My beautiful boss and I

For a moment, Qiutong didn't look up, didn't shake off my hand, and continued to sew the buttons.

In this process, I can feel Qiu Tong's body has been slightly shaking, breathing a little shortness of breath, sewing hands a little shivering

"Oh --" Qiutong suddenly let out a scream. I looked down and saw that Qiutong's right index finger was punctured by a needle and blood came out.

I reflexively took my hand away from Qiutong's shoulder, then took Qiutong's right hand, put my bloody index finger into my mouth and sucked it without thinking

The slightly salty blood of Qiutong diffuses in my mouth

Qiu Tong sat there, his face flushed and his body trembled even more.

She didn't turn me down.

I continue to suck the soft index finger of Qiutong.

For a while, autumn Tong gently force back hand, voice some tremble: "OK, it's OK."

I let go of Qiutong's hand. Qiutong blushed and continued to lower her head to sew buttons for me.

My right hand involuntarily and gently put on the shoulder of Qiutong.

Qiutong's body began to tremble slightly again.

My heart beat harder. I wish this button would never be sewn up

But it's obviously impossible. Qiutong soon sewed the button, then put his head close to my clothes, bit the thread with his teeth, put away the needle and thread, looked up at me with clear eyes

I suddenly felt embarrassed and flustered. I quickly took my hand off her shoulder and went back to where I was.

"Whether we like it or not, things have happened, whether we admit it or not, our mentality is changing." Qiu Tong looked at me for a moment and said slowly.

I look at Qiutong.

"We are emotional animals, but we are also rational animals We can be emotional, but we need to be more rational. " Qiu Tong turned to look at the snowflakes flying out of the window and said in a soft voice: "Yike, we have done wrong, we have gone wrong, we have been sorry for a lot of people In the face of reality, we should be rational We can only be rational. We have to be rational. "

Qiu Tong's voice seems to be a little firm, seems to remind me, also remind herself.

I admit that Qiu Tong's words are reasonable. Yes, in the face of reality, we all have no choice but to be rational.

Just, I don't know whether I can always keep my sense, and I don't know whether Qiutong can always do it though he says so.

I lowered my head, turned slowly and went out.

In the evening, back to the dormitory, after dinner, I turn on the computer.

Outside the window, the north wind was blowing and the snow was still falling.

I'm going to buckle.

She's here.

"Here you are." I said.

"Well..."

"Will you come again?" I said.

"I don't know."

Start silence, long silence.

"As if I had a dream, a long, long dream I wish I would never wake up in my dream, but I finally wake up, wake up, the dream is over. " She finally spoke.

I didn't speak.

"Since last night, my dream has gone All I have is reality Once upon a time, you walked into my dream, you took me to dream and sleepwalk, and then you broke the dream with your own hands I want to hate you, I want to despise you, I want to spurn you, I want to never see you again, but I have no strength, I have no courage, I have no courage, I have no reason I I can only move on in the reality after the broken dream. " She added.

"I understand how you feel." I said.

"You don't understand, you don't understand You will never understand I know, I know clearly, I am not only facing Yeke, but also Yike I have no illusion, only reality I try to keep my original attitude towards you, but everything has changed, everything is changing

"I want to deceive myself, I want to let myself continue to live in a dream, but I clearly know that this is just self deception, I can't help but face the reality I know that although Yike is still here, he has disappeared. Yike has never been here, but it's him now

"During the whole day, I kept repeating a sentence in my mind: he is really him. Far away, he was always by my side. You in the air are gradually blurring, but you in reality are very clear. I clearly know that in the future, we can avoid some things, we can't help facing some realities, we can't help changing our mentality, and we have to adhere to some principles. "

I know what she means. I know her inner entanglement and pain at the moment. I know her helplessness and powerlessness. I also know that although her attitude towards me has changed substantially, waiting for me and her can only be a silent ending. We, in the end, will have no one.

My heart is filled with sour waves

Lonely night, lying in bed alone, listening to the roar of the north wind outside the window, my heart up and down, sleepless all nightThe next day, the wind stopped, the snow stopped and the sun came out.

Open the window, look out of the window, overnight, snow quietly like a fairy tale will dress up the whole world so beautiful and moving. Roadside trees, flowers and plants, dressed in beautiful white gauze, posture, like fairy flowers like dancing, road vehicles crawling carefully, parked on the roadside vehicles, covered with thick quilts, in the dreamlike color shrouded, seems to feel quiet and comfortable. The lively and lovely children are making snowmen, having snowball fights, cheering and jumping. The pedestrians on both sides of the street are full of peace and joy.

The whole city seems to move with it, full of vitality and liveliness!

After washing, I went downstairs and went straight to Xinghai Square to meet my people. Today is Saturday. We are going to hold activities in Xinghai Square.

