My dear you

"What is it? Don't listen to me? " He asked hoarsely.

"Li Jinghao, I'm not a fool. You don't have to explain. I understand a lot of things..."

Although he said he didn't want to hear his explanation, he still had some expectations in his heart. Did he misunderstand him?

But there was silence

This situation made her feel even more angry. She also thought of his indifferent attitude towards himself these days, and the scene of him embracing Zhu can that day came back to her mind

Until now, all let her heartache to be unable to add, then her heart a hard, Yang lip way: "I want to break up with you!"

As soon as he said it, he regretted it. But when he said it, he couldn't take back the water he spilled. Besides, he was wrong first, so he couldn't treat it as nothing. Tell him to break up and scare him, so that he can know his problems. Let's not do it again

At the other end of the phone, Li Jinghao's eyebrows trembled slightly. In his dark eyes, he was flashing complex emotions and secretive. On his face, he had an expression that people couldn't see through and guess.

After a long time, he breathed out a breath and asked Bai Xiaoyu, "really?"

"Truly Her heart wandered along with the train, but she was sure.

This head of the boys believe it, suddenly in the heart of five mixed, sweet and sour, salty, what taste.

The smell choked in his throat, but for a moment, he could not say a redundant word.

For a long time, it was as if the air in the train would solidify. Finally, Bai Xiaoyu opened his mouth first and said "... Li Jinghao?"

See he doesn't speak, white small Yu heart a burst of pain, is oneself too direct? Will it hurt him?

I knew I wouldn't say that to him. I'm angry. But when I think about it, he should have nothing to do with Zhu can

Li Jinghao seems to have regained his mind. He just feels that his chest is stuffy, like cotton soaked in water, almost suffocating him.

"Bai Xiaoyu..." Li Jinghao's voice is a little hoarse, and his throat seems to have been cut with a knife, which makes people feel uneasy.

Hearing him calling his name, Bai Xiaoyu's eyes were damp and hot.

"Well, how..." her voice has softened down, no longer so indifferent.

Does he want to stay? Want to explain to her?

From the moment he called out her name, she had already decided to forgive him. She even regretted why she had to take the train home on impulse just to get angry with him

I can't see him next semester. I didn't see him at the end of the year. When I thought of this, she was inexplicably sad.

She holds the mobile phone to her ear, her fingers tremble slightly, and she speaks silently in her heart! Please keep me

Whoosh——

The train went into a cave again——

There was no sound on the other end of the phone. Bai Xiaoyu took down the phone and saw that the signal had already been interrupted.

……

When the train passed through the cave, the mobile phone resumed its signal, and she turned it on again

Her nose sour, Li Jinghao sent a message, only a few words "good, then break up."

Break up

These two words sounded like a bolt from the blue on Bai Xiaoyu's head, and the surrounding voices were drowned. Only these two words hovered in her mind

He agreed so easily

Not a word to keep?

In an instant, Bai Xiaoyu's tears rolled out of his eyes like broken pearls. At this time, Zhou Shen's big fish was playing in the horn of the train.

……

Watching the sea and sky, listening to the wind and rain

Holding hands to blow away the vast smoke

The wings of the big fish are too broad

I loosen the rope of time

See you fly away to see you leave me

You were born into the sky

Every tear will flow to you

Back to the first encounter

……

Maybe Li Jinghao is like that big fish. He has huge wings and is born to belong to the sky. He is just a wild rabbit on the ground. It's time to loosen the rope and let him fly higher.

……

Their first meeting turned out to be a wonderful memory

***

Back home, Li Jinghao left his cell phone aside, got up and went to the bathroom. After brushing his face with cold water, he just felt that his head didn't hurt so much.

At first, I thought that he would come back during the holidays just to study in England. Although three years is not short, they are all young, and the girl is only 18 years old. After graduation, he will definitely come back, and eventually they can be together.

Now... My father is in poor health. As his only son, there are still a lot of things waiting there. There are many factors that he can't be sure

He was afraid that he did not have the energy to manage the relationship between them and could not accompany her.

He was afraid that she would feel aggrieved. Even if he could give her a rich material life, he could not make up for her spiritual and emotional emptiness. It was selfish of him to hold on to her

But he couldn't say those two words after all. For her, he was ruthless. No matter what decision he made, it was a kind of injury to her. He hesitated and even avoided

Isn't it right for him to break up with her now?

However, why did this result make him feel half comfortable? Even, there is an unprecedented panic in my heart, or, panic

Water, in the palm of his hand constantly flowing, issued a "Hua la la la" sound, constantly stimulating his eardrum, and at the moment, his mind, is a blank.

After all, he let her down. He threw cold water on his face again

******

Jin Yue leaned against the large glass window and enjoyed the scenery outside.

When he got up, he found that with the rising of the sun, there were several groups of light gray black clouds floating, and then it began to rain, and now he was used to it.

The climate in Singapore is no better than that in China. The rain in Singapore is a bit capricious and frank. It doesn't matter whether you need it or not, whether you are happy or not. In any case, it comes and goes as soon as you want, and it comes and goes as fast as possible. "The sun rises in the East and the rain in the west, but there is no sunshine but there is sunshine in the road". It's common and is used to it.

Jin Yue didn't take the final exam, which just ended. Of course, it won't affect his graduation

For such a long time, he was very depressed. He would always think of that girl inadvertently. She was so heartless and brought him unprecedented pain

He tried to stop thinking about her

Don't go back, because he is afraid to go back, and can't help but want to see her, so, whether to her or to himself is a kind of injury.

Let her go, and let yourself go

Now he can more and more realize the sentence "school time is the best". At that time, it was simple and he could do whatever he wanted.

Now that he has entered the society, he will come into contact with all kinds of people and encounter all kinds of things.

He has to learn to observe what he says and what he does, to be careful in what he says and what he does, and to act when he wants to

All of a sudden, the mobile phone in my pocket rang, and there was a video call