My Beautiful Commander

Hello everyone,

As you all know, I am suffering from health issues from the past few weeks. Just when I felt that I recovered enough, my bf and I broke up in a way I never even imagined.

I am not the one to share my personal issues with you and rant my feelings out here. But, I seriously owe you guys an explanation for my long absence. So, pardon me in advance.

Let me tell you guys, relationships can wreak a havoc on you. We are in a relationship for about three years, and on one fateful day I found out that he had been cheating on my back since the past --- years.

Life f*cked me up in the worst way possible. [ Pardon me for using bold words].

Three years...

I believed him and fought for 3 years! When you realize that all you've built over the years is nothing but a house of cards, it sucks. When I understood that the person I am trusting all along is only playing with my feelings, it hit me hard.

I cried and cried till I am hospitalised again, much to the heartbreak of my parents. I am discharged from the hospital on 4th December.

*Sighs*

Let me tell you, my best friend hit me hard [ she slapped me a few times, lol] and my brother nagged me all day for a week, to make me smile again.

Brothers are sweet, he was the one who forced me to start writing again. He told me ' Sis, writing is the only thing which can keep you sane. Me and many of your readers are waiting for you. Don't keep them waiting for too long. There are many out there who love you and wish you the best.

Sort out your thoughts and start writing again. And, I bet that you will forget that a**hole within a month.'

I've shared this announcement of mine in my other two novels. Due to some technical problems, I am not able to release this as a normal chapter in MBC since it's under premium. I don't want you guys to spend SS just to read my announcement, but it seems that there is no other way to reach you.

I've posted this announcement in my discord channel and my other novels. But, I am not sure about how many of you know about my situation. So, this is the reason for my late announcement in here. My apologies for your SS, it's not my intention to make you use them just for reading this.

Now, I am back with Jun Lan. I will be back with My Beautiful Commander in a few days.

I made many promises to you and I successfully managed to break my promises. I know that my apologies may not placate you but I am sorry guys for failing to live up to your expectations.

I suffered a huge blow both emotionally and physically and I found my writing affected in a very bad way because of all the s*it in my life. I don't want to post some chapters just to wipe the dust off me.

My Beautiful Commander means a lot to me and I really want to put my best into it.

I will not be promising the exact number of chapters because whenever I am doing that something unexpected is happening ( laptop failure & relationship failure