My Ex Is Out of Stock

The day of farewell was like a nightmare.

I regretted this day every day when I was rude to Si-hyeon and didn’t say a word that I liked her.

If I had said that I liked you at this time, if I hadn’t threatened to break up with you, everything would have been different…

228 Recalling the memories of the park, I spent every day in tears..

“Chaeyeon, do you like me?”

In front of the younger Si-hyeon, I fell into a panic. Exactly the same situation as when Shihyeon and I broke up.

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My brain couldn’t accept what was happening right before my eyes.

‘What is this.. I must have been killed by a truck…?’

Could it be that he died an illusion, and that he was taken to the hospital to have a new lucid dream?

‘No, it’s too vivid to be a dream.’

Usually, when I had a lucid dream, I felt a unique sense of bluntness. But now, this night breeze and the buzzing atmosphere of people all came closer to reality.

It’s like turning back time.

“Why can’t you answer?”

“ah..”

Seeing Sihyun’s wrinkled expression made my heart flutter.

Do you like the question?

It’s natural to like I love him so much that it is impossible to even live my daily life without Si-hyun, and I have to take medicine every day so that I can forget about Si-hyun.

This love was so great that I couldn’t put it out of my mouth.

“A selfish year.”

What words can I use to express my intense love? Sihyeon turned around while tying her hair and arguing.

His back is gradually moving away.

When I thought that the same future would happen the moment we broke up like this, an indescribable fear settled in my heart.

“Shi, Sihyun-ah!”

“What.”

Sihyeon stopped in place and hugged her from behind. Then I felt his warm warmth, which I couldn’t help but believe was real.

Yeah, it doesn’t matter if this is a lucid dream or a delusion. No matter where I am here, I wanted to correct the moment I regretted.

“I’m really sorry about this.. I shouldn’t have gone to such a place.. Even if I did, I should have told you frankly…”

I should have said more, but I was so overwhelmed with emotions that I couldn’t speak. Her lips tremble, and her body shudders under the pressure of guilt.

“You’ve been arguing that you haven’t done anything wrong, so why are you changing your mind now?”

“I must have been crazy for a while… You’re doing nothing wrong, it’s all because I’m a garbage woman!”

The tears that spilled out seeped into Sihyun’s T-shirt. How do I release my anger? My body trembled, wondering what to do if you don’t forgive me.

“ah..!”

Shihyeon got out of her arms. Then he turned towards me.

His expression must have been very complicated… He seemed to be filled with anger, but he also seemed to be moved. What is certain is that his expression became brighter than before.

Si-hyeon, who looked at me quietly, ruffled her hair, wiped my tears with the back of her hand.

“Apologizing so well, what did you do so much earlier?”

“I’m sorry. I won’t do that again…”

Shihyeon took a deep breath.

As I was told Irio, I held him in my arms, and a fragrant smell of sweat came out of my nose.

pat. pat.

As the back is patted, the intense emotions gradually subside. Like a child being nurtured by my mother, I stopped crying and became meek.

to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing

Not long after, Sihyun’s friendly voice rang in my ear.

“Thank you for your apology. To be honest, I was even prepared to break up, but I’m glad you caught me.”

I was prepared to part.. Knowing that those words were sincere, my calmed body began to vibrate again.

“I’m really sorry. I’ll do better in the future. So…”

‘Don’t go near Han Ye-rin, stay by my side forever.’ I barely swallowed the words.

When I hugged his body instead of talking, Sihyun hugged me tightly as if answering with her body.

Feeling very satisfied with this, I must have had a melted-down expression on my face.

***

“I have something I want to tell you. Let’s change places for a while.”

Was it something we talked about on Kakao Talk in the past?

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My heart was pounding with half anticipation and half worry that what remained as a mystery of my life was revealed.

thump. thump.

Shihyeon led my hand to go to a nearby cafe. Glad to see him lead, I hugged his arm and rested his head on his shoulder.

Just like that.. While enjoying Shihyeon’s body odor, she was moving forward.

“yes..?”

I felt one discomfort.

It could be said that the beats of each other’s walking are out of sync. Every time we step together, Shihyeon limps.

“Sihyun-ah, wait a minute.”

“uh?”

After he stopped walking, he released Shihyeon’s hand. Then he squatted down and looked at his legs.

“This..”

A wound that looks like it has just happened. I could see bright red blood pooling through the cracks in my torn jeans.

“This wound… was it because of me?”

When asked with a cold heart, Shihyeon scratched the back of her neck and answered.

“I just fell while running alone. It’s not because of you.”

The gentle Sihyeon denied it, but it was most likely because of me.

This wound that looks like it has just been formed. It’s because they thought that the only thing worth running was a blind date.

‘Why didn’t I even notice this…’

I was so dizzy that I almost collapsed in my place. The more I knew the truth, the more I felt shame and guilt at the same time.

