My beautiful boss and I

I can only say to her, "it's nothing Where there will be any excitement Maybe you're oversensitive. "

"I wish I had been more thoughtful. Maybe I was guilty of being a thief." She said.

Her words make my heart jump again. She may think that Li Shun is aware of her "derailment". She is "derailed" both mentally and physically. In the face of Li Shun's strange eyes, she may understand that Li Shun is aware of it. In this way, her expression may be empty and uneasy. In fact, it will make Li Shun believe that he is going to Qingdao Check KK's results, will be more that she has a different hobby from ordinary women.

Two different understandings happen to come together. Both sides roam in their own understanding thinking, but they don't know each other's real thoughts.

In fact, it's her. Since I had Dandong with her that night, when I faced Haizhu, my heart felt empty from time to time. I felt that I had done something wrong to Haizhu and that I had done something contrary to the normal theory and morality.

I don't know why I feel this way. I don't know why.

Perhaps, people are difficult to get out of the secular moral garden, are used to using tradition to restrain themselves.

The real feeling in the heart is one thing, and what is right in reality is another.

This is contradiction, this is entanglement.

Contradictions are everywhere, tangled like a shadow.

"Don't think so much Now that it's happened, let's face it. " I said it insincerely.

"What else can I do but face it It's hard to recover the mistakes you've made We can only try our best to make up for it and seek the comfort of our conscience. " She said.

I sighed: "tomorrow the sun will rise, life will continue."

I don't know if it's comforting her or comforting myself.

After a moment's silence, she said: "in fact, I know that there is no if in life, only to face it. Some things are doomed to be irretrievable, and I can only silently warn myself not to be sad, not to repeat the mistakes of the past, and strive to be the most true self, and strive to stand at the highest place of life, life and soul. "

I said, "how can I stand at the top of life, life and soul?"

"When you forget your past, be satisfied with your present, and ignore your future, you are at the top of your life," she said. When success won't make you too happy, failure won't make you how, insipidity won't drown you, you stand at the top of life. When you think of the past with a smiling heart, look forward with a hopeful heart, look down with a generous heart, and look up with a calm heart, you stand at the top of your soul I don't know if I can really do it, but I think, since life is still going on, since life is going on, then I will try my best to do it. "

"Try to do it." I murmured.

"Yes, try to Try to do well Let yourself grow and mature in your efforts. " She said: "people have to grow up and see the flashy world more clearly. They have to see through the disguised truth and the hidden falsehood. Many things they originally believed will no longer be believed. However, we should believe, believe in beauty, believe in goodness, and believe that the last youth is still in our hands. I believe that in this world, beauty is always more than darkness, joy is always more than suffering, and there are many things to believe as always. "

Her words make my heart rise and fall, and I can't help imagining

Whether, life is like a cup of coffee without sugar, which tastes bitter and astringent, but has a long lasting aftertaste;

whether, life is a journey, does not care about the destination, but about the scenery along the way and the mood of seeing the scenery;

whether, life is a bumpy road, even if you keep falling, you must get up Come on, stick to your dreams.

Whether or not, I should tell myself that if I don't give up one second, there will be hope in the next.

However, in the face of the cruel reality, where is my hope? Where is her hope? Where is our hope? Dare I not give up? Dare she not give up?

We are facing the same result: give up!

Give up what has happened, give up the unpredictable future, give up the invisible trace in the soul.

Thinking like this, I can't help feeling depressed again

After a long silence, she said, "let me tell you something. I just got it at dinner."

"What's the news?" I said.

"Tomorrow, the court will hear the case of chairman Ping." She said.

"Oh..." My brain is very excited. After so long, it's time for the court to decide.

"What do you think the result will be?" I said.

"I don't know It's unpredictable. " She said.

"The two of them I don't think you're worried about your life, are you I made a tentative remark.

"I don't think Now, we basically don't kill corruption cases. It's no better than before. " She said: "according to the internal grapevine, the amount of money involved in the case of President Ping has been rising to more than 20 million. There are both embezzlers and bribers. However, the amount of money involved in the case of the chairman of the board has been shrinking. At first, it was several million, but now it is said that it is decreasing.""Oh What's going on? " I don't understand.

"I don't know the specific reason. Maybe it's the real verification of the investigation results. At least the amount of money involved in the case can't be falsified. In recent years, the annual revenue of the advertising company is several hundred million yuan, and the boss of the advertising company will benefit a lot if he relaxes a little However, it is not easy to understand that the amount of money involved in the case of the chairman is shrinking Maybe it's impossible to verify the original number, or maybe it's.... "

"What is it?"

