My CEO is as beautiful as a fairy

I will feel guilty and feel guilty. I will feel that I owe Ji MuQing.

Eight million is indeed not a small amount. Moreover, there may not be so much liquidity on the books of cutting-edge enterprises.

Give up? Or insist?

I'm in trouble.

Indeed, in their view, all my efforts now are to help others out of my own pocket. It seems that I do this to be a hero and to show how different I am.

I'm not God, I'm human, I'm human, I have my own ideas.

It's false to say you don't care what they think. It's also false to say you don't care what I do with Ji MuQing's money.

Two thoughts rolled in my mind, as if to turn my brain upside down.

I haven't spoken for a long time. My thoughts are really confused.

Zhao Xiaoru knocked on the table with her hand and reminded me, "I think it's better to forget it. You can find another way. You don't have to go this way."

I asked her, "do you think there is a faster, more effective and more convenient way than this?"

Zhao Xiaoru opened her mouth and choked on me. "Zhao Suo, I'm doing it for you. Don't take other people's kindness as a donkey's liver and lung. We're friends. I only tell you so much. Do you think I'll tell them so much if it's someone else? Whatever you like, I can take a commission from the middle. Eight million, that's one percent of me. I'll have a lot of money. Who would think there's a lot of money, silly?"

Zhao Xiaoru angrily scolded me, "you... I really don't know what to say about you. I don't care what you used to do, and I don't want to know, but since you have decided to live with sister Xiaoqing, and now that sister Xiaoqing is pregnant, can't you be calm and stay at home with her? You have to toss so many moths."

"A bin always says that you are a person who has no pursuit of fame and wealth. Hum, I don't think so. Sister Xiaoqing is such a good person. She is afraid of you all day. Don't you blame yourself at all? Don't you feel ashamed of sister Xiaoqing at all? And the child in her belly. She runs around with you all day before the child is born."

"I really feel unworthy for sister Xiaoqing. She is so good. Why do you have a special liking for you? You can't give her a sense of security." Zhao Xiaoru scolded this meal and said everything to my heart.

Carefully recall that I haven't given her anything since I was with Ji MuQing. Materially, I can't give, but she has been helping me. Mentally, I can't seem to give anything, because there are too many things that distract me. I don't have the ability and energy to pour all my thoughts on her. It's even worse in life.

Before marriage, a child suddenly appeared. I'm afraid it would have been unacceptable for other women, but Ji MuQing accepted it generously and treated the little pineapple as his own child.

No matter what it is, Ji MuQing is the one who pays, and I am the one who accepts her pay.

Zhao Xiaoru is right. Ji MuQing met me. It's really bad luck for eight generations. It's reasonable to say that with her conditions, the people who chase her can circle Chengdu, but why did she finally fall in love with me, a worthless little employee?

I looked at Zhao Xiaoru and took a deep breath, "Yes, I admit that I haven't given Xiaoqing anything. I'm not a qualified husband. No reason or excuse can excuse me, and I don't want to defend myself, but from now on, I want to try my best to play the role of husband. I use the media to spread martial arts so that everyone can learn to protect themselves. It's not that I want to be a hero. I want to be loved by everyone , I want to refresh my position and weight in this family. I want Ji MuQing's light to stop pressing me. No, it's not. I just want to protect my family and my relatives and friends. "

"You should feel the horror of those people during your trip to the island. They are more terrible than the demons from hell. If I tell you again, many parts of the earth may be suffering from those people, perhaps near us, perhaps in places we don't know. They plunder wantonly, kill children and old people who have no power to bind chickens, and kill people who don't obey them From the people they ordered, would you still think that I wanted to be a hero? "

"Maybe in the next moment, maybe in the next second, or be lucky. Tomorrow, in a month, the city we live in will also face such problems. When their butcher's knife is hanging over your head, but you are unable to resist, will you still feel that all I am doing is because I want to be a hero?"

