My beautiful boss and I

After a long time, Li Shun broke the silence and took Xiaoxue's hand. It seemed that he had eased out of his mood: "Xiaoxue, how's your mother?"

"Mom, of course. My mom is the best mom in the world." Snow answered.

"Ha ha, then mother must like you very much?" Li Shun said.

"Of course My mother said that what she likes most is me. I'm her favorite baby Xiaoxue said with pride.

"Oh, your mother is so nice. She's such a good woman It's hard for her. " Li Shun's voice was a little self reproach and apology.

I know that Li Shun's words are from his heart. He really thinks Qiu Tong is a good woman, and he is really sorry for Qiu Tong.

This kind of regret may contain some repentance, which is the first time for Li Shun.

"Who is your mother's favorite person besides you?" Li Shun asked again.

"Well In addition to me, other people, that is uncle Yi Xiaoxue said.

"What?" Li Shun's voice was somewhat surprised and unexpected.

My heart also click, how innocent children, childlike innocence ah, unfortunately, that is not the time, not the place.

At this time, I take it for granted that Qiu Tong and Xiao Xue like me just as she said to Xia Yu that day. They like me the same way as her colleagues. I know that what she really likes is Yeke in the air, not Yike. Maybe I dare not expect that she will have that kind of love for me, even though I think I don't consciously have that kind of crazy dream.

"My mother likes uncle Yi besides me..." Xiaoxue tilted her head and said, "Uncle Li, I don't understand. Since my mother likes uncle Yi so much, why don't she let uncle Yi be my father Every time I tell my mother to let uncle Yi be my father, my mother won't let me go on. She always says uncle Yi belongs to Aunt Haizhu. "

"Oh..." Li Shun's face is a little ugly, but he still reluctantly smiles at Xiaoxue and gives me a gloomy look from time to time.

After a while, Xiaoxue shouts to pee.

Li Shun said to his fourth brother, "man, stop at the front door of the hotel. Please take your children to the bathroom."

The fourth brother did not speak and nodded.

In the vicinity of a hotel, the fourth brother stopped the car, and then took Xiaoxue to the hotel bathroom. I think Li Shun's arrangement is a little strange. Why does he ask his fourth brother to take Xiaoxue to the toilet.

As soon as the fourth brother got out of the car with Xiaoxue, the door was just closed. Li Shun suddenly grabbed my front clothes, his eyes were burning, his teeth were gnashing, and he growled: "asshole, why does Xiaoxue want you to be his father, not me? He said, "why?"

I looked at Li Shun and said calmly, "how can I know the child's words?"

"Children's words Did you stir up something? I'm Xiaoxue's father. What are you? Bullshit! Xiaoxue should say that she wants me to be his father most. Why do you say it's you? Why on earth Li Shun's voice is hysterical.

I said: "in the child's heart, who feels good to her, who is good to her, and who she likes in her heart, she will say like this. You want Xiaoxue to say that she wants you to be her father. Then I ask you, do you think you are qualified in other aspects besides blood relationship? Do you want Xiaoxue to say that she wants a drug addict to be her father

As soon as my words came out, Li Shun's eyes darkened. He loosened his grip on my collar and looked at me.

I continued: "the child's heart is pure, although her body is flowing with your blood, but the blood is not your body's blood now, is not full of drugs dirty dirty blood, snow hope his father is like, I think you should know now, but you, you once promised to give up drugs for snow, can you Did you do it? You are even worse than before. Do you think you deserve to be Xiaoxue's father?

"Xiaoxue is still young now and she is not sensible. When she grows up, if she knows her father is an addict, what kind of influence will it have on her life? You gave her a life, let her come to this world, but have you ever thought of how you should be responsible for her? Have you ever thought about her future life? She is a piece of white paper now. Do you want to smear dirty things on it? Are you willing to ruin her life?

