh, what do I say?" I'm a little confused.

Haizhu laughed: "you can say anything. You are the boss. You can say whatever you want. You can give full play to your expertise. You are an expert in this field At present, what employees need most is encouragement. "I gave a wry smile.

Soon after arriving at the hotel and the conference room, Zhang Xiaotian and Lin Yaru led everyone to stand up and applaud as soon as they entered the door, welcoming the landlady and the boss.

Zhang Xiaotian and Lin Yaru are very happy with their smiles.