My CEO Husband

But it was because of this understanding that he hated himself even more.

Qin niange, what skill do you have to let Li Mingyi worry about you?

Li Mingyi is disgusted with himself, so he can only keep drinking to make himself sober.

But the effect is negligible.

The more drunk, the clearer the heart, the more intense the complicated emotion of Qin niange.

Touch!

The wine cup is broken on the ground, and pieces can no longer be pieced together.

Touch!

The wine bottle was also declared dead.

Qin niange got up early the next morning and took out his mobile phone for a look.

No more missed calls and text messages, she felt empty for a while, and finally opened wechat.

It has been one day and two nights since I last logged into wechat.

In this day and night, a lot of things happened.

It is the Gulf that she and Li Mingyi can never cross.

The first dynamic in her circle of friends was commented by someone who gave her a sense of familiarity.

"It looks delicious. I hope you can make a bowl of noodles for me sometime."

Qin niange feels very strange. Why does this person always have such a passion with her?

Not someone you know?

She did not reply, quit wechat, went downstairs to eat breakfast prepared by Xiao Xia, and began the day's activities.

But when she got to the garden, she found that Xiao Xia had taken care of the garden, so she didn't need to interfere at all.

And Xiao Xia also came out at this time, took an umbrella for her, treated her as a weak and sick person, "Miss, how did you come out? The sun is so big, don't come out, go back to the room! Doctor Gu said, "you need a good rest!"

"Xiao Xia, don't be so nervous, OK? I'll be fine. " Qin niange has some helplessness.

But Xiao Xia insisted, "no! You have to go to the room! Let's go and paint. I can't come here to bask in the sun. I'll take care of the garden and make sure it grows well, OK

Stubborn but Xiao Xia, Qin niange can only go back to the room.

Xiao Xia even enthusiastically supported her easel.

But Qin niange sat in front of the easel, but he couldn't draw at all.

No inspiration.

As long as she stayed in this room, all she thought was Li Mingyi.

Time shook his head, Qin niange said to himself, "Qin niange, can you be sober? How can you leave after that? "

Maybe it's psychological cues, or maybe it's something else.

Qin niange gradually calmed down. Although she had wasted a lot of painting paper, she still had a painting that she could hold.

She rubbed her sore neck, got up and went downstairs to find some water to drink.

Gu Jun came in at this time with a basket of delicate fruits in his hand, "chanting, just taking a nap?"

"No, I just finished painting and came down to find some water to drink. Why are you here?" Qin niange poured him a glass of water.

Gu Junxiu handed the fruit to her, "I came to see you, just a shift break."

"Thank you." Qin niange went to the kitchen with a fruit basket.

These fruits all look delicious. She can't help washing them and serving Gu Junxiu.

Coming out with fruit, Gu Junxiu just finished the phone, and always gave her such a gentle smile.

"Have some fruit, brother Junxiu."

"You eat it. You choose the fruits you like better." Gu Junxiu said with a smile.

Qin niange looked at it. It's really beautiful.

And recently she has a better appetite, especially like to eat fruit.

Just for fear of trouble, Xiao Xia didn't say it.

Qin niange takes a small bite, and Gu Junxiu chats with her from time to time.

When Gu Junxiu was about to leave, he asked, "are you ready for the little operation you said yesterday?"

Qin niange's face changed and he bit his lips.

Gu Junxiu saw her like this and knew that she was not ready, and he didn't force her, "it doesn't matter. Think about it again."

Qin niange bowed his head, and his heart was very complicated.

When Gu Jun repaired the gate, he asked, "well, tomorrow I'll take you out for a walk. Maybe it will be better."

Qin niange wanted to refuse, but she knew that Gu Junxiu was for his own good, and finally nodded, "good."

Her promise, let Gu Junxiu face a happy, slightly excited said, "that's so decided, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning, you don't have to prepare anything, I will prepare for you."

"Good." Qin niange saw his smile, involuntarily infected, and gradually raised a smile.

This let Gu Junxiu heart a palpitation, "read song, you should smile more, you smile very good-looking."

Qin niange blushed for his praise, but Gu Junxiu left happily.

As soon as Gu Junxiu left, Qin niange looked at Xiaoyue standing beside him. Some begged and said, "Xiaoyue, can you not report to Li Mingyi?"

Xiao Yue looked very embarrassed. "Miss Qin, it's very difficult for me to let Dr. Gu in. If Mr. Li knows, he won't forgive me."