"Yes, Xiaoxue means that she wants me to be her father, but it's just a child's pure wish and fantasy, which shows her vision and outline of her father. Although I'm not a good person, at least, in front of Xiaoxue and in her future life, I will give her a sunny and positive image, and let her know what is the truth, goodness and beauty in the world , will guide and educate her to take a positive road of life, and you, you take a deep breath of the poisonous gas in your lungs, you ask yourself your heart soaked in drugs, do you think you are qualified to be Xiaoxue's father? "

Li Shun's eyes straightened and slowly loosened my collar. His eyes were full of pain and guilt. He murmured: "maybe what you said is reasonable, maybe what you said is right, maybe I don't deserve to be Xiaoxue's father However, I am Xiaoxue's father, I am her real value father, her blood is flowing with my once clean blood, she is my daughter I can't tell her"I know it's not good to take drugs. I swore to you to give up, but But You don't know, once you get addicted to drugs, you can't give up Drugs are devils that are immersed in your bone marrow. Once they are immersed in them, no one can resist them. "

I said: "or your will is not strong enough, I do not believe that drugs can not be given up, as long as you have enough will, as long as you have enough determination, I do not believe that human spirit can not overcome drugs In fact, you are willing to degenerate You just want to find another paradise in the intoxication of drugs, where you can find the so-called happiness and comfort. You forget your responsibility to your family, relatives and children. At present, you are not worthy to be your parents' son, your daughter's father, and even your fiance. "

When I said this, Li Shun's eyes suddenly flashed again. He grabbed my collar and glared at me: "why do Qiutong like you She is my fiancee. Why does she say she likes you to Xiaoxue? Are you doing something behind my back? Did you dig my corner behind my back? "

My heart a burst of empty, feel their lack of confidence.

Yes, Li Shun is right. I was digging his corner unconsciously. No matter whether I was intentionally or unintentionally, I started digging his corner on the Yalu River cruise ship more than a year ago. I just refused to admit it myself, but Qiutong didn't know it all the time.

But now facing Li Shun, I can't let him see my guilty heart and lack of confidence. I have to go through this pass, because I know Qiu Tong doesn't mean that to me. What she really likes in her heart is the guest in the air, not me in reality.

I said calmly: "you can take what Qiu always says to children seriously. I really convince you Mr. Qiu has also said this on other occasions. She likes me the same as other colleagues and friends around me It's a love between friends, not what you think

"I'm under your command to protect Qiu Zong. Do you want Qiu Zong to hate me? If Qiu always hates me, how can I stay with him? How can I finish the task you arranged? I have a girlfriend now, don't you know? Do you find it interesting to say that? "

After listening to me, Li Shun gradually loosened my collar and looked closely at me: "Yike, I tell you, if I know you are wearing a green hat on my back, I will let you die. I will do what I say. Don't play with fire for me No matter whether I want to marry Qiutong or not, no matter when I marry Qiutong or whether Qiutong loves me or not, Qiutong is my fiancee and my future wife. She only belongs to me. No one can touch her except me, and no one can think of it No one can touch my things Now I believe your explanation for the time being. I hope my backyard doesn't catch fire. "

I turned to look out of the window and didn't speak.

After a while, Li Shun said, "maybe what you said is reasonable. Qiutong likes you. If she hates you, you will not be able to complete the important task I gave you She must like you, you have the opportunity to stay with her, her love for you is just a good feeling between friends It's not surprising that Qiutong has such a good feeling. I have the same feeling for you I actually I like you very much, too... "

I turned my head to look at Li Shun, and I felt that it sounded a little harsh, especially when Li Shun said it in a greasy tone.

Seeing me looking at him, Li Shun added: "people like you will be loved everywhere, no matter men or women In fact, maybe I shouldn't suspect you. In fact, I know the quality and style of Qiutong. Since she has promised to be our daughter-in-law, no matter what she thinks, she will not do anything to discredit our family I should have believed in Qiutong. "

"Boss Li, I want to ask you, do you love Mr. Qiu?" I said.

"I..." For a moment, Li Shun was speechless, his eyes were a little wandering, and he hesitated: "I love Qiutong or not. It's my personal business. I don't care what you do Women Women Is a woman really worth loving? "

I said: "do not want to answer, well, I ask you again, do you think the autumn total heart love you?"

"What do you say?" Li Shun asked.

"I don't know, that's why I want to ask you!" I said.

"Does Qiutong love me? Is that important? Qiutong was brought up by my parents. Our family has the grace of rebirth for her. She has to be worthy of our family's kindness to her. That's why she agrees to marry me. No matter whether she loves me or not in her heart, according to her character and character, she will be our daughter-in-law of the Li family. She must be responsible for me and our family. As long as I know this, it's enough. As for what's wrong in her heart If you really love me, I never think about it. Anyway, she can only be my wife, Li Shun. She has no other choice. " Li Shun said overbearing.