My beautiful boss and I

"I'm too arrogant to take the exam. I'm not talking about it now At present, the top priority is not to talk about how to mix officialdom in the future, but to pass the examination first. "

"Yes, it's too early to think about how to eat fruit before planting it You'd better review your lessons. I won't disturb you Haifeng stood up and shook himself: "let's go I won't disturb you recently. When the result comes out, I'll give you a banquet to congratulate you. "

Haifeng leaves.

I went back to my study and wanted to continue to review, but my mind was not stable. I was always thinking about the conversation with Haifeng tonight.

Look at the laptop on the desk, can't help but think of Qiutong, think of floating life like a dream.

Now, what is she doing?

Do not open the computer, login button.

She's here.

"What are you doing?" I hit the keyboard.

"You Why are you up here? " She said.

"During the study break, take a rest, come up and take a stroll Why are you here? " I said, "wait for me?"

"No I look up information on the Internet and chat with piggy

"What kind of information do you look up and chat about? Talk to her during the day and at night. It's late at night during the day. Now it's day between you and her. You won't let her rest and get down to business? "

"Why do you care so much? It's not that you don't want to rest Your task now is to review your lessons well and don't worry about it. "

"I'll ask you what you're worrying about? What information do you look up and what content do you talk about? "

"I won't tell you."

"Really not?"

"Well..."

"Not at all?"

"Well..."

"Well, I'll take it."

"Well..."

"I did."

"Well Don't stay up too late, rest early Go down and have a rest. "

I didn't go down and said, "I didn't study just now. Haifeng just left. We had a chat."

"I know. I sent him downstairs."

"Haifeng knows about Haizhu."

"Well, I told him, I only told you and Haifeng As Haizhu's brother, I think he should know Although I do so, Haizhu may not be happy to know, but I still want to do so. "

"Do you care about Haizhu's attitude to you?"

"Yes I don't want to lose Haizhu. I don't want to see her unhappy. I want to see her happy She encountered such a thing, I am very sad, and sympathize with her, but I will not let her know that I sympathize with her, it will hurt her self-esteem Of course, I will try to avoid some misunderstanding with her and try to avoid her feeling towards me. "

"Do you feel tired by doing this?"

"There are so many tiring things in life, that's more than that Just face it right Besides, no matter how difficult life is, nothing can't be solved as long as you live. "

"Nothing can't be solved as long as you live." I couldn't help repeating it.

"Yes Although sometimes in the vortex of remorse and guilt In fact, life is like a cup of boiled water, plain and light; but it's like a cup of boiled water with sugar, sweet; it's also like a cup of boiled water with salt, salty. "

"You What do you want to solve when you are struggling on the Internet at the moment? " I said.

"As I said just now, I won't tell you."

"Do you think you can solve all the difficulties?"

"No - I'm willing to solve it. I believe it can be solved. If it can't be solved, it can't be solved."

"What you said can't be understood as unwillingness?"

"Perhaps, it can be understood in this way, perhaps, this reluctance is a helpless and necessary choice."

I was silent, and so was she.

I went down the line in silence.

I don't know what Qiu Tong is looking up on the Internet, and I don't know what she is talking about with Xiao Zhu. However, I understand the meaning of her answers.

There are two kinds of things in life: what has happened and what hasn't happened. We can't change what has happened, so we don't have to be persistent. What hasn't happened can be divided into two situations: one is that it can be changed with the current action; the other is that it can't be changed. Perhaps, in the face of reality, I believe that we should not waste time and energy to regret the past or worry about the future, but strive to do a good job in the present.

Buddha said: the heart of the moment, thus peaceful!

Mind suddenly wandering out of a sentence: people are the most complex emotional animals, no one can decide the way you want to go, the heart of the compass broken will make people lost. Life can go in a straight line, which is in my heart. But the helpless compromise, helplessness and obedience in life often make themselves deviate from the original track and waste a lot of timeThat's what I once said to you.

Although she is fading away in my air, she can't disappear in my mind.

In reality, Qiutong and I are no longer possible, so I can only leave the floating life as a dream in my deep memory and turn her and my past into the most sad and desolate song in my life.

With a long sigh, I bowed my head and continued to review my lessons. I took out the posture of the college entrance examination and stayed up late to study hard.

The next day, while driving to work, I received a call from sun dongkai.

"Come to my office!" With that, sun hung up.

Sun dongkai's voice seemed lukewarm.

What did sun dongkai want me to do?

