My Endless Love

Chapter 561: Mrs. Li, I really love you.

Gu yinian woke up, but it was no different from not waking up...

She became cold, curled up in bed all day, ignoring everyone, the children, grandparents, and so on. She just curled up in the bed all day, staring blankly at the snow-white ceiling with her empty, blood-red eyes, repeating that sentence over and over again...

"Li Tingchen... Come back to me... I want my Li Tingchen... I want my Mr. Li... He said he promised me..."

It was like a helpless and pitiful person who had lost his way in the dark and lost his favorite toy. He desperately needed help from others...

However, no one could do anything to send Li Tingchen to her... A lifetime, is it impossible... Thinking of the rest of her life, then decades, without Li Tingchen... She felt that it was better to live than to die... To go with him...

She repeated this every day, still not eating or drinking. Sometimes she was forcefully stuffed with food and vomited out, and it was so dark that it seemed like she was about to vomit out her stomach.

The whole person, who had lost weight quickly, was in a mess and did not take care of herself, living like a madman... Li Tingchen, who was staring at her stupidly, came back...

Her grandparents, Cen Huan Lu Lifeng, including Qiao Yu and Lu Xuemin, tried to persuade her every day, using all kinds of methods, even trying to divert her attention, but it didn't help... She fell into the trance... The only one who could save her was Li Tingchen...

But what about him... Is he not going to come back for the rest of his life... Just leave her in this cold world... Leave her and her children... Leave her cruelly...

She cried every day, her eyes were red and swollen every day, and slowly, her vision was blurry... She even showed signs of temporary blindness...

Grandma li, who had already lost his grandson, looked heartbroken and heartbroken. His only granddaughter-in-law was... His son, daughter-in-law, and grandchildren were all gone... Except for his great-grandson, she was the only granddaughter-in-law in this family...

If she was born again, this family would be over...

Grandma li sat beside the bed, holding her hand and rubbing it as she cried. "Niannian... Listen to grandma... Did you hear what the doctor said? You're in a bad condition, weak, and the baby in your stomach is not good... Grandma, please... Don't torture us like this... Tingchen is gone... He gave you and your child's lives... How can you let him down like this?"..."

The old voice revealed infinite sadness and pain, but the only thing that made her react was those two words, Tingchen... In this life, I guess, only the three words of Li Tingchen would make ripples in her heart again...

Gu Yinian turned around in a daze. Her pale, thin face looked at the tip of her heart, but what was even more terrifying was the pair of red, lifeless eyes. After looking at Grandma li for a while, she raised her lips again, tears streaming down her cheeks...

"If he doesn't come to me... I'll die... If he's so cruel and leaves me alone... I don't want to live... If he doesn't come to me... I'll go to hell to find him... I'll make him regret... I'll make him regret saving me with his life... I'll ask him why he kept lying to me... Bastard... Liar... Just knew to lie to me and bully me..."

Grandma was startled and shook her head in terror. Gu Yinian's tears had burst and she turned away... Not wanting to see her anymore... No one wanted to see her, not even live in this world... Just wanted to be with her Li Tingchen...

Where the hell are you... Are you still alive... If you're alive, why don't you come to me... If you're dead... Then just wait... Let me accompany you...

She was really determined to die... The most obvious sign was that she didn't even want Fan Fan...

On the seventh day after Li Tingchen left her, when the persuasion was fruitless, Fan Fan obediently came in with Grandma li's dinner in his arms and tried to persuade her. The little hand gently touched her back to his back and cried softly, "Mommy... It's time to eat... Fan fan begged you... How about eating... Mommy has a younger brother and sister again... Mommy said... Fan Fan, as her brother, has to love them... Now... Fan Fan and his brothers and sisters don't have a father anymore... Don't you think mommy doesn't want us anymore..."

Children are children after all. No matter how precocious Fan Fan was compared to his peers, he was always afraid of such things... Tears rolled down his face, and he said these words over and over again, begging her... And this was the first time he called her mommy...

Usually, it was called by little niannian...

However...

Annoyed by his cries, Gu Yinian turned around and gave him a hard push as he cried loudly!

"Get out! Don't bother me! Your father doesn't want me anymore! What do you care about me for? He doesn't want me anymore... He doesn't want me anymore!"

"I don't want to live anymore... Get out! I don't want to see you! I don't want to see balls and flowers! All his children! I don't want any!"

Tears welled up again like a flood, and she didn't know how many times she had cried today... Because she saw them, the face that resembled Li Tingchen, and her heart was cut like a knife... It was so painful that she suffocated... Thinking about that man, at the last moment, he fell down that soft ladder... Thinking about that man being swallowed by the sea of fire... The last harsh words made them leave quickly...

Bastard... You know, I can't live without you... Why, why are you doing this to me... Why...

Clang!

Fan Fan was pushed by her and fell to the ground, his head slammed into the bedside table, and the food in his hand fell to the ground with a thud.

