My CEO is as beautiful as a fairy

I suddenly felt afraid, frightened and uneasy. Countless complex emotions lingered in my heart.

No matter what I do, I can't change the harm I brought to Ji MuQing.

I thought that as long as I worked hard enough and strong enough, as long as I stood at a certain height, I could give them safety and peace, but at this moment I found that I was wrong again.

When I don't have this ability, I bring her endless worry and anxiety. I push her to the edge of death every time, and then pull her back again. At that time, I will be afraid, I will be afraid, I will be afraid, I will hurt her and lose her. So I try to change and move to a higher position, thinking that I have enough ability to protect her, but now, I'm already doing something to hurt her.

I can't help asking myself, Zhao Suo, what are you doing?

What the hell are you doing?

Do you think your protection is really protection?

In fact, the person who hurt her has always been you, you, you!!!

Yes, it's me. In fact, I'm the one who has been doing things to hurt Ji MuQing.

I have been making excuses for myself and pushing those responsibilities to others.

I can't and dare not accept such a reality. It's terrible. It's really terrible.

When a person's strong belief was suddenly destroyed, the whole world collapsed and everything was gone.

"Zhao Suo, Zhao Suo, don't scare me..." I heard Ji MuQing's worried sobbing voice, which trembled and called my name. It hit my heart like a Buddha bell.

The voice is approaching me a little, and I am retreating a little. It is a subconscious reaction, not because of fear, but because I don't want to hurt, because I want to protect.

But that's all I can do.

I almost said to her in a pleading voice, "don't come here, don't come near me..."

I heard Ji MuQing's "sobbing" voice, "Zhao Suo, what's the matter with you? Don't do this, I'm afraid."

The trembling voice said she was afraid. She was telling me that she needed my arms and me to hug her now. I wanted to go up and hug her recklessly and give her my chest, but when my feet were lifted up, those fragmented and terrible pictures appeared in my mind again.

My feet were fixed in mid air and I didn't dare to fall down.

No, I can't hurt her anymore. I can't be so conceited anymore.

I retracted my feet and stepped back two steps. "Xiaoqing, go, I'll hurt you. Go, go!!!"

Ji MuQing won't go. I know her too well. She can do anything for me.

Only running away is the best way to protect her.

But I found that no matter where I fled, as long as it was a place with aura, my body would devour like a bottomless pit.

I instinctively fled to the place where there was no aura or lack of aura. My mind was very confused and my consciousness was not clear, so I didn't know where I fled.

All I know is that my brain is about to explode. Too many things rush into my brain at once, so that I can't pry it open.

Suddenly, my eyes darkened and I fell to the ground with one end.

When I woke up, the feeling of splitting headache was relieved a lot, but my head still hurt faintly.

I looked around and found that this was a strange place. Everything in the house was a little old. The main reason was that it was very desolate and nothing to ask for.

I suddenly reacted here. Is this the Moon Palace, where Chang'e lives?

I sat up, looked around and confirmed my guess again. It was really the Moon Palace.

Did I even run here when I was confused?

When you think about it carefully, it's nothing to be surprised. After all, my consciousness was chaotic at that time. My body subconsciously ran in the direction of protecting Ji MuQing, and the Moon Palace lacked aura. It's no wonder I could come here.

I sat up, adjusted my breathing, remembered what had happened before, and felt like pressing a stone.

When Ji MuQing sees me like that again, she must be worried. She must be anxious and don't know what to do?

I subconsciously got up and wanted to go back to see her, but when I thought I couldn't control myself, that impulse was suppressed by me.

This feeling is very, very uncomfortable. Obviously, you care about a person, but you can't care about her, see her and say those words that think of her. You can only hide them in your heart.

In the past, I didn't understand that some comrades in arms clearly liked a girl, but he said that for the sake of that girl, they always used some very irrational means, such as deliberately hurting her, such as creating some misunderstandings to let the girl leave themselves.

Isn't hate also a kind of love, and isn't disappointment and despair also a kind of love? This means is selfish. I used to look down on those who sit like that, but now I'm becoming one of the people I look down on again.