I stared blankly at the wound and said while holding Shihyeon’s hand.

“Take a taxi to the hospital.”

“If you go at this hour, you will only be able to go to the emergency room.”

“Then we can go to the emergency room!”

“Okay. What are you doing to waste money?”

I offered to pay, but Si-hyeon stubbornly refused to go to the hospital.

In the end, I took a taxi to Shihyeon’s house and treated his leg with the first aid kit there.

***

When I got home, I changed into shorts at Chaeyeon’s request.

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Me, sitting on the light blue bed, and Chaeyeon, sterilizing cotton with tongs.

Personally, it’s a very sad situation, but something too absurd was happening right in front of my eyes to be concerned about here.

“Hehehe.. What if this is bad..!”

Tears dripping down your toes.

Chaeyeon, who continued to disinfect while sniffing, was crying so much that a small puddle formed on my foot.

‘I’m not a kid to show you how to cry…’

Chaeyeon, who had been abusive until a while ago, came out with such a low attitude, I don’t know what to do with her body. Acting as if a person has suddenly changed is like…

The moment the word ‘double personality’ crosses my mind. The wound ached as if a punishment had been given.

“Write..!”

The disinfectant was so stinging that I just drooled, but Chaeyeon was startled.

“I’m sorry, are you okay? I’m sorry. I’ll be careful not to get hurt.”

He apologized one after another as if he had committed treason.

‘What is it really?’

It’s not that I don’t like Chaeyeon, but I have to say it’s a burden..

I couldn’t get used to the sudden change in the relationship between the two.

tock. tock.

Disinfection finished while I was meditating.

After carefully attaching the band, Chaeyeon looked at my legs with concern.

So… the awkward silence revolving around the room.

Chaeyeon, who had been silent, looked at my face and said,

“Shihyun-ah.. I thought I could say what I was going to say at the cafe earlier.”

“That’s right…”

When I was about to say it, my throat was burning. We reconciled after much effort, but this incident could cause another argument.

‘But I must say… even to change our relationship.’

I wiped the sweat from my hands on my shorts. Coughing and clearing her throat, she spoke with a serious tone to Chaeyeon, who was waiting.

“This is an idea I’ve been thinking about lately… I think our relationship is wrong.”

“uh..?”

Chaeyeon’s eyes widened. Her eyes are constantly twitching and she is restless.

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Before Chaeyeon objected, I spoke quickly.

“It’s the same as I said before. Other lovers are anxious because they can’t express their affection to each other, but we’re not like that.”

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Because it was something I had already said once, it came out unexpectedly.

“I’ve never even heard a word that I like you, and even the usual skinship was always done first by me.”

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But it took a while for the words to come out smoothly. As the story got closer, my voice began to creep in.

Gradually, he lowered his head and clenched his fists in fear of the future to come.

“Is that so… these days, I’m starting to wonder if I’m dating you because you like me. Or are you dating because you want to pamper me..”

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By the time the story comes to an end. After clenching my fists, I had a moment of silence.

This is the time to prepare for parting. Sharp nails dig into my palms, and I forcefully opened my heavily closed mouth.

“I really like Chaeyeon, but if you don’t, I don’t…”

“I like you.”

For a moment, I doubted my ears. Is it true that the voice I just heard came out of Chaeyeon’s mouth? I was bowing my head toward the floor…

ugh-

I looked up at Chaeyeon who got up from her seat. Moonlight streaming through the curtains. The beauty of Chaeyeon reflected there was unrealistically beautiful.

“I like you..”

Chaeyeon gently pushed my shoulders and laid me down. A face full of tears. She was looking at me with faint eyes and gently wiped my cheeks.

“I’m really sorry I haven’t been able to tell you until now.. Was it hard because I acted selfishly?”

Chaeyeon’s vibrating voice sympathizes with me and comforts me. This also made my heart swell. Because I didn’t know that these words would come out of Chaeyeon’s mouth.

I thought that we would end up arguing and eventually breaking up.

“Chae Yeon-ah…”

tock.

It’s like you don’t say anything. Chaeyeon gently pressed my lips with the hand that was sweeping my cheek.

As she sat on top of my body, she gradually began to bow her head and ruffled her hair into her ear.

“Sihyun-ah.. I know I don’t have the right to say this because I’ve hurt you so much… But I’m asking. I’ll make sure that nothing like this happens in the future, so won’t you give me one more chance?”

A seductive voice that tickles your ears. Most of all, I was mesmerized by Chaeyeon’s earnest expression.

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My heart has turned into rags due to excessive power. The assailant, Chaeyeon, said that she would try to sew it herself.. Even though I suffered a lot, I wanted to put my hopes on it again.

“thank you..”

As she nodded her head, Chaeyeon was showing her smile so far. He showed the most natural and bright smile. and..

side.

He took my lips by himself.