My beautiful boss and I

"Yes For example, excessive drug use leads to insanity and suicide. " I'm just talking nonsense.

"Oh Drug use can lead to this... " Qiu Tong looked at me in horror.

"Well..." I nodded: "now I just doubt However, it is quite common to commit suicide by drug overdose. "

"Ah --" Qiu Tong took a cold breath and looked at him with fear: "Er Zi and Xiao Wu are taking drugs? How can they take drugs? "

Er Zi and Xiao Wu take drugs. I have known for a long time that they often skate with Li Shun.

I nodded: "well..."

"Well Do you take drugs? " Qiutong looks at me.

"I didn't!" I said.

"Well What about Li Shun? " Qiutong continued to look at me.

"He..." I hesitated and said, "I haven't seen him take drugs."

"I haven't seen it." Qiu Tong stared at me: "Yi Ke, you tell me that Li Shun often looks neurotic and neurotic. Sometimes his eyes are dull. Is that the reason for taking drugs? Is he taking drugs? "

I dare not look at Qiu Tong's eyes. I know that if I tell Qiu Tong that Li Shun has been taking drugs and is a deep addict, it will crush Qiu Tong's psychology and make her brain collapse. Although she doesn't love this man, he is destined to live with her all his life. For Qiu Tong, living with an addict will kill her anyway thing.

I don't want to cheat Qiu Tong, but I can't tell her the truth, because even if Qiu Tong knows about Li Shun's drug taking, she can't change the fact that she has to marry Li Shun. Doing so will only increase Qiu Tong's pain, and it won't do her any good. What's more, Li Shun is now on detoxification.

Thinking of this, I looked at Qiutong: "if he takes drugs, do you think he can live to now? If he takes drugs, do you think he can still do these businesses? Although it's not a proper business, it's still in good order. "

Qiutong seems to be a little relieved, but his eyes are still some doubts, staring at me, trying to see something from my eyes.

I didn't dare to look at Qiutong's eyes any more. I stood up and said, "it's late. I want to take a bath and go to bed."

Qiutong slowly stood up, walked up the stairs, and looked back at me.

At that moment, I saw a flash of extreme fear in Qiutong's eyes

I couldn't help shivering in my heart and turned to the bathroom.

After taking a bath, I came out to the living room and heard that there was no movement upstairs. Qiutong seemed to be asleep.

I close the doors and windows, then go back to the bedroom and lie down.

A lot of things happened today, from my lecture at Haizhu company to meeting four King Kong at noon, from being beaten by Haifeng in the afternoon to deep communication with Lao Li, from meeting Qiutong on the plane to ningzhou anti tracking operation

I feel very tired, physically and mentally.

Lying on the soft big bed, I sighed deeply, thinking that Qiutong was sleeping on me at the moment, I couldn't help feeling strange

Unconsciously, I entered the dream

I don't know how long later, I was suddenly awakened from my dream by a shrill cry.

"Ah Help

In the silent night, the voice sounds so frightened and clear.

The voice came from upstairs, and it was the voice of Qiutong.

No, Qiutong has something to do!

My head is buzzing, I can't think much about it. A bone leaps from the bed, and I don't even have time to put on my clothes. I just wear my Triangle pants, open the door, and rush up the stairs -

I rush up the stairs at a high speed, find the door of the bedroom, and fly up: "pa --" Qiutong's bedroom door is kicked open by me -

I fly in and walk in Face black lights, nothing to see, only to hear the autumn Tongji panic breathing.

I felt the switch beside the door in a hurry and turned on the light -

the light came on, and I saw a scene that surprised me.

The windows in the bedroom are well closed, the curtains are not opened, it doesn't look like someone came in, and the door just now is closed, I kicked it open.

Qiu Tong's hair was scattered and his face was very white. He was wearing pink silk pajamas. He grasped one foot of the towel quilt tightly in both hands. His body shrank into a ball and crouched at the head of the bed, shaking constantly. His eyes were wide open in bewilderment and fear

At the same time, I smell the strong smell of smoke and wine in the room. Looking at the bedside table, a bottle of dry red has reached the bottom, and there are several cigarette ends in the ashtray

No doubt, these are all the masterpieces of Qiu Tong. She didn't go to bed after she came up, but she smoked and drank by herself.

Why? I knew in my heart that she was depressed, frightened and unable to relieve herself, so she drank and smoked.

So it seems that the scream just now was not someone coming in, but Qiu Tong had a nightmare.

At the moment, Qiutong, looking at her eyes and expression, doesn't seem to wake up from the nightmare. She still seems to be in the anesthesia of alcohol and the fear of nightmareLooking at Qiu Tong's frightened appearance, I felt a burst of pity in my heart. I bent over to look at Qiu Tong: "Qiu Tong, what's the matter? I had a nightmare. "

"Ah --" Qiutong suddenly uttered a cry of panic. Her eyes looked at me, and her body only shrank back and kept shaking. She didn't seem to recognize me.

