My beautiful boss and I

I said, "what's the matter? This is my girlfriend. I stayed here!"

The security guard looked at me and said politely, "I'm sorry, sir. An international conference has been held here these days. We have been instructed by the leaders to strictly check the personnel entering the hotel, especially the ladies."

As soon as I heard it, I understood that because there was an important international conference, the hotel must have received the request from the conference organizer to prevent prostitutes from entering the hotel to avoid accidents.

Haizhu then showed her ID card, and the security guard gave it back to Haizhu after reading it, and then said to me, "does this lady live here?"

"Yes I said.

"Then please register at the service desk," the security guard said kindly. "This is our rule. Please cooperate."

So I took Haizhu to the front desk of the hotel. Haizhu also registered his ID card, and then we went up the elevator.

In the elevator, Haizhu spat out his tongue: "this five-star hotel management is really strict!"

"Because of the important reception, it's normal!" I said, "in fact, it's mainly against prostitutes."

Our room is on the 16th floor. After entering the room, I said to Haizhu, "I've been playing all afternoon today. I'm tired too. Let's take a bath and have an early rest."

Haizhu looked at me coquettishly and said with a smile, "you brought me to live here just to take a bath and sleep?"

I laughed: "what else do you want to do?"

"I should ask you that..." Haizhu lengthened her voice, gave a smile, took off her clothes in front of me, and then went into the bathroom with a crimson face.

Into the bathroom, and then Haizhu probe out: "brother, do you want to wash with me?"

I said, "you wash first, I'll have a cigarette."

The sound of the water in the bathroom soon occurred to me. I lit a cigarette and half lay on the back of the bed. The words Donger said in the afternoon hovered in my mind

It's undeniable that what Dong'Er said before he left hit me hard.

I didn't expect that Dong'Er would have such amazing intuition. She could feel my innermost feelings. That is my weakness that I dare not face directly.

Yes, when I am with Dong'Er, I feel that I love Dong'Er. I want to treat Dong'Er wholeheartedly. After Dong'Er leaves, I treat Haizhu the same way. I have told myself many times that I love Haizhu and that I must love Haizhu well.

However, in the deepest part of my heart, on the other side of my soul, I can't hide the shadow of Qiutong, just like Yike can't erase the floating life from his heart.

I want to work hard to face the reality, I want to work hard to love their real women, but, from time to time, I seem to deceive themselves, and from time to time can not make themselves really calm, calm, calm.

The shadow that Donger said is my idol in the lonely night, and the bitter coffee that I silently savor in my lonely heart.

While smoking, I think about my mind silently

At this time, Haizhu came out, wrapped in bath towel, with wet hair.

"Brother, I've done it." Haizhu said to me.

I look at the sea beads just after bathing, so white, so plump, so delicate, so bright, so smooth.

Haizhu was a little shy when I saw her. She tightened her bath towel tightly around her body: "brother, you can take a bath I'm outside blowing my hair. "

I sat up, undressed, and then went into the bathroom, simply washed, and then out of the bathroom, Haizhu was sitting in front of the dresser, blowing her hair in the mirror.

I stand behind Haizhu and watch her blow her hair.

Haizhu's face is red. I don't know whether it's just because of the bath or something else. Haizhu smiles at me from the mirror, which is very sweet.

I stood behind Haizhu, my body trembled, and the towel fell to the ground, revealing my fruit.

Haizhu chuckled: "naked ass, not shy."

I put my hands on Haizhu's shoulders, gently stroked Haizhu's smooth shoulders, bent down, chin against Haizhu's head, Haizhu's hair has nearly dried.

I looked in the mirror, looked at Haizhu in the mirror, and suddenly said: "Zhu, I love you You say, do I love you I really love you, you know? "

Haizhu put down the hair dryer, touched my hand with one hand and laughed: "I know, brother, I know you love me I know I love you, too. I love you deeply... "

I ignored Haizhu's words and continued to murmur: "really, Zhu, I love you, I must love you, I must love you..." At this moment, I feel like I am cheering myself up and encouraging myself.

Haizhu's eyes flashed a bit strange and confused, but still smile: "well, brother, I know, you love me."

My two hands swam down from Haizhu's shoulder at the same time. I was hysterical and my mouth was still nervous. I repeated over and over again: "I love you I love you... "

Haizhu closed her eyes, leaned her head back against my body and groaned softly: "well, brother I love you... "There is an irresistible pain and suffocation in my heart, which turns into my madness on Haizhu at the moment

I want to prove to myself, I love Haizhu, I have to prove!