"Ji MuQing and I have been together for so long, and no one knows her better than me. When she sees the old lady crossing the road, even if the company has a very important meeting, she will give up and help the old lady first. She is kind and compassionate. She thinks the world should be beautiful, and there should be no killing, debris and other things. When those bloody things happen to her one day When I was on the edge, I thought she couldn't be alone. She would help those in need. "

"No matter how strong I am, I can't protect everyone. Therefore, I hope they become stronger and don't become a burden to drag us back. You can say I'm selfish. I'm not a saint. I'm really selfish. As you said, Ji MuQing has done so much for me, but I haven't done anything for her, but now, I want to do it, I want to work hard. I want to do my best to protect and take care of her. "

After my words, Zhao Xiaoru looked at me steadily. It seemed that she had not been able to wake up from my words just now.

I picked up the coffee in front of me and drank it all at once, waiting for Zhao Xiaoru's reply to me.

After a short silence, Zhao Xiaoru asked me, "there are many ways to protect your lover, but why do you choose this one? Moreover, you are using sister Xiaoqing's money. Don't you think it's ridiculous that you use her money to protect her? With so much money, she can hire ten or eight bodyguards. Isn't it inferior to you?"

"Zhao Suo, I am not a bin, not Lu Xiaofeng, not your disciples. My thinking will not be led by you. Tell me honestly, do you have other purposes and reasons for doing so?"

Zhao Xiaoru in front of me really impressed me. She thought of a problem that no one else thought of.

This really shocked me. I always felt that she had a beautiful appearance and no connotation like other stars. Now, my idea seems to be changing.

I smiled and smiled helplessly, because at this time, some things have to be said.

I just didn't expect that under such circumstances, I would say it to Zhao Xiaoru.

I tapped the table with my fingers and thought about how to say it and how to use it. After all, I didn't even tell ah bin about it because it was too difficult to speak.

"Do you remember when they took me alone on the island?" I said.

Zhao Xiaoru nodded, "remember, you were taken away by them, and then came back safely. Moreover, during that time, your cultivation has made a breakthrough. Everyone has always wanted to know what happened to you during that time, but you haven't said it. Everyone respects you very much. If you don't say it, no one will ask."

I took a deep breath. Indeed, everyone didn't say it because they respected me and believed me, but I took everyone's respect as an umbrella and kept the secret I didn't want to say in my heart.

I feel guilty and remorse for my actions and thoughts.

These days, I am also very tangled and contradictory. Whether to say that thing or not, but every time I say it to my mouth, I swallow it back, because I can't open that mouth all the time.

"Do you remember that I once mentioned to you that my father may not have died?"

Zhao Xiaoru suddenly stared, "did you say that you were taken to see your father at that time?"

Zhao Xiaoru is really smart. She can understand what I mean with a little mention.

I smiled bitterly and nodded, "Yes, you guessed right. I always thought he was dead. On the snow mountain, I saw his bones in the March lake. I took his bones all the way back and found the best place to bury him, but suddenly one day, he appeared in front of me and told me that the bones belonged to someone else, not him. He told me he was still alive. Do you know what my heart was at that time Do you feel inside? "

Zhao Xiaoru frowned, looked at me with concern and didn't speak, because she knew that it was useless to say anything at the moment. Keeping silent was the most important thing to be a qualified listener.

I touched my nose because it was sour and uncomfortable, "I can't tell. I can't tell what it feels like. I really think it's all a dream. Everything is false. I trusted my father who thought he was a hero when I was young. Suddenly one day, he appeared in front of me as an identity I couldn't accept. Ha ha, this kind of dog blood bridge usually only appears in dog blood TV dramas. Who could have thought that it would really happen in reality."

I always reject that feeling and don't want to believe it's true.

Zhao Xiaoru said, "Zhao Suo, I don't know how to comfort you or persuade you, but I always believe that you can't fight. You are a tumbler and will never fall."

Her words really praised me. I'm a tumbler and will never fall.

But the fact is that the tumbler also falls down. What if the stones in his body are taken away.