My beautiful boss and I

Then, Zhao Dajian snorted. Then he looked at the cloud with a smile and said, "webmaster of cloud - Oh, no, manager of cloud, the new official has come to take office. Should I congratulate you?"

Cloud smile: "thank you for Zhao's congratulations, in the future also Zhao more care and support."

Zhao Dajian then did not look at the clouds, began to look at me coldly, and did not speak for a long time.

I smile at Zhao Dajian and then follow the clouds upstairs.

After climbing the stairs, I looked back and saw Zhao Dajian with both hands on his back. He was looking up at himself with his brow locked and his eyes deep. He seemed to be thinking about something.

Zhao Dajian's eyes made my heart tremble. I had never seen such a sinister look.

Help cloud put things, I haven't had time to wipe sweat, autumn Tong came in, with a smile.

"Ha ha, let me take a look at our new cloud manager. Now you are a bare commander You have to recruit the soldiers yourself. " Autumn Tung and cloud said.

I see autumn Tong nervous, busy find an excuse to run away.

Go downstairs. Zhao Dajian is gone.

The office building of the distribution company is located in the business office area of the group. Many business units of the group are here. The advertising company is in the street office building to the west of the office building of the distribution company, and the operation and management office is on the first floor of the small building opposite the distribution company.

I casually looked across and saw Zhao Dajian walking into the management office.

I also know that he must be looking for Cao Li at the moment.

When I think of the two opponents of Qiutong in the future, I can't help but worry for Qiutong. Qiutong may be the first-class in her work, but she may not be their opponent in secret fighting.

However, I can't manage these. Even if I support the clouds, I can successfully complete the task. October will be over, and I will soon leave Xinghai after receiving my salary and commission.

Yunduo came to me on the second day of taking office. She told me to work in her key account development department. She said that she had already said hello to the new webmaster, and the replacement would be found immediately. I can report to her today.

Qiutong granted Yunduo the right to recruit people independently, and she was the first one to aim at me.

I rejected the cloud directly, without explaining the reason.

In fact, as far as I'm concerned, it's meaningless to go to the clouds again. Although I would like to go to the clouds there to help the horse ride.

Cloud's face was extremely disappointed, and there was even some resentment in her eyes, but she didn't ask the reason, and seemed to realize something.

In my heart, I secretly pray that the cloud will be smooth in her new job and wish her a happy love.

In the following days, under the leadership of the new webmaster, I continued my delivery and subscription work, while Yunduo started a new life in a new post.

Left the clouds, I suddenly feel some lonely and empty, but also some concern.

In the evening, I often surf the Internet and chat with floating life like a dream. Floating life like a dream is in a good mood recently. In addition to communicating with me about work, I discuss many views on life and life with me, and ask about my personal situation consciously or unconsciously from time to time, all of which are cleverly avoided by me.

Once, floating life like a dream said: "Hakka, you say, how real is the reality? How virtual is the Internet? Will there be love in the virtual network? "

I said: "I don't know the distance between reality and virtual reality. I only know that the distance between heart and heart can span thousands of rivers and mountains There is no need to ask others if there is love in the network. You should ask yourself

"You're right, I'm stupid to ask you this question I should have asked myself I always feel that I am a rational person in reality. However, on the Internet, when an obscure state of mind breeds from my heart, when a disturbing feeling spreads in my heart, a person who thinks he is very rational all the time seems to be confused and collapsed, and seems to be disturbed by a feeling that he once disdained to look at, and seems to be throbbed by something that has been proved to be illusory by countless people. "

Her words made my heart tremble: "in real life, many people are wearing false masks and seldom show their true feelings and inner thoughts in front of others. The lack of life to talk makes many people feel physically and mentally tired.

"In the Internet world, there is less pressure on the computer. People can put aside all the disguises and communicate with others with calm words. This kind of communication makes the heart to heart distance closer. In the emotional world, they release their feelings unreservedly, giving people a real space to be themselves and let their mood and dreams follow Music flies together in such a real space. "

"What you said is very good. I can see that you are a person with deep thoughts. I like to make friends with people like you. Although you are in the virtual network world, I still cherish it Guest guest, will you cherish it? "

I couldn't help sighing: "will cherish, will."

"Some people say that the Internet is a game and a dream. I hope this dream will never end. I hope I can live in this dream for a long time Even if I know that this is a game, even if I know that it will never become a reality, even if I know that I will always be helpless and powerless in front of reality. " Floating life like a dream, a faint expression came.I feel sad in my heart. I don't know whether I will keep contact with her in the network after I leave Xinghai. The future is unpredictable. Only God knows what will happen tomorrow.

