My Ex is my Bestfriend

CHAPTER 11

He lay panting above me, kissing my forehead, cheeks, hair, neck, shoulder, going back to the forehead and so on. My arms are around his neck, and my mouth is slowly sucking on his shoulders. He then whispers, "Cass.. "

I let out an "Hmm" and stopped sucking, a red mark appearing on the spot I was sucking on.

"Did you miss doing that? " I blushed at that. Seeing me go red, he chuckles then kisses me lightly on the lips.

Remembering the call he received earlier, I carefully asked, "Isn't this bad? "

"What's bad? "

"Uhm this! Clearly you have a girlfriend, and seeing someone else, even sleeping with her is bad. Isn't this cheating?"

"Well, technically, we're not together. Yet."

"Yet?"

"Yet."

"But you're planning to, right? "

"Eh, I don't know. Maybe? "

"What?! You have no plans on being with her, but you're still doing those things like you're courting her, being so sweet and all? "

"I'm just being friendly. "

"Friendly! You are soooo arrgh! " I pushed him. He leans back then lies down beside me laughing.

I sat up and glared down at him, "What are you so happy about? Are you happy that you got me and you still have another one to turn to when you're lonely? Do you think so highly of yourself that you could play someone else's feelings? "

He blinked. Clearly, he was shocked at my outburst. Only to realize that he's looking at my breasts, a seductive smile slowly creeping out of his lips.

"Your scolding is rather ineffective when you're wearing your naked clothes. God, I love you."

"What? I didn't catch that?"

Instead of answering, he caught my lips and kissed me passionately. I didn't have time to decipher what he just said because I was drowning in his kisses, I can't barely breathe. My heart rate's going too fast I fear I'd have a heart attack any minute now.

He continued kissing me while his hands are roaming around my body. I moaned. This is so intoxicating. I can't resist him. He's so damn good. I actually missed this feeling, of being wanted.

I pulled him down so that he's lying on top of me. I wrapped my arms around him, and he deepens the kiss. He presses me down, and I feel him so hard. I arched my back to meet him. He groaned.

"Cass... ", he says in a raspy voice. He then kisses my neck. "Cass.. "

I woke up in his arms, feeling sore all over, but glowing. The moon's shining on his window. I didn't know how many rounds and hours we made love. Was love in there? I don't care. But I feel so light, sooo hungry. Hungry? Yeah definitely. I removed myself from his hug, grabbed one of his shirt on the floor and made my way to the kitchen. I rummaged his refrigerator and cabinet, looking for the perfect food. In one of the cabinets, I found what I've been looking for, spicy noodles. Yum! I boiled water and immediately went back to his room.

I woke him up by kissing his face, and every skin exposed.

"Wakey wakey wakey. "

"Hmmm," he put his arm around my waist and dragged me down the bed.

"Hey wake up I'm hungry, " and pouted.

He opened his eyes, kissed my pouting lips and said, "Okay. Let's go. "

He noticed the noodle on the counter. "Noodles? "

I nod. "I feel like that's what I need for tonight."

"Are you sure? "

"Yeah."

"Okay. Will you stay? "

"Uhm, I think I need to go home. I still have to bathe. " I answered him laughing.

"Ew. Why didn't you tell me?" He approached me. "We'll go take a bath together. And stay for the night. "

"Eh? Okay. But I need to have a grand breakfast tomorrow. "

"Your wish is my command, my lady. " We laughed.

Isn't this just like the past? But now, everything's different. We're not together. He's got someone. I got no one.

But I miss this. I truly miss this. In that moment, I decided. I will go with whatever comes. I will continue doing this with him, until I've got the perfect reason to stop. But until then, I'll be with him. Because, I fear I'll die inside if he ever leaves me again.