I picked up Haizhu, put it on the bed and turned off the light in the room.

The room was dark, Haizhu and I were hugging each other on the bed

I lay on the soft bed, looking up at the boundless darkness around me, and suddenly felt great loneliness and inexplicable fear

"Zhu." I cried.

"Well, brother, I'm here." Haizhu's body gently rubs my body.

"I love you You know, I love you... " I repeat that again.

"Well, brother, you What's the matter with you today? " In the dark, Haizhu's voice came. I can't see Haizhu's face. I don't know what her expression is now.

I didn't speak, I let out a heavy sigh.

"Brother You're not happy, are you? " The sound of Haizhu lingers in my ears.

I didn't speak.

"Brother, be happy." Haizhu said, and the tip of her tongue swept over my skin.

Everything is going on in the dark

Soon, I felt a burst of pressure from my brain and body. I knew that my body and soul were going to be deeply integrated with Haizhu.

However, at this moment, there was a flash of lightning in my mind, which suddenly flashed Dong'Er's words in the afternoon. Then, Qiutong was flashed, which flashed like a dream

The irresistible torrent and heat suddenly stopped and froze at this moment -

in an instant, my whole body suddenly became stiff -

like a zombie, I suddenly stopped all my movements.

At this time, I heard and felt the irrepressible sound of Haizhu. She arrived.

And I, but in this moment soft down, soft in a mess.

I lay motionless on Haizhu, my brain turned into a pot of porridge, and there were chaotic illusions in front of me

At this moment, I didn't have any intuition, hearing and vision, nor any feeling in my heart. There was no pain, no joy, no sorrow, no anger, no excitement, no loss. Then the only thing that appeared was great loneliness and loneliness.

I don't know why this kind of thing suddenly appeared in my brain at this last moment. I tried my best to wave it away. When I was almost successful, it finally came out at the last critical point and finally defeated my body and soul.

At this moment, I want to cry, but no tears, I want to shout, but silent, I want to move, but powerless, I want to open my eyes, but how can not open my eyelids.

Haizhu lay there motionless, breathing gradually became even, her climax gradually receded.

"Brother..." Haizhu called me weakly.

I don't speak English.

"Brother --" Haizhu's voice was a little confused. Her body moved. Haizhu's body moved. I slipped from Haizhu and fell on the bed.

I stretched my limbs and didn't move.

"Brother - what's the matter with you?" Haizhu's voice was a little alarmed. She didn't get up, and then the bedside lamp came on.

Although I close my eyes, although the light of the bedside lamp is very weak, I feel that the light is still very dazzling, and even stings my eyes.

"Turn off the lights, don't turn them on!" I let out a cry.

Haizhu turned off the light in a hurry, and the darkness enveloped me again.

Haizhu came over and put his arms around my head, his mouth close to my ear: "brother, what's the matter with you?"

At this time, I came back to myself and said, "it's nothing."

"You You didn't seem to come out at last Haizhu said.

"Well..."

"I was patronizing myself just now. I didn't notice it. That's why I remember." Haizhu's voice was apologetic: "brother, you Why didn't you come out OK "

" I can't do it. " In the dark, my face twitched.

"Why all of a sudden?" Haizhu said carefully.

"I don't know."

"Oh Brother, do you drink too much at noon today and drink again at night? " Haizhu is lying in my arms.

I had half a kilogram of Baijiu in Haizhu when I was having dinner in the evening.

"Maybe." I patted Haizhu's face: "Zhu, don't talk about this, sleep."

"Well When you wake up, you will be well, brother. Don't have any psychological burden. " Haizhu gently crouched in my arms.

"Well, good." I patted Haizhu's body gently.

After a while, Haizhu's breathing became even.

I gently pulled my arm out, put it on the back of my head, and opened my eyes.

As before, there was boundless darkness and nothing to see.I am in this invisible world, trying to open my eyes, trying to let myself see something, but in vain.

I pondered silently and tasted the bitter wine I made

This cup of bitter wine is made up of life, love and complex and changeable emotional relationships, and then naturally brewed with the day after day and the cycle of day and month.

I know that maybe from now on, as long as I'm alive, whether I want to or not, I'll have to taste this cup of bitter wine and accompany with the dishes of wine and vegetables.

Long road of life, ice with me, maybe my cup of bitter wine to the end of life can only drink it, can't become sweet.

I thought bitterly and desolately, and the darkness in front of me became blurred