My CEO is as beautiful as a fairy

Ji MuQing took my hand, frowning and very uneasy, "Zhao Suo, i... I don't want you to take risks."

Miao Zheng, who had not spoken for a long time, suddenly interrupted, "Miss Ji, don't worry. With this boy's intelligence and witty response, it will be all right."

Ji Muqing looked at Miao Zheng with the sad look in the injury. He looked at the temple with a red face and scratched his head feel shy. "So, you chat. Let's go and look at the scenery first."

Several people left one after another, leaving space for us.

I took Ji MuQing's hand and sat down on the deck. "Xiaoqing, I know what you're afraid of. Don't worry. I'm dying. It's not easy for Lord Yan to invite me away."

"You always say that." Ji MuQing sighed deeply. "In the past, no matter what decision you made, I was on your side to support you, but this time, I want to stick to it for myself. Zhao Suo, I'm really afraid this time..."

"I know, I know." I pulled her into my arms and hugged her tightly. "If I told you that what I had experienced before was a thousand times more terrible than what I have encountered now, but I survived, would you still be so afraid?"

Ji MuQing stared at me and seemed to feel very incredible.

I seldom told her about the past. First, I don't want to recall, I'm afraid my heart will be uncomfortable. Second, I don't want to indulge in the past years. I want to come out and move on.

If you don't think about it, it doesn't mean you really don't think about it. Some things exist in the subconscious. Many nights, I dream that my comrades in arms are back and that we train together and drink together.

Many times I wake up, my eyes are wet and my eyes are sour.

It's just that I never told Ji MuQing about these things.

At this moment, I suddenly wanted to say, I don't know why, just wanted to say.

The battle about the fate of ten of us will not be erased in my life.

I sighed and said, "we only have ten people, but the other party has 30000 people. 30000 is more than ten. What do you think we can win?"

However, we just stuck to it, and we killed half of the enemy. Isn't it incredible?

But in our opinion at that time, this number was less than our budget. We expected to kill 20000 of them directly.

10 to 20000 ah, this is definitely a miracle moment in history.

The remaining 10000 people fought with our blood stasis. We fought and struggled with them with the only weapons in our hands. Throughout the night, the scream never stopped and the sound of blood flow never stopped. Even the snakes, insects, rats and ants in the jungle were afraid to come out.

That night, the sky was red, the moon was red, the stars were red, and even the leaves were red

Everyone is red with blood. You can't see where the eyes, mouth and nose are.

By dawn, there were only dozens of people left. In other words, we killed nearly 10000 people with our bare hands in one night.

What's that concept? Each of them could drown us with a mouthful of saliva, but we killed them.

We didn't feel tired at all. On the contrary, we were full of energy and wanted to kill all the others.

At this point, I can't help but look down, because my wrong command has killed them.

It took me a long time to adjust and ease, but I still felt like pressing a stone in my heart.

Ji MuQing knew I was very uncomfortable and took my hand intimately. "Stop it, I know, I know."

I gently shook my head, "no, I want to say that in the past three years, I have been running away and dare not face it. I thought I could feel better in this way, but in fact, there is nothing."

"It's hard. It's hard to remember. Running away makes me feel better for a while, but at the same time, it also makes me lose the opportunity to miss them. Some things have to be faced when they should be faced. It's my fault, it's my fault."

"I don't want to be deprived of the qualification to miss them because of my cowardice and incompetence."

"Zhao Suo, don't force yourself like that." Ji MuQing looked at me anxiously and said.

I met her eyes with a firm tone. "People, sometimes they just want to force themselves. If they don't force them, they will never be able to overcome that barrier. Don't worry, since I have dared to say, I have done enough mental preparation and have the ability to bear all that."

"At that time, we had an absolute advantage. As long as we pursued them, the enemy would never have a chance to survive. But what I thought at that time was that catching them alive was not that I wanted to make greater contributions, but that those people had high utilization value for us."