Too late to think about it, he drove directly to the group headquarters and then went directly to sun dongkai's office.

Push the door in, sun dongkai is sitting behind the big boss table, Cao Li is also in.

Sun dongkai was answering a phone call. Seeing that I raised my eyelids and continued to answer the phone, Cao Li nodded to me and asked me to sit down.

"Well, all right, Secretary Lei, I remember what you said. I'll do as you say." Sun dongkai nodded to the phone.

He was on the phone with ray.

"Well, Secretary Lei, thank you for your concern for the group and your love for me Goodbye, Secretary Lei Sun dongkai said with a smile and hung up.

Put down the phone, sun dongkai looked at me, mouth slightly opened, ha tone, and then looked at me slowly and said: "Xiaoyi, are you busy in recent days?"

"Not bad!" I said.

"It's almost the end of the year, and the big subscription is coming to an end All kinds of tedious, all kinds of summary, all kinds of evaluation, all kinds of inspection, all kinds of commendation We should grasp the priority of our work and regulate the sucking of our work Sun dongkai said.

"Well..." I nodded.

"Yesterday, I called the boss of Dandong newspaper group and heard him say that the communication between you and Qiutong on their side a few days ago had a good effect. Your speech caused a huge sensation and won the unanimous praise of their group." Sun dongkai smile: "this is very good, you give our group face, give me face long light."

"Oh..." I couldn't guess what sun dongkai meant by calling me.

Sun dongkai continued his rambling speech: "I had dinner with Minister Guan last night."

I think it's a little puzzling. Shit, it's none of my business for you to have dinner with Guan Yunfei. Do you need to report this to me? Malgobi, why did sun dongkai call me here in the early morning? A hammer in the East and a hammer in the West.

"Have a good meal Are you full? " I picked it up at random.

"Not full." Sun dongkai's tone began to be lukewarm again.

"Oh..." I didn't expect that I said casually that sun dongkai really got on with it. The son of the tortoise has not had enough to eat. If you go home to eat, do you still have to answer this question? Fuck -

"why not? Is the food not to the taste? " I said.

"It's delicious. It's very good. It's my favorite food." Sun dongkai said.

"Then why don't you taste good?" I said.

"No appetite." Sun dongkai took out a cigarette, lit it, and took two puffs slowly. His eyes looked at me through the curl of smoke.

"What? Do you have stomach trouble? " I said.

"No stomach trouble." Sun dongkai said without expression.

This Birdman is playing in circles with me!

"Then why don't you have an appetite?" I patiently accompany sun dongkai around the world. I want to know what tricks he is going to play today.

"Because I'm in a bad mood, I have a bad appetite." Sun dongkai said.

"Oh In a bad mood Who bothered you? " I said.

"You --" sun dongkai said.

Damn, he finally started to cut into the theme. It turned out that I was the reason why I didn't have enough.

"What did I do to you?" I said.

"Last night, I accompanied minister Guan to a reception. During the dinner, Minister Guan asked me something, which made me very embarrassed and embarrassed." Sun dongkai said.

"It's about me?" I said.

"Yes

"What's the matter?" I said.

"Minister Guan asked me how prepared you are to take part in the recruitment examination of municipal institutions? He also said, "let me support you for this exam." Sun dongkai looked into my eyes and said slowly, with great dissatisfaction in his voice.

I am a Leng, I sign up for the exam, Guan Yunfei how to know?

"When my subordinates took part in the examination, the director of Customs knew about it, but I didn't know about it yet When the leader asked me, I knew nothing and couldn't answer It makes me very passive. " Sun dongkai's voice sounded very unhappy: "Xiaoyi, I want to ask you, do you have any opinions on me, what makes you dissatisfied with me, you can report to minister Guan about your application for the examination, and you have been hiding it from me all the time...""I didn't report it to him Absolutely not. " I said.

Sun dongkai's face became more ugly and said, "you didn't report it to minister Guan. Did I report it? Examination is not an important job. Even if you report it to the higher level, it doesn't matter. You don't have to admit it

"It's a good thing that you want to make progress and improve yourself when you take the entrance examination. I won't stop you, but you shouldn't have no information about it with me. If you can report it to minister Guan, can't you tell me?

"How passive and embarrassed I am in front of minister Guan when you do this? When my department went down to take the exam, the leaders knew it, but I didn't know it. How would the leaders see me and us? Xiaoyi, I want to know if you still have my leader in your eyes. "