My beautiful boss and I

Dong'Er has come to Xinghai. Is she passing by or looking for herself? My brain is crazy, crazy, thinking hard

She should be passing by or traveling. She won't come to find herself. If she remembered to come to me, she would not have left me without saying goodbye

Is she living well now? Is she living happily? Is there a new boyfriend? Did she come by herself or with She never likes to go out by herself. She is afraid of going out by herself. Then, when she comes out this time, she must be accompanied by someone. She must be a man

I was thinking wildly and tremblingly, my whole body suddenly fell apart, and I lay on the cold marble floor of the square with my limbs open

At this time, always thinking carefully, I overlooked an important link.

As the night fell and the lights began to shine, I finally got up, dragged my tired legs, with a numb brain, with a cold and miserable heart, and left the downtown shopping mall.

Back in the dormitory, I took out a bottle of Erguotou and poured it down.

When a person is drunk, he will soon get drunk.

I turn off the light and lie on the narrow single bed, looking at the cold darkness around me in a daze, thinking about the transient winter son I suddenly saw today. My mood is ups and downs, and my mood is hard to calm. Suddenly, I feel great loneliness and loneliness, as well as an unspeakable desolation and pain. Once that abandoned feeling returned to the heart.

I suddenly miss life like a dream, especially.

Turn over to get up, turn on the light, turn on the computer, login button, floating like a dream, not online.

"Floating life is like a dream I miss you, miss you very much, miss you very much... " I don't care if she's in or not, typing a line of words quickly, and my brain is a little intoxicated and numb.

"At this moment, I am very painful, very sad, very lonely, very lonely, I need you to accompany me But, you are not in I feel like I'm dying, dying. " I continued to vent my emotions crazily.

After playing, I stare at the screen in a daze, let the sad tears run in my heart.

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly it went online.

"Hakka, what's the matter with you? I just came home and saw you. What's the matter with you? What's the matter? " Floating life is like a dream.

She's here. She's here when she needs it most!

I don't know why, my tears suddenly came out, my fingers trembled, but I couldn't type.

"Hakka - Hakka - you talk - you talk - you don't talk. I'm so worried. You look like this. I'm so worried. You talk Are you there or not Floating life like a dream, a worried expression came over.

I lit a cigarette, took two hard puffs, forced myself to calm down, and then tried to hit the keyboard: "I'm here."

"Oh, I'm relieved when you're here I'm scared to death. I was so worried when I saw your words are you all right? What's the matter? "

"I'm fine, and nothing's wrong, just Just miss you very much I want to, I want to. "

Floating like a dream, he was silent for a moment: "thank you Thank you for missing me In fact, I have never Every day and night, I will Although I can't see your face or hear your voice, you are clearly in my heart and mind. "

My heart trembled: "if dream, I call you if dream, do you like it?"

"Yes, I like everything you call me."

"If dream."

"Well, I am."

"If dream, I..."

"Guest guest, I'm listening."

"If you dream, I I like you. I like you very much. I'm talking about that kind of love. "

"Thank you, Hakka. I see what you mean. I I like you very much, too. "

My heart set off a huge wave, although we did not say "I love you" to each other, but at this moment, it is enough to make my brain dizzy.

"If you dream, I hear your heart beating."

"Hakka, I also heard your heart beating Right in front of you, right in front of your ears. " Floating life like a dream said: "although I know that this is virtual, although I know that in reality we will never become possible, although I have never seen you, although I have never heard your voice, but I clearly feel that all this is so real, so real, so let me enter my heart."

"If dream, you are the most beautiful woman in my heart I will always like No matter where I am, I will always remember you.... "

"Hakka, you are the best man I know, and I will cherish you as well..." Floating like a dream, he said with a deep expression: "Hakka, now I have a feeling I've never had before In this virtual world, there are so many people and so many people. It's fate to know you. It's God's compensation and pity for my reality. "

In my heart, all kinds of tenderness and honey, as well as indescribable reluctant: "if dream, I'm going to leave, tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, I'm going to leave the sea of stars.""You're leaving? Where are you going? " It's like a dream. I have an unexpected expression.

"I don't know. Maybe it will be far away. However, no matter where I go, I will never forget you in Xinghai... "

"Hakka No matter where you are I Will remember you At this moment, I'm so sad all of a sudden. "

"If you dream, don't be sad. In fact, no matter where I am, we are still together. In this virtual world, we have crossed thousands of rivers and mountains. There is no distance between the Internet In the future, we can continue to meet here, chat here and communicate here. "

"I know However, I still feel very sad that you have to travel all over the world by yourself. I Take care and live well. " Floating life like a dream seems to cry.