"The result of the power struggle Protect the needs above That's the difference between big and small. "

"Oh What do you mean

"Although the chief executive is anxious to deal with other people, he can't be directly involved in the chief executive It makes him feel desperate. Even if he goes to prison, he can also report In this way, it is bound to bring out more senior and important people Therefore, as for the chairman of the board of directors, I think it is still necessary to ensure that they will instruct the case handling personnel to be lenient. "

I thought about it and said, "the municipal leader who has the closest relationship with the chairman of the board, I think it should be Guan Yunfei He is the immediate boss of the Chairman When the chairman goes in, I think he should be the most upset However, Lei Zheng is the Secretary of the political and legal Commissar. I think you have heard about the relationship between him and Guan Yunfei. They are basically irreconcilable. They have been enemies for many years. Now that the chairman of the board is in Lei Zheng's hands, how can Lei Zheng easily let go of the chairman and not dig deeper into the bigger people behind the scenes? Therefore, I think it is difficult to understand that the amount of money involved in the case of the chairman is constantly shrinking. "

"There's a certain truth in what you said. It's true that Guan Yunfei is one of the most important people who has the closest relationship with the chairman of the board of directors. Guan Yunfei's relationship with Lei Zheng is very strong. However, you should not forget that the chairman of the board of directors will not only have a close relationship with Guan Yunfei's municipal leaders, but also the leaders of all units directly under the municipal government, whether they are government ministries, commissions, bureaus, Party committees, departments or groups The Secretary of the municipal Party committee nodded his head in person before taking office.

"According to the common sense, Lei Zheng absolutely wants to dig deep into the chairman of the board of directors. He will hope to bring out big fish. To put it bluntly, he wants to catch Guan Yunfei. But can Lei Zheng's wishful thinking succeed? Since Guan Yunfei is not the only city leader closely related to the chairman of the board of directors, will other city leaders involved jointly put pressure on Lei Zheng, and even the Secretary of the municipal Party committee and the mayor have such instructions? Lei Zheng zainiu, dare he offend a large area? Does he dare to confront the Secretary of the municipal Party committee? He is a man who has been in the officialdom for many years. He is very clear about the result of confrontation with the top leader. "

"Therefore, even if Lei Zheng wants to dig out Guan Yunfei through the chairman's case, he has to face the reality and have to give up?" I said.

"Yes, it's a wise move. As an official, he is very cautious in dealing with affairs. If he doesn't have the absolute assurance of winning, he won't do anything Guan Yunfei is a cadre in charge of the provincial government. Even if Lei Zheng dares to fight with the Secretary of the municipal Party committee to overthrow Guan Yunfei, is he sure of winning? Can he ensure that there is no guanyunfei relationship in the province? Can he ensure that some important person in the province can make up his mind to give up the protection of guanyunfei?

"Once Lei Zheng fails to bring down Guan Yunfei, he is bound to have bad luck, which will lead to rapid counterattack and revenge from other high-level leaders, including Guan Yunfei, who have been frightened. At that time, he may not be able to steal the chicken, or even ruin his political future."

"In this way, the chairman of the board is a tool for the power struggle at the top level, and his fortune is determined by the outcome of the power struggle at the top level. Once the balance of the struggle is tilted to Lei Zheng's side, he will have bad luck, otherwise, he will be lucky."

"Yes, but at the moment, it seems that he will be lucky It's said that there are clear instructions for the handling of the chairman's case. It's not allowed to expand the scope of the case. All inconclusive evidence will be excluded, and all specious accounts will be excluded This may be the reason why the amount of money involved by the chairman is getting less and less. "

"In this way, in a sense, President Ping is the victim of the power struggle. In the high-level game, he is just a small chess piece. At this time, I'm afraid no one will protect him..." I said.

"Alas..." She sighed: "this is the sorrow of little people In recent years, President Ping has been relying on the care of the chairman of the board of directors. He has no fear of doing things. He is getting deeper and deeper in the mire of corruption. He thinks that there is nothing wrong with the chairman of the board of directors as his umbrella, but where does he think that once the chairman of the board of directors is difficult to protect himself, there is nothing safe for him

"Once it has made up its mind to protect the chairman, no one will give it to him even if he wants to make a contribution and make atonement. His case has nothing to do with the senior leaders above. As long as the chairman's mouth is blocked, who will care about his life? Even, in order to show the city's determination and strength to fight corruption, the city will instruct the general manager to make a heavier sentence. "

After reading her words, I was silent.

She went on: "money is a good thing, but a gentleman who loves money should get it properly. It's not his own money, it's not proper money. Don't stretch out your hand. As the old saying goes, don't stretch out your hand. If you stretch out your hand, you will be caught! The more powerful a person is in officialdom, the more temptations he will face. At this time, it is very necessary to keep himself clean As long as you go straight, stand upright and keep yourself clean, no one can seize the opportunity to use you as a tool for power struggle. "Although she can't see me, I can't help nodding.

Although I have been exposed in front of Qiutong, we are still used to no video and no voice when chatting.

I'm used to everything.