My beautiful boss and I

It must have been my words that reminded her of Danton and me that night

"I I That night In Dandong What happened to us after drinking I I don't know Would you Will you be pregnant with So I I think I want to ask Ask you... " Alcohol strengthened my courage, I continued to stammer, the heart beat badly.

"You You... " Qiu Tong didn't dare to look at me. She blushed and breathed more quickly.

"I I had a physical examination and the doctor said I I have a lot of sperm and I have a lot of energy It's all straight To If you were in danger or ovulation that day, then Then you will be pregnant with me We Our children. " I kowtow to say that the feeling of drinking Erguotou began to have some upper.

"You You Come on Stop talking You You Come on Shut up. " Qiutong's voice sounded dreamy, and there were some sad requests. Then she lowered her head to cover her face, blushed to her neck, trembled all over, and her plump chest fluctuated violently.

"Before menstruation 7 days after 8 days are safe period!" I quickly said, although Qiutong let me shut up, but I still want to say this, remind Qiutong, let her understand this matter.

Qiutong didn't speak. She continued to sit opposite me with her head down and face covered. Her white neck was still blushing, her body continued to tremble slightly, and her plump chest continued to rise and fall

I can see that my words stirred up strong waves in her heart and gave her great stimulation. Her heart must have returned to that unforgettable night of intoxication.

Looking at Qiutong's delicate and frightened appearance at the moment, thinking about the intense feelings of Qiutong and I after drinking that night, thinking about what I had done with Qiutong after drinking, thinking about the close interaction and extreme entanglement between spirit and flesh that must happen between us in our infatuation, as well as the relationship between our ears and temples, thinking about Qiutong's half naked body that we woke up the next day, and thinking about the bright red beach on the snow-white sheet, my heart is full of drama Strong beat, a strong impulse rushed to the brain, the whole body blood flow rate suddenly accelerated

Under the strong impulse, I suddenly stood up and walked to Qiutong.

I don't know why. At this moment, in my spiritual world, the whole world suddenly feels that it doesn't exist, just me and Qiutong.

I don't know what I'm going to do to Qiutong at this moment in my office.

I don't know. I'm pretending. I know what I want to do.

I'm not drunk, but at this moment, in this situation, my brain is blank. It seems that the whole person is drunk. This kind of drunkenness is no less than that of Dandong that night. It's a mess. It's just that at that time, my body lost control and my brain was broken. At this moment, my brain didn't lose memory, and I can still control my body.

I don't know why I am like this. I don't know why my nerves and body have such crazy feeling of intoxication, anesthesia, confusion and frenzy.

I don't know whether it's because seeing Qiutong's appearance at the moment stimulates me, or because I think of the fiery scene that night, or because I haven't done that for many days, the physiological pressure inside my body is extreme, and I need to release it under the stimulation of alcohol. I just feel that my brain is surging with irresistible impulses, and the blood flow inside my body is getting faster and faster There is a heat flow surging in the abdomen, trying to gush out one by one

Shaking, I stretched out my hands and gently put them on Qiutong's shoulder

Although it is across the coat, I can still feel Qiutong's body is very hot and hot.

My hand can't help but use the next force, subconsciously can't help but suddenly want to pull Qiu Tong to embrace her, tightly, tightly embrace her.

Qiu Tong's body suddenly trembled.

I suddenly pulled Qiutong's body up. In her exclamation, I pushed her back and let her lean against the wall opposite her desk. I put one arm around her neck and then squeezed her body.

"Don't --" Qiutong just said two words, his lips were immediately blocked and sealed by my lips.

I closed my eyes, and I was in a daze. Though I was wearing clothes, I could still feel her body's elasticity, fullness, and heat

All these things seem to happen in an instant. Except for the word "don't" and a exclamation, Qiutong didn't have time to make any response. However, my brain is blank. The desolation and hunger of my soul and body make me crazy in an instant. I don't even know how to do it.

All of a sudden, everything happened in an instant.

At this time, I forget all the troubles and worries in the world, all the helpless reality and memories, all my conscience and responsibility, Haizhu, Donger, clouds, Lishun, summer, summer rain and Haifeng

I hold Qiutong tightly and feel the spiritual stimulation brought by the sudden explosion of the lonely soul in the wilderness

"Wu --" Qiu Tong's throat made a low voice, she began to react, her body began to struggle, her hands began to try to push me away.However, in front of my sudden outbreak of madness, her resistance was quickly turned into powder by my powerful arm and extrusion, which seemed so weak and weak.

"Wu -" Qiutong uttered a dull groan, her body was shocked suddenly, and then a little paralyzed.

She continued to push me with her hands, but she couldn't push me away.

"A tong, I love you --" while kissing Qiu Tong, I finally gave out a low roar.

This low roar, suppressed for a long time, finally broke out.