"Qiutong, it's me Yike. " I said, holding out my hand.

"Don't come here - you don't come here - who are you?" Qiu Tong's voice is hasty rise, take fear: "you don't come over."

My nose suddenly a little sour, throat a stem: "if dream, I am guest I am Guest guest. "

"Hakka You are a guest Guest guest, my guest. " Qiutong's eyes were still confused, but they brightened a lot. He murmured, and suddenly tears came down: "Hakka Guest You finally come to me, guest My guest Am I dreaming? I'm dreaming

Qiutong looked at me, but her eyes were a little divergent and blank, and two lines of tears were hanging on her face.

I sat down beside the bed, reached for Qiutong's hand, gently wiped the tears on her face with one hand, let her cold and stiff body slowly ease, then lay down and covered her with a towel.

Dream seems to be willing to pull the autumn guest closed his eyes, do not understand Guest Don't leave if dream Accompany me Close to me Give me a support, give me a world. "

Qiutong's mouth is full of wine. I know she is still intoxicated with alcohol, and she is walking out of the nightmare

I hold her hand tightly, touch her cheek gently, gaze at her slightly wrinkled brow, her white and pure skin, and her still young and gorgeous face

At the moment, there is no impulse, no instinct, no desire, there is only moving and heartache.

"You had a nightmare, didn't you? It's like a dream. " I leaned close to Qiutong's ear and whispered.

My nostrils clearly smell the fragrance of Qiutong's body.

My voice is very light, suddenly from the sky.

"Well..." Qiu Tong murmured in her dream: "what a terrible nightmare A lot of skeletons and Zombies around me There are also big ghosts and little ghosts who will take me to hell. "

I understand that Qiu Tong was frightened by the suicide and drug abuse she said last night. This is the main reason for her nightmares.

"Don't be afraid, if dream, I'm by your side, guest is by your side, protecting you..." I continued to whisper in Qiutong's ear. Qiutong's hair touched my nostrils and itched.

"Well Guest We We are really together Really Do you know, do you know How much I miss you How much I love you so much... " Qiutong whispered, still closed his eyes, but tears rolled down.

I tightly pursed my lips and reached out to wipe Qiutong's cheek. Qiutong suddenly grasped my hands tightly and shivered: "Hakka, I'm so cold It's cold. "

Qiutong's hands are really cold, even cold.

I reached into the towel and felt Qiutong's body at will. It seemed that I touched her legs. It was very cold here.

I hesitated, went straight to bed, opened the towel quilt, did not dare to see the parts and skin under Qiutong's thin pajamas, reached for the bedside switch, turned off the light, and then put Qiutong in my arms and lay on the bed

The room was dark.

"Well..." Qiutong gently called, no other reaction, I feel my arms Qiutong body is very stiff and cold.

I hold Qiutong's body tightly, close to my body, and increase the contact area as much as possible.

I only wore pants, and my whole body was almost as red fruit. Qiutong only wore a thin Pajama, which was silky and slippery. As soon as our bodies touched and rubbed, the pajamas were almost lifted up, and the skin of our bodies almost touched half of them.

I hold Qiutong tightly.

According to some people's assumption, a stallion like me must be boiling with blood at the moment and can't be restrained from doing such a thing.

However, I don't. my brain at the moment is surprisingly pure, surprisingly calm, surprisingly free from any distractions. My body also has no instinct, no desire gushing, and no primitive impulse.

I just hold Qiutong's body tightly, with incomparable love and closeness, with trance illusion and dream, I only hope to warm Qiutong with my body, take care of Qiutong with my arms, and give her safety and comfort with my arms

In the dark, I hold Qiutong tightly, and her body all-round zero distance contact.

This is the goddess I dream of, this is a moment in my dream, this is a scene I dare not dream of.

At the moment, it's really realized. Qiutong is in my arms, and I'm on a blind date. We have zero distance contact at the moment. As long as I want, I can achieve negative distance entry.

However, I didn't, because I really don't have any thoughts, evil thoughts and desires at the moment. I just want to warm Qiutong, her body and her heart.At the moment, I really feel like a gentleman, Liu Xiahui.

It's easy for a man to be a hooligan, but it's hard to be a gentleman, because a man's nature is a hooligan, and it's easy to show the truth, while many gentlemen are disguised. The so-called pretending force in the legend is like this. It's really hard to be a real gentleman from the inside out.

And now, I actually did.

I also think it's incredible that I can be a real gentleman and a legendary Liu Xiahui.

Maybe some people will say that I pretend to be forced, that there is no such situation not to do that thing, I can only say that this is a person's mental skill is different, maybe he will do it for another person, maybe I will do it for another environment and time, but at this moment, I really didn't do it.

If I told it to others, I would believe very little.

Believe it or not, I believe it.

I said this nearly two years earlier than the spokesman of the Ministry of railways.