They obeyed my arrangement and surrounded them from all sides, ready to carry them in a nest.

We thought they were unarmed. We thought they were all lambs staying here. They all relaxed their vigilance. Until * suddenly sounded, I didn't know that they were not unarmed, but in the final desperate struggle.

*After the explosion, one of my comrades in arms was blown into meat mud on the spot.

The shock to me at that moment was so great that my head seemed to be blank and there was no memory.

Then, something unexpected happened to everyone. I was... Furious.

I can't remember anything about that memory. I only know that when I wake up, the ground is full of corpses, including enemies and my comrades in arms. And my hands are full of blood

I bowed my head to ease myself.

Ji MuQing held my arm tightly and wanted to comfort me.

After a moment of relaxation, I raised my head, took a deep breath and continued, "I don't know how my comrades in arms died or how those enemies died, but I always have a feeling that their death is related to me."

"In the first two years after I left the army, I didn't dare to touch anyone because I was afraid that I would suddenly go crazy and cause harm to others. I even thought that it would be better to die than live like this. However, whenever I had that idea, the smiling faces of those possessors kept flashing in my mind."

"Are they reminding me not to do stupid things? I don't know. I can't figure it out."

"Stop it, really stop it." Ji MuQing knelt on the ground and hugged me tightly. "Those things are over, don't think about it, and live a good life in the future."

I took Ji MuQing's hand and stared at her face. "Xiaoqing, thank you for your company in the past year. I really appreciate that you let me experience the life of a normal person."

"What do you mean?" Ji MuQing looked at me uneasily. "Are you saying goodbye to me? I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen..."

I smiled, reached out and scraped her nose, "no, I just want to speak my heart. I've survived such a difficult day. I won't pay attention to this little slaughter."

"I say so much just to tell you, don't worry about me. I may be made of iron. I bring my own golden bell jar and iron cloth shirt. No one can take me away. As for you, just take care of yourself. Don't let me worry about you."

Jimuqing rushed into my arms and whined, "Zhao Suo, I suddenly feel that I'm useless and can't help you. Every time you're in danger, I can only watch and pray for you in my heart. I... I'm really useless."

"Silly girl, don't say that. Being with me is a great help to me." I gently stroked her long soft hair.

Ji MuQing suddenly raised her head, looked at me firmly and said, "no, I don't want to be the woman behind you. I want to live and die with you. My water is good. Let me help you this time."

"Are you kidding?" I subconsciously refused. "It certainly won't work. Don't even think about it."

"Why?" Ji MuQing walked around in front of me and asked stubbornly, "do you look down on me and women? You call it discrimination against women, you know?"

"You know, I don't have that idea at all. I'm just worried about you. I don't want you to be a little dangerous." I said honestly.

Ji MuQing nodded, "well, I swear, I promise you, I will take good care of myself, won't distract you, and won't let you worry about me. Is that all right?"

I still shook my head, "no, No."

Ji MuQing simply stopped asking me, "this is my own business, and I have the right to decide freely. You can't control me. Whether you disagree or agree, I've decided so."

Then he stood up and left.

I quickly caught up, "Xiao Qing, don't be capricious."

"I'm not capricious." Ji MuQing looked at me very seriously. I can see that she is serious. "Zhao Suo, I want to be the woman who can accompany you all your life, not the woman who will only hide behind you every time you encounter danger."

"I think others can see me when they see you, not every time you introduce to others. This is my girlfriend Zhao Suo. What I want is the identity that can always be involved with you. Do you... Do you understand?" Ji MuQing is very excited and nervous. She doesn't remember what she said.

I saw clearly, listened really, and really felt her deep love.

A person is willing to live and die with you. This is your blessing. What are you dissatisfied with.

But I am also selfish. I want this love to last longer and be next to her forever, so I want to protect her selfishly.

I took her in my arms and murmured, "I know, I know."

When Ji MuQing was unprepared, my hand fell to her back neck and clicked her acupoints.