After the snow, the Xinghai Square, looking around, has the momentum of thousands of miles of ice, between heaven and earth into a vast expanse of white. The air after the snow is very clear and pleasant, and the snow-white earth is shining brightly by the sun. The earth is like a thick carpet, soft, soft, walking on the snow, making a click.

The branches are covered with snow, the bent branches are in various shapes, hairy and shiny, like silver snakes flying; the snow falling on the leaves, like Magnolia petals, is hanging in the air, showing warmth, tranquility and dreamlike opening; the moon and season are on the white carpet, delicate and charming, competing for fragrance, exciting sunshine and romance.

The pine trees covered with snow are like graceful maidens, holy and beautiful; a bamboo garden in the distance is covered with beautiful white gauze, and the whole garden is dancing like a lady in heaven. Nature is magically transformed by snowflakes into a pure and beautiful world!

gradually, a row of tall and tall Wutong trees came into view. Yellow as golden and red like flames, and the seasons were alternately moving, bathed in golden sunshine, colorful and dreamy. In the vast white background, more and more strong, brave, free and arrogant. She has experienced the prosperity of spring, the warmth of summer and the potential of autumn, with more depth and maturity. Her broad mind contains the infinite beauty of the world

I lingered under the Wutong tree for a long time.

At 9 o'clock, the free newspaper campaign officially began. Several stalls were set up along the side of the square near the road, and 100000 copies of evening paper were also delivered. Everyone began to distribute the newspapers of the day free of charge to the public, and at the same time, the on-site publicity and subscription campaign was carried out.

I shuttled back and forth between several stalls, commanding and coordinating the situation.

After a while, Qiu Tong also came to inspect the work.

There are a lot of people playing in Xuehou square. There are free newspapers, and they all come here actively and enthusiastically. While consulting, the staff give out newspapers and explain to everyone. At the same time, in front of the table on the other side, there is a long line of people ordering newspapers.

The atmosphere at the scene was very lively.

Seeing this warm scene, Qiutong seemed to be infected. She picked up a pile of newspapers, went to the roadside and began to distribute them to passers-by, enthusiastically answering the questions raised by the public.

I also picked up a pile of newspapers and went to the roadside

After the newspapers in our hands were distributed, we continued to be busy. Qiutong and I stood and looked at the busy and hot scene. Qiutong's face was red with cold, his mouth was hot, and his eyes were full of vitality and expression.

Seeing Qiutong's mental outlook at the moment, I feel a little relieved. At least on the surface, she seems to be rationally retracting herself. How I hope Qiutong will always be happy.

"Today is the weekend. Where's snow? Why don't you take her out to play? " I asked Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong took back his eyes, looked at me, and then pointed to the back: "she's already here. She's playing there."

I turned to the square and saw that Xiaoxue was playing less than 50 meters near us, making snowballs with a man. From time to time, her excited cheers came.

Just now patronize busy, I did not notice that snow is not far behind me.

Look at that man carefully, it's Li Shun! He is concentrating on making snowballs with Xiaoxue, with a happy look on his face.

When did he come back?

As if in order to answer my question, Qiutong whispered: "he got off the plane at 11 o'clock last night and went directly to my home. He stayed in my home for the night."

My heart clapped. Li Shun spent the night at Qiutong's house last night!

As if knowing that my heart would clatter, Qiutong said, "he was sleeping with Xiaoxue in Xiaoxue's room last night."

I couldn't help saying, "Oh..."

Qiutong looked at my face, pursed her lips, and then looked at the father and daughter who were playing happily in the distance. There was a touch of sadness on her face, and a touch of moving and gratifying expression.

"Mother's love is irreplaceable, father's love is also irreplaceable." Qiu Tong said a word.

I didn't speak. Looking at the cheerful Li Shun and Xiao Xue, I couldn't help feeling a little moved.

After a while, Li Shun and Xiaoxue made a snowman. Li Shun took off his hat and put it on the snowman's head.Xiaoxue slaps the snowman and cries excitedly.

Li Shun stood and looked at Xiaoxue in high spirits, smiling.

After a while, Xiaoxue shouts to our direction: "Mom, uncle Yi, come and have a look at the snowman made by Uncle Li and I, have fun..."

Li Shun also looked at us.

I waved to them, but I didn't move. Qiutong walked over directly.

Then Li Shun came to me.

Seeing Li Shun, my heart suddenly felt a little uneasy, and there was an unspeakable taste in my heart.

Anyway, Li Shun is my boss. Anyway, Qiu Tong is Li Shun's fiancee. And I, the night before yesterday, was drinking with my eldest brother's fiancee

I feel that I should be ashamed, but my eyes are clearly calm, looking at Li Shun who is coming to me.