But do I have a better way? I really can't think of it now.

Who can tell me what I should do?

When I was worried, I suddenly felt something soft and fluffy rubbing me under my feet. When I looked down, it was the white rabbit.

The white rabbit rubbed my feet, then stretched out its little claw and pointed to the direction of the door. I looked in the direction of its little claw and saw a little fairy standing at the door. Isn't it Chang'e.

"Yu'er, come here." Chang'e squatted down and shouted to the white rabbit.

The white rabbit jumped in two or three times and jumped into Chang'e's arms.

Chang'e just looked at me and turned away.

I have no intention to think about why she has that attitude towards me, and whether she has placed me here. Now my mind is full of what I should do to Ji MuQing?

I want to protect her and try my best to protect her, but I'm hurting her in the end.

Should I go back to see her and give her peace of mind?

After thinking for a long time, I still had no answer. I was tired sitting here, so I got up and came outside.

The white rabbit was bouncing around in the yard. Chang'e sat on the bench in the pavilion and watched.

The woman was very quiet. She was so quiet that people almost thought she was mute, but she just spoke clearly and called yu'er.

I was a little curious about her and couldn't help asking, "Why are you impolite when you see me?"

She did not look at me, but outlined a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, "salute must respect you and agree with you?"

It's a good retort, but I can't refute it, but it's not the attitude and tone that a punished person should have.

I said, "but it's at least a recognition, isn't it?"

She got up and bowed slightly to me. Such a forced salute was not like recognition, but more like contempt.

There are only two people here, she and Wu Gang, and their experiences and attitudes are so similar. If I don't have any curiosity about them, it's false, and this curiosity comes not from myself, but from Zhao Sheng.

Today, I heard that Zhao Sheng often runs here. What's the idea in that boy's mind? How can I not know.

But since this is a forbidden area and the two people here are punished, he often comes here, which is not good for him.

I don't want to disturb and hinder Zhao Sheng's freedom, but I have to consider his safety, so I want to understand them and understand here.

"Why were you and Wu Gang punished here?" I asked.

She stared at the distance. It was the direction of the osmanthus tree and Wu Gang. A strange look appeared on her face, "is it important?"

She asked me.

I always feel that their hatred is strange and always gives people an indescribable strange feeling.

Indeed, those are not important. What is important is that I don't want Zhao Sheng to like an inexplicable woman.

I reminded her, "I hope you can always maintain this attitude towards Zhao Sheng. He is still a child and should not be hurt."

It's a reminder, more like a kind of pressure.

Being a father is not selfish. I just want to protect my children.

She didn't speak again, so I didn't pursue it, and turned around to leave.

At this time, a figure stepped on colorful auspicious clouds and fell in front of me. This person was none other than Zhao Sheng.

Zhao Sheng should have come in a hurry. When he saw me here, his eyes suddenly changed.

He came up to me and asked, "Why are you here?"

"Then why are you here?" I asked him in a father's tone.

There was a trace of anger in Zhao Sheng's eyes, "I came to see you. My mother's crying eyes were swollen, and I couldn't find you everywhere. Later, I heard that you came this way, so I came to have a look. Unexpectedly, you were really here. Didn't you say you hated my mother? Why did she cry so sad? Why did she cry so sad? Why didn't you go back to see her, and why were you here?"

Why several times in a row, one higher than the other, one higher than the other.

The boy clearly came to me with resentment and anger.

I looked coldly at the boy's smelly face. I dared to talk to me with this attitude just a few days after I was born. I didn't look like a father in my eyes.

"If you want to know why, come back with me and I'll tell you slowly." then I raised my legs and left.

Zhao Sheng didn't move. I looked back at him. He was staring at the woman.

I reminded him, "not yet?"

Zhao Sheng turned angrily and walked in front of me.

This boy is going too far now. He dares to contradict me like this in front of others. If he doesn't discipline well, he doesn't know what to do in the future.

I caught up with him in a few steps and grabbed his shoulder so that he couldn't move.

"Let go of me, you let go of me." Zhao Sheng pinched and wouldn't let me touch him.