Grandma li, Lu Lifeng and Cen Huan, who were guarding outside, rushed in quickly. When they saw the scene in the ward, they saw Fan Fan sitting on the floor crying and shouting, "Daddy's gone! Mommy doesn't want me anymore... Mommy doesn't want Fan Fan and her brother and sister anymore..."

Everyone was startled, and their grief was magnified dozens of times... Grandma li rushed over crying and shouting, picked up Fan Fan, and looked at his bruised forehead. Tears of heartache poured down and she helped him rub it while consoling him, "No, no... Your mommy won't leave you... She's just a little sad and sad..."

"She pushed fan fan... She's not eating... She's going to find daddy... Not Fan Fan and her brother and sister... Woo woo woo..."

Cen Huan couldn't help but sob again as she accused Gu Yinian, who was looking at them coldly on the bed, "Niannian... Don't do this, the child is innocent... Whether it's Fan Fan, the ball flower, or the one in your stomach, it's all innocent... Li Tingchen, he used his life to keep you safe, you..."

"Shut up! Stop talking! Stop talking!"

She screamed suddenly, because her heart was twisted and twisted by the pain, so now she was crazy...

"All of you get out! Take the child out! I don't want to see them! A child! I don't want to see him! That bastard! Did you think I would thank the child for his safety in exchange for my life? I hate him! I hate him to death! If he doesn't come back to me! I don't want any more children! I want him to know! What a stupid decision he made! Without him... What else would I want..."

He's gone... He's completely gone from her life world... He's never coming back... She won't let him live with such cruelty to her!

The days went on in this kind of pain and torture... Gu Yinian was so determined to die, a little bit, her body really couldn't hold on, and the baby was in danger... The doctor made the final decision. No more food, just abort and take the baby away. The two children consumed the mother too much, and before the baby was born, she had already died...

Everyone was begging her, but it didn't help. She cried every day, she was still in bed, repeating that sentence... I want my Li Tingchen... And then, I added, Li Tingchen, I've never hated you so much... I hate you so much...

I really don't know what kind of sin it is... Why torture two people who love each other like this... God is so unfair... Why can't I see them...

The days of terror and pain continued until that day, when the shocking news came, as if Li Tingchen's body had been found!

When Cen Huan rushed over to tell her, her empty, lifeless eyes made some noise. She rolled out of bed and wanted to rush to look, but at the door, she stopped forcefully...

"No... I'm so ugly... He'll be scared when he sees me... No, he's scared... He doesn't like me anymore..."

She mumbled madly, then rushed into the bathroom with her clothes... How long had it been since she took a bath? She didn't listen to many people trying to persuade her, but now, because of this... She took the initiative to take a bath...

Cen Huan's heart ached as she looked at him, tears streaming down her face... She had actually seen the body of the suspected Li Tingchen... Her whole body was burned... She couldn't tell who it was... Why did she judge him as suspicious... His body... And... The only ring on his hand that could identify him, the only one that could only be customized in his life...

Niannian said that Li Tingchen had bought this ring to propose to her...

Li Tingchen once told her... That all my first times were given to you... Except for my first love... But you can't despise me like this... Because I love you so much... Mrs. Li, I really love you...

So please... Don't be sad, okay... Mrs. Li... Take the baby, forget about me... Live well...

God knows how hard it was to walk a few steps from the ward to the morgue... She almost used all her strength, gritted her teeth, and supported her weak body... To get there...

Inside, Lu Lifeng, grandpa and grandma, were all... Looking at her sadly at the door... Why were everyone so sad... Was this him... Was it really him... No... Absolutely not... Her Li Tingchen... Must still be alive...

Although he lied to her, always knew to bully her, to lie to her... But he was so strong, he wouldn't die...

As she walked in with difficult steps, the temperature inside was very low, and she could not help but shiver... Her eyes narrowed and fell on the bodies that were surrounded by them, covered with white gauze...

She kept crying, but this time, she stopped crying. After the shower, she put on makeup, and she put on fresh red lipstick. She never did... But, Li Tingchen said... Niannian, you look so beautiful without makeup... I want to see how you look after makeup...

Now that she's done her makeup... She always listens to him, but what about him... Is he really the one lying here right now? She didn't believe...

"Take off the white veil... I want to see him. This can't be his... I want to reject you..."

Her cold voice rang out, and everyone's expression shrank. Lu Lifeng looked down at grandpa li, who had a dead face. Grandpa li nodded, and Lu Lifeng sighed. He walked over and lifted the white veil...

A dark, twisted face, no, not a face at all... Fell into her eyes...

In an instant, tears welled up in her eyes and she held them back, because he said... Don't cry... The moment you cry... My heart ached...

Her eyes were wide and red, and she looked down at him from top to bottom through a thousand tears. This so-called suspected body... All the way up to that burnt black hand... The ring that had been dyed black... Pierced into her eyes...

Diarrying...

Once upon a time, her Mr. Li held such a ring and knelt down to propose to her...

Niannian... Will you marry me? I promise to love you and spoil you for the rest of your life... May you live a carefree life... No... This is not him... This is not his... Not the one who loves her and says he wants to spoil her for the rest of his life...