"Xiao Yue, please, just help me!"

Xiaoyue felt soft and could only nod, "OK, I won't report for the moment, but if Mr. Li finds out, Miss Qin will say something for me."

"Good." Qin niange is very grateful to Xiao Yue.

After she left, Xiao Yue could only shake her head helplessly, "if Mr. Li knows, I'm afraid Miss Qin can't protect me."

It seems that he has to be ready to pack up and leave at any time.

That night, Li Mingyi didn't call again.

Qin niange couldn't say whether he was happy or sad. He turned off his mobile phone and went to sleep quietly.

That's good. If it takes a little longer, maybe she can put it down.

The next day Gu Junxiu took Qin niange out to the welfare home.

This is the place where Gu Junxiu often comes. His hospital has been subsidizing welfare homes.

And he would come to check on the children every month.

Gu Junxiu let Qin niange follow his meaning, let her use other things to forget Li Mingyi.

Looking at the happy way she is playing with the children, Gu Junxiu knows that she is wrong.

The children in the welfare home are very lovely. Although some of them are very introverted, Qin niange patiently communicates with them, listens to them about their dreams and teaches them to draw

Less than half a day, the children like her very much.

Seeing this, Gu Junxiu said with a smile, "I've known the children for more than two years, but I can't compare with you. You see how much they like you."

Qin niange's face is full of smiles. Seeing the children's innocent and lovely appearance, things in his heart are gradually covered, "I also like to get along with them."

Gu Junxiu's heart moved slightly and asked subconsciously, "do you like children very much?"

"Of course!" Qin niange nodded for sure, "who doesn't like children? How lovely are they? And they are very kind, and there is no impurity in their eyes. "

Listen to her say so, Gu Junxiu in the heart is very bad taste.

Just when the welfare home opened, the children all went to eat, and they were quiet around.

Gu Junxiu thought for a while and said, "in fact, not necessarily. Look at the children here, are they lovely? But some of them were abandoned by their biological parents. "

Qin niange stared at Gu Junxiu in disbelief, "won't you? Why do their parents do this? "

"The fact is that some parents love their children very much, but some parents don't love their children. They even feel that the arrival of their children has brought them trouble, so they are very irresponsible." Gu Junxiu tells Qin niange about these cruel things one by one, and pays attention to her reaction from time to time.

Qin niange's face was slightly white, and his heart was gradually distressed, "don't parents love their children very much? It won't be like this! If I were a mother, I would not abandon my child. I would give him all my love. "

"What if the child is not blessed?"

"What do you mean?" Qin niange looks at him stupidly.

Gu Junxiu said, "for example, parents can't be together, but they have children. These children are not blessed, that is, the so-called illegitimate children. If his mother gives birth to him, he will bear this identity all his life, be looked down upon, be looked down upon, and live in this tragedy all his life. It's better not to have this child."

Qin niange leaned back on the chair, but he didn't find his voice for a long time.

Gu Junxiu knew that she was scared, and he was also very upset. "Reading songs, maybe my words are a little heavy, but I also said a fact, do you understand the meaning of this identity?"

She nodded suddenly.

How can you not understand?

Because she's an illegitimate child.

When she was very young, she had no company and was always alone.

Many times, she took her doll to please the little girl next door, hoping that she would play with her, but the little girl threw her doll on the ground and trampled on it.

And scolded, "my mother said, you are an illegitimate daughter without a father, can't make friends with you!"

That day, she held the trampled dirty doll and locked herself in the room all day.

It was her mother who came back from work and found her abnormality. After careful questioning, she said it.

At that time, her mother just held her in tears and kept saying sorry.

And told her not to let their children born in the future without blessing.

But now Gu Junxiu said this fact, coincides with his mother's words.

But her heart is faint pain, very uneasy, "brother Jun Xiu, you... Tell me what to do with these?"

"It's nothing. I'll just say it. Don't take it seriously." Gu Junxiu evaded her sight with a guilty heart.

Qin niange's heart is very heavy, as if to see their own future.

If she is pregnant with Li Mingyi's child, if Li Mingyi marries Su Zhiwei, and her child will become an illegitimate child

Does brother Junxiu mean to let her not fall too deep?

"I see." She nodded, heavy hearted, "but I don't know if I can do it, because the child is innocent."

"Don't think too much about singing. It's nothing." Gu Junxiu urged her to think more.