After smoking a cigarette, I took a cup of water, drank a lot of water, adjusted my breath, and then said, "if you dream, today I drank a lot of wine and said a lot of things that I didn't say before, but these are all from my heart."

"I know, I understand. Hakka, promise me one thing. No matter where you are, no matter what you encounter, no matter how bad you are, don't drink alone, OK? When you are in a bad mood, you leave me a message. I'll chat with you to relieve your boredom. "

"I promise you!"

"Hakka, would you like to show me a smile?"

I sent a smile.

"Just smile." Floating life like a dream, I sent a smile: "Hakka, remember, you are a man, a man of indomitable spirit, a man, and nothing can be defeated at any time. No matter in the face of any difficulties and setbacks, you should keep an optimistic and self-confident attitude.

"I firmly believe that you will not be defeated by any setbacks. No matter where you are in the future, no matter what you are going to do, you will stand up again. I have this confidence, and you will have this confidence, won't you? "

I was silent for a moment and sighed, "well..."

She continued: "when things happen, you should be calm and calm. Life is always like this. Sometimes you will be forced to hand over materials, have to let go of opportunities, and even have to leave love behind. You can't get everything. You should learn to give up in life, just like cleaning up the files in the computer.

"One step in life is to throw away the burden. In this way, the road will be longer and the heart will be quieter. "

"Well..."

"The most exhausting thing is not the distance of the road, but the depression in your heart; the most decadent thing is not the bumpy future, but the loss of your self-confidence; the most painful thing is not the misfortune of life, but the disillusionment of your hope; the most despairing thing is not the setback, but the death of your heart. So we should be more indifferent to everything and be more open-minded, and everything will gradually get better I share these words with you. "

I looked at it seriously: "um..."

"Sometimes, even if there is a reason to insist on something, you have to understand that it may be wiser to let go. To strive to be a lovely person, do not blame who, do not laugh at who, do not envy who, brilliant in the sun, running in the rain, do their own dreams, go their own way.

"Life is a mirror. If you smile at it, it will smile at you; if you cry at it, it will cry at you Therefore, we must be strong and remember that there has never been a savior in this world. "

"Well..." My heart is trembling slightly, the words of floating life like a dream deeply touched my heart, I can't help but feel that I should start a thorough reflection on the past.

It seems that my reflection will continue in the future. Perhaps, at some time, I will completely get rid of the past haze, and regain the self-confident, tough, strong and full of fighting spirit.

Of course, if there is one day, it is inseparable from the encouragement of floating life like a dream.

That night, I talked a lot with floating life like a dream. Unconsciously, the sky was dim. I felt sleepy, yawned and said, "it's daybreak. You have to be busy working during the day. Have a rest."

"How time flies! It's dawn so soon. I'm not sleepy. I'm not going to sleep. Go out for a run. You can sleep for a while

"Good!"

"Hakka, will you be online tonight?"

"Well I'm not sure. Maybe. " I'm going to invite Yunduo and Zhang Xiaotian to a final dinner tonight.

"Well, I'll wait for you till 11 o'clock tonight. If you don't go online, you won't wait."

"All right! Let's do it now. "

"Wait -"

"how?"

"Hakka, I I have one more thing Floating life is like a dream, a little hesitant.

"Say it!"

"I Shall we have a video? I want to see you and let you see me How are you

I almost fainted: "no, my computer doesn't have a camera."

"Well Shall we send each other pictures? ""No, I don't have any pictures in my computer!"

"Well Why don't we have a conversation? " Floating life is like a dream.

"You don't remember the principle we made when we first met. No videos, no photos, no phone calls. Have you forgotten?"

"I I didn't forget But, you're leaving, I I... "

"If we don't forget it, then we should continue to adhere to our communication principles. You know, we can only be friends in the virtual world, and we can never get into reality. In this case, it's better to leave a good impression and fantasy with each other."

"Well..."

"And no matter where we are, no matter how far away we are, the distance between us is the thickness of a computer screen and the distance of a network cable Do you understand? "

"I see." Floating like a dream, like a child who made a mistake at the moment.

"Well, let's go."

"Goodbye!"

When I turned off the computer, I was in a cold sweat.