My beautiful boss and I

I continue to see:

"my choice may break your heart, or hurt you, or you may hate me. I hope you respect my choice. Choosing to leave you, for me, is forced helpless choice, but also a relief, for you, it may be a kind of happiness; choosing the wrong person at the right time is a kind of helplessness; choosing the right person at the wrong time is a kind of regret; choosing the wrong person at the wrong time is a kind of regret.

"Pain comes from choice, and choice itself is a kind of pain. The first cry that people come to the world proves the pain of choosing to be human. No one comes to the world with a smile. Life is faced with too many choices, that is to bear too much pain. Some shackles are set by ourselves, some misfortunes are predestined.

"Some love, when our youth step by step away, then difficult to have! Who is the past, who is the present, who is the future and who is the future. It doesn't matter. It's not worth looking back again. To go, to come, to stop will stop, love will be in. I think, there will always be a day, we will think of each other at the same time, no matter sunny or rainy.

"Because of you, I try to know what sweet taste is; because of you, I really feel heartbreaking pain, that kind of pain is also because of you; because of you, I don't want to defend myself in love or not, because this heart has already told you; because of you, I know what love is and learn to love!

"I want to say sorry to you. I'm sorry. I really love you. I love you, but I'm sorry. Because I love you, I want to leave you Because I love you, so I hope you are happy! As long as you are happy, I will be happy! Because I love you, I should let you go! Because I know there is a kind of love, called - give up! That's my deepest love for you

"Brother, dear, I left you and will not come back When I still love you, but this love has become your burden, but this love is a kind of pain, then, I choose to let go! I'm not lucky to leave you. You will be happier without me Brother, I wish you... "

See here, tears blurred my eyes, my heart pain unceasingly, sad tears fell quietly from my face.

I can't read any more. I close my diary, put it in its original place, hold my forehead down, and continue to cry silently.

Half a day later, when I calmed down, I stood up, walked to the washbasin at the door, wiped my face with a wet towel, and then sat on the sofa in a daze.

My eyes inadvertently fell to the side of the bookcase, in the bookcase of the top grid in the corner of the unattractive, put a few magazines.

I stood up, walked over, opened the cupboard door, flipped through the magazines, and suddenly a piece of white paper slipped out of a magazine and fell to the ground.

I bent down to pick it up and looked at it at random. This is a diagnosis.

If I look carefully, this is the diagnosis that determines Haizhu's fate.

I held the diagnosis book tightly, sat back on the sofa and looked at the diagnosis results over and over again

Thinking about the contents of the letter that Haizhu wrote to me in his diary that would never be sent out, and looking at the diagnosis, my heart became more and more determined to ask Haizhu to come back.

Just then, Haizhu pushed the door and came in. Xiaoqinru followed.

See me, Haizhu a Zheng, then looked back at the next small pro Ru.

Small pro Ru a tongue: "Haizhu sister, I haven't had time to tell you that brother Yi is coming."

With that, xiaoqinru made a face at me and went out, shutting the door to death.

I stood up with the diagnosis in my hand.

Haizhu saw the things in my hand, and her face suddenly changed.

"You What are you doing here? " Haizhu's voice trembled.

I looked at Haizhu's thin body and felt pity in my heart. I took a deep breath and didn't speak. Then I slowly tore up the diagnosis book in my hand.

"You What are you doing? " Haizhu said.

I will tear the pieces of paper in the air a Yang, pieces of paper snowflakes have fallen.

Then, I walked slowly to Haizhu and gazed at her haggard face.

"You..." Haizhu's eyes flashed a flustered color.

I tightly pursed my lips, slowly extended my right hand and stroked Haizhu's face

Haizhu didn't move. She lowered her eyelids and shivered slightly.

I stroked Haizhu's cheek and gazed at her face, trembling in my heart.

All of a sudden, I suddenly pulled Haizhu over and held Haizhu tightly in my arms.

I hold Haizhu's body tightly. Haizhu's body is much thinner and weaker.

Haizhu did not speak, breathing a little shortness of breath, want to struggle, but I hold very tight, can only be powerless to move a few times.

My chin touched Haizhu's shoulder and hissed, "come back with me."

"Let me go..." Haizhu said.

"Come back with me."

"You let me go first..."

I let go of Haizhu. Haizhu smoothed her hair, then pointed to the sofa: "sit down."I did not move, looking at Haizhu, or that sentence: "go back with me."

Haizhu slowly shook his head: "no, I have no way back."

"You didn't leave. How can you go back?" I said.

"I'm gone. I won't look back." Haizhu said.

"You are so stupid. You made such a ridiculous decision just because of this diagnosis." I said.