Autumn Tung's body is suddenly a quiver, suddenly silent.

When I sucked her lips again, I suddenly felt that Qiutong had given up her resistance, her body suddenly became stiff and cold, and her lips also became cold -

I opened my eyes and saw Qiutong's weak and sad eyes, Qiutong's wooden and sad expression, and Qiutong's sad and sour tears

"Let me go --" I heard the cold voice of Qiutong.

It's not very loud, but it's like thunder to me.

My body suddenly froze, and the heat and torrent inside my body were rapidly receding.

Involuntarily, I let go of Qiutong's body.

Qiu Tong's body suddenly a soft, seem to collapse to the ground, but, immediately, she stood up again, powerless against the wall, staring at me.

I was in a daze, looking at Qiutong.

Qiutong's face is a little pale, her eyes suddenly become bright after a short period of daze. It seems that she was confused by my madness just now, and she suddenly wakes up.

Qiutong took a deep breath.

"You You You are crazy You You Drink crazy, you Alcohol doesn't anesthetize you, but you anesthetize yourself. " Qiu Tong's lips were trembling and her voice was sad.

I stood there, feeling a great fear in my heart.

"I'm sorry Sorry, I I can't promise you, I can't cater to you I can't obey you We We You can't repeat the mistakes you've made No, absolutely not Qiutong was silent for a moment, then said.

Although her voice trembled, her tone was very firm, and her clear and sour eyes looked directly at me.

Qiutong's words were like a basin of cold water, which suddenly put out the heat wave in my brain and body. I suddenly returned to the reality, the cruel reality that she and I were facing, and the conscience and responsibility that I needed to bear. Haizhu suddenly flashed in front of me, as if I saw Haizhu staring at me with sad eyes.

Dare not continue to face the pure and bright eyes of Qiutong, my heart shudder, not from shame to lower the head, shameless.

"No We can't We can never make this mistake again I We can't do anything wrong to her I We It will never be possible. The past can only be the past I'm sorry Qiutong straightened her messy hair, arranged the clothes I had messed up, murmured, shook her body a few times, and then walked slowly to the door.

"You You haven't answered my question I whispered.

Qiutong ignored me and stumbled out to bring me to the door.

I Lengleng stand in place, Qiutong just words like a steel needle pierced my heart, pain unbearable.

I suddenly feel that my behavior towards Qiutong just now is like an animal. No, it's not as good as an animal!

Zheng for a long time, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

Then, I sat down on the chair where Qiutong had just sat, lowered my head, grabbed my hair, tore it, and let out a wild, desperate and confused wail

My tears suddenly burst into my eyes, and the rain of tears was falling

That night, I went back to my dorm and lay on the sofa. With the shame and sadness of Qiutong, the physical and psychological depression that I could not release, and the great condemnation and guilt of Haizhu's conscience, I drank a bottle of Erguotou alone.

I drop the empty bottle on the floor, stumble into the bedroom, fall on the bed, look up at the ceiling, think about Haizhu, think about Qiutong, think about the past hot and sweet with Haizhu, think about the infatuated night with Qiutong and the frenzied action impulse in the afternoon, my vision is gradually blurred

Winter evenings are especially easy for people to be satisfied with warmth, and even have a kind of attachment to warmth. So, under the anesthesia of alcohol, I quickly entered into sleep in such warmth

In the middle of the night, when I woke up, I began to smoke.

After smoking a cigarette, I got out of bed, went to the window, opened the curtains, and looked at the silent and cold winter sky. A lonely cold moon was hanging in the night sky, casting a cool and desolate light

Once upon a time, I dare not look forward to too much truth, I have been waiting for a lonely heart, dare not enjoy some small beautiful scenery around, always, in a hurry to let go of their own pace. I don't know if it's an escape!You've been escapist, and so have I. However, on that day, in the Yalu River Cruise, you broke into my calm life, even if I close my eyes and try my best to resist, it is difficult to reduce my fantasy and forget my concern for you. You always let me worry, always in the dead of night, a kind of Acacia, thousands of kinds of sadness in my heart, looking forward to being with you all my life.

However, we have to face too many harsh realities, the conscience and responsibility determined by our character. We have to let those two hearts sneak into the cold winter night with the wind.

Many times, we can only sigh helplessly about the ruthlessness of life. I know there are too many ups and downs in real life. We all have to face them, and we have to face them. I can't just sigh about fate. Because, I know, in fact, in the air, there is also a you and I wind and rain, walk together in the journey of life, together with wind and rain.

Perhaps, because of the air, we will not be afraid to bear more pain and injury, just afraid to lose this soft entangled sentiment.

I know, perhaps, in that invisible space, where you are is my paradise!

All of a sudden, my heart burst into tears, and the cold rain fell one after anothe