My first love with the boss

Blue Joe sighed silently. Across the telephone line, she could feel Gu Ansheng's silence. It was a kind of darkness before dawn, waiting for the outbreak in silence.

She didn't want to hurt Gu Ansheng. The silence was a heavy friendship.

If Gu Ansheng had no friendship with her, she might not have asked this question. It was her own sin. She thought the matter was over. She didn't expect Gu Ansheng to return so strongly.

She thought for a moment and said, "I've been excited about you!"

On the other side of the phone, Gu Ansheng looked at the water washing his body. The sound of water flow sounded particularly noisy at this time. But he still listened to blue Joe clearly.

I'm excited about you.

This answer is not what he wants, but it is not the worst answer.

She's really high Eq.

He sneered, "why did you choose me?"

He always knew that he was poor and that the rich world could do whatever he wanted. For example, LAN Qiao could tell a boy to work for me at will.

He accepted the job and fell in love with the boss. However, the boss fired him and gave his seat to others.

He was angry, desperate, wanted to make a noise, wanted to hate and hate the world.

He was also born a man. Why is his life so difficult.

Why did he have no father or mother and was born without love? Why did he finally fall in love with a person who gave him money and didn't give him love.

Why?

After anger is soul torture. Does he deserve love? Is it worth loving?

He has no confidence.

If he hadn't asked for the money, but left proudly, would LAN Qiao feel more guilty about him.

However, he thought, what does he want that guilt to do?

Guilt is guilt. It will not suddenly turn into love. Therefore, he took money. Money is a good thing. He can have the world and the capital to break into her world.

At that time, he was so poor that he felt unworthy of love! He took the money, dropped out of school, began to devote himself to the wave of the Internet, avoided layers of waves and traps, and became the most powerful trendsetter among them.

He came back in glory and stood in front of her.

She is preparing gifts for other girls, sad and lonely.

That girl is so damn!

His eyes fell on the bathroom door. The girl he hated was on the bed outside. Fate made people, as it has always been.

Blue Joe was silent for a moment, and then smiled.

She said, "maybe you look so funny when you eat bread! To tell you the truth, I think it's very interesting that you eat bread and eat poison. I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't say that. I didn't mean to laugh at you, but that's what I thought at that time. Since you asked me what I thought, I think it's better to tell you what I really thought."

Her voice was clean and elegant, calming Gu Ansheng's evil thoughts.

Gu Ansheng also smiled.

He looked up at the ceiling. There were beautiful patterns made of flowers on it. He lowered his head and his voice was hoarse and decadent because of drunkenness. "Blue Joe, do you miss that time? You rent me to fall in love with you."

He wanted to say the time when we were in love. Later, he felt that this might make LAN Qiao uncomfortable, so he changed a more accurate description.

Blue Joe's eyes were a little gray. She didn't know why Gu Ansheng wanted to say these words full of memories today. She smiled. "Occasionally, I remember where you are? Did you drink?"

Occasionally?

This answer was not what Gu Ansheng wanted. He bowed his head and laughed at himself.

He will often think of it, can't sleep, and then simply get up to work.

His short life is a history of suffering, and there are only a few really sweet parts, but the short three months with LAN Qiao is the time when the sugar content is the highest, which makes him think of it and feel sad.

Instead of answering lancho's question, he asked in a low voice. "Blue Joe, is it difficult to like me?"

Blue Joe was silent.

Yes, there are some difficulties.

She got out of bed, went to the window, looked at the lights of the city outside, and whispered, "you're drunk. Where are you? Is there anyone next to you?"

Is anyone here?

Yes, there are your favorite people.

Gu Ansheng was roaring in his heart. He really roared out, "blue Joe, answer me!"

"Gu Ansheng!" Lan Qiao's voice was as calm as ever, showing indifference and alienation.

Gu Ansheng was silent.

Silence floated around the two men's ears along the telephone line.

long time.

Gu Ansheng whispered, "sorry!"

"You drink too much!"

"Yes!"

"Where? I'll send someone to find you."

Gu Ansheng smiled. She really forgot that love that is not love. If you love someone, what you should say at this time is that I find you, not that I let someone find you.

He repressed his surging desire and restrained himself from thinking about the girl outside the door. He said coldly, "no, if you really want to make me feel better, tell me a story."

Blue Joe: "

"Hurry up!" Gu Ansheng's tone was a little rough.

Blue Joe is silent. "Gu Ansheng!"

For a moment, she wanted to hang up.

But in the end, Gu Ansheng's heart is soft. She participated in Gu Ansheng's life and quit. In that way, she will always feel guilty.

"Hurry up, please!" Gu Ansheng's voice was very light, as if it would break at any time,

The weakness and supplication in that voice made blue Joe's heart tremble.

She can't refuse again. "I can't tell stories."

"Talk about things between us."

LAN Qiao was silent for a while. She intuitively thought that Gu Ansheng had something to do. It was very important. Maybe it was one of the most important moments in Gu Ansheng's life, so she agreed. "Good!"

"Wait!" Gu Ansheng shouted.

"What's the matter?" blue Joe wondered.

"You have to keep talking. If I don't stop, you can't stop. If I fall asleep, you can't stop until dawn. If you hear me open the door, tell me there's a monster outside."

Blue Joe's beautiful and dignified face smiled. She whispered, "OK!"

"You start talking!" Gu Ansheng tried to hold back the sound of rolling down his throat, trying not to let LAN Qiao hear a trace of abnormality.

LAN Qiao smiled, "OK! I didn't see you in school at that time. A friend said you were very good and could basically get a scholarship every year. You know, I was also Xueba. I didn't catch a cold with you at that time."

"Then?" Lan Qiao's tone was gentle, and Gu Ansheng felt much more comfortable. He was infatuated and focused on listening to LAN Qiao's voice, and gradually forgot his dilemma.