Haizhu sat down on the sofa, put her hand on her forehead and said, "since you have seen the diagnosis, I will tell you Yes, it's good. I'm stupid. However, the decision I made is not absurd No matter how beautiful the love is, it should go into marriage, into reality, in the face of reality, in the face of secularity, in the face of life. Marriage is life, not love. Since I can't give you a complete marriage, and since I can't be your parents' perfect daughter-in-law, my decision is based on reason, and it's not absurd. "

I sat opposite Haizhu and took Haizhu's cold hand: "ah Zhu, this idea is ridiculous. I won't think about you just because of this hateful diagnosis. I won't care about the so-called succession. I won't care. My parents are sensible people, and they won't care either Believe me, our family will not regard this as a very important thing

"I know that you love me. You always love me very much. When I was in the most difficult situation, you came to me. Now we are just about to recover and develop. Our career is just about to start, but you have to leave me Don't you forget our original oath? Don't you forget our original suffering Is fertility really so important? I don't care about it myself. My parents are also open-minded people. Why do you care so much? "

Haizhu did not speak, I repeatedly expressed this meaning incoherently to Haizhu.

Haizhu tightly pursed her lips, and her body kept shaking.

Half a day later, Haizhu took back her hand and looked at me: "have you finished?"

I stopped and looked at Haizhu.

Haizhu stood up, turned her back to me and kept silent for a moment: "now that you have finished speaking, let me say: don't repeat your reasons. I won't change my decision. Please go back."

Haizhu's voice sounds very sad, but very determined.

"Zhu --" I got up and went to Haizhu.

"Stay away from me." Haizhu snapped.

I couldn't help but stop.

"You Go back Thank you for coming to see me today. Please don't disturb me again in the future. "

"If you don't go back with me today, I will never leave!" I said firmly: "I have said all that I should have said just now. I will not repeat it any more!"

"You..." Haizhu turned to look at me, her eyes were a little stunned: "I heard brother Haifeng say that you are preparing to take the recruitment examination of public institutions in the city Now is the intense review stage, 800 talents admit one, you should concentrate on reviewing lessons, don't be distracted

I have reported the exam to Haifeng by phone, and Haifeng supports me very much.

"If you don't want to distract me, you'll come back with me today." I said: "otherwise, I don't review, don't test, I eat here and sleep here."

"You You You are a rascal Haizhu said, her eyes were red, and she seemed worried and angry.

I light a cigarette and smoke slowly.

For a long time, Haizhu stood there looking at me with helplessness and sadness in her eyes.

We are so deadlocked, she insisted not to go back, I insisted not to go, also did not take the exam to threaten her.

Finally, Haizhu sighed softly: "OK Let's step back You promise me to concentrate on your study and prepare for the exam

I relaxed for a while, looking at Haizhu: "OK, I promise you, what about you? Come back with me? "

Haizhu said: "I can't go back with you. In the afternoon, I will fly to Beijing and gather there. Tomorrow, I will fly to Dubai with the people of Sanshui group."

It turns out that Haizhu will fly to Beijing in the afternoon to Dubai.

I said, "it's good to go to Dubai And when you come back? "

"I won't turn a deaf ear to what you said just now. I need time to think about it. Please give me a buffer and I'll reply to you when I come back from Dubai." Haizhu said.

"Why wait to come back from Dubai? No, you can't answer now. Come back with me! " I said.

I am very worried that this is Haizhu's delaying strategy, one is to send me away, the other is to let me review my lessons well.

"I said, let's take a step back. Don't push me. Don't push forward." Haizhu said slowly, with a cold voice: "if you don't agree to my request, well, stay here yourself. If you don't go, I'll go. If you want to take the exam, you can take it. If you don't take it, even if you don't! It's none of my business

I was flustered and said, "I promise, I promise! Then wait until you come back from Dubai. "

Haizhu nodded: "I'm going to be busy now. I'm going to explain my work to the people in the company."Haizhu, this is an order.

I stood up.

Haizhu said: "when I come back from Dubai, your test results will come out basically. I hope to hear from you. "

I said, "will the results of my exam promote your return?"

Haizhu's eyes moved, then nodded without hesitation: "of course."

I waved my fist and said, "well, I'm going to be the first in the 800 people's test. I'm going to be the first in the written test and interview Do you believe it? "

All of a sudden, I feel that I have the motivation to review the exam. This is the real motivation, not the kind of pressure Li Shun gives me.

Haizhu nodded and said softly, "you have the strength, you have the ability. I believe you will succeed. "

I gave Haizhu a smile: "a Zhu, smile, let me have a look."

Haizhu tried to smile, the smile is full of sour and melancholy.

Looking at Haizhu's smile, I just want to cry in my heart, and my eyes are wet.

Haizhu turned around and said gently, "you go."

Zhu is busy with her work. Let me go. I can only leave.

In the afternoon, Haizhu flew directly from Xinghai to Beijing.

In the afternoon, I received a call from xiaoqinru, saying that after I left, Haizhu closed the door in the dormitory, covered the quilt and cried bitterly.

After listening to xiaoqinru, my eyes were wet again.