I know in my heart that even though I still think of Dong'Er from time to time, even though Qiutong in reality is still as cold as ice to me, even though I know I will never have the chance to get close to her, I can't deny that I have been infatuated with Qiutong in reality and Floating Life in illusion.

In this way, I am so close to her on the Internet. Is it a kind of blasphemy and injury to her?

My heart is tangled with contradictions, struggling repeatedly, and I feel that I am hopeless and sliding towards a bottomless abyss

And it's not just me that's hopeless.

The time to pay wages is getting closer and closer, and the day to leave Xinghai is also getting closer and closer. I am leaving this wandering temporary residence, Qiutong and clouds. I'm afraid I'll never see you again.

That night, Zhang Xiaotian suddenly invited me to dinner. After three rounds of wine on the table, Zhang Xiaotian took out a thick envelope and pushed it in front of me.

I am a Leng: "Zhang elder brother, this is what?"

Zhang Xiaotian looked at me with a little wine: "brother, there are 50000 yuan in it, of which 15000 yuan is the money that Yunduo's father borrowed from you to treat his illness. The rest is my personal heart, expressing my sincere thanks and respect for you."

I immediately understand that Zhang Xiaotian must have learned from Yunduo that I paid for her father's operation. Now Zhang Xiaotian is returning the favor as Yunduo's family.

I said, "did the clouds ask you to do this?"

"No, she doesn't know how to let her know that as her boyfriend, I have to do my duty. Besides, cloud's monthly salary can't get so much money."

After listening to this, I feel a little relieved. Anyway, Zhang Xiaotian is good for the clouds.

I thought about it, took a drink from my glass, and then looked at Zhang Xiaotian and said, "brother Zhang, is that why you invited me to drink tonight? Just to pay back the money and show respect? Nothing else? "

Zhang Xiaotian said with an unnatural smile: "my brother is a pleasant person. I might as well put it bluntly. Yunduo is now promoted to the company. You are still a publisher on the station. I feel uncomfortable when I look at your current situation. Last time I wanted you to come to me and you didn't do it. Although you didn't accept me, Yunduo and I always treat you as our best friends, We can't bear to see you do it all the time.

"So, I have an idea that if my brother takes the money and leaves the distribution company, or simply leaves Xinghai to seek another development in other places, maybe he can make a career."

I understand Zhang Xiaotian's intention of inviting me to drink tonight. On the one hand, as Yunduo's own person, he will repay Yunduo's favor. On the other hand, he will give me this fund to take the money and leave. The farther I go, the better.

This shows that Zhang Xiaotian is not at ease with me and lacks confidence in himself. It seems that for the sake of love, Zhang Xiaotian spared no expense and painstaking efforts. It's rare and magnificent!.

I was moved and amused. I pushed the envelope back to Zhang Xiaotian and said, "brother Zhang, I can't take the money.

"First of all, I didn't intend to let Yunduo return the money for treating Yunduo's illness. I have been working on the station for so long, and Yunduo has taken good care of me all the time. This can be regarded as my reward to Yunduo

"Second, I can't take the huge amount of money you gave me. I'm poor, but it's not my money. I can't take any money

"Besides, brother Zhang can rest assured that even if you don't give me the following suggestions, I will leave Xinghai soon. I didn't intend to stay in Xinghai for a long time. I'd like to give you my best wishes when you get to know each other and make friends with each other. "

With that, I got up and left, leaving Zhang Xiaotian sitting there.

Out of the tavern, it began to rain outside, cold rain in the late autumn in the rustling beat to my face, I can not help wrapping up the cold suit, along the sidewalk falling leaves aimlessly.

Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure, Qiutong, swaying under the street lamp. The way she walks seems to be drunk.

This time, a lonely woman walking on the road, I am not at ease, but dare not close to her, can only follow her not far away.

After two intersections, Qiutong goes to the door of the distribution company and turns in directly. After a while, the light of her office lights up.

So late, Qiu Tong still has to work overtime? I suddenly came to the curiosity, ran to the advertising agency on the second floor of the corridor window, just can see Qiutong sitting in the office. At the moment, she was staring out of the window.

I was less than 10 meters away from Qiutong in a straight line, and I could even see clearly that Qiutong's face was now covered with tears. I'm in the dark. I don't have to worry about Qiutong seeing myself.

Looking at Qiutong's silent tears, my heart suddenly hurts. I don't know how many lonely and sad nights Qiutong has had.