I'm a little boy, and the son of the castle serial killer that we all hate.

I was lucky to be born into a rich family.

At least, I don't need anything at home. I have what I want.

I have a healthy family, a mother who loves me, and a father who looks serious but loves me very much.

My mother always goes out when my father is not at home, so I am always left alone.

So, looking forward to my father's coming home is the happiest thing for me every day.

Every time when my father comes home, I will put my slippers in advance and sit at the door waiting for him to come back.

Wait for him to come back and tell him the story.

Dad is very busy, but every day he will spare a lot of time to accompany me.

I think I'm probably the happiest child in the world.

However, it seems that this is not the case.

Fortunately at the same time, I also seem to be an unfortunate child.

When I was eight years old, I suddenly had a serious illness.

It was this serious illness that caused the contradictions in my family. At the same time, it also broke my most important family into pieces.

It turns out that I have a serious genetic disease.

This disease is inherited from the mother, and all my organs will soon fail.

When it's completely exhausted, it's my time to die.

Since then, I have been in the hospital every day.

All kinds of treatment, chemotherapy, special consultation.

But even so, it didn't improve my condition, on the contrary, it worsened.

Dad is anxious to find out the cause.

One night, when my mother was watching, she could not help crying.

She kept slapping herself and blaming herself with regret: "it's all my fault, it's all my fault. It's me. It's me who transmitted the genetic disease to you. Child, I'm sorry for you... "

It was not until that moment that I understood why my mother always secretly took advantage of my father's going out before leaving.

And didn't come back until the evening.

It turned out that her mother also had a serious genetic disease. Every time she went out, she secretly went for treatment.

She didn't tell Dad about the genetic disease.

Mom said, it's because she loves dad so much. She wanted to be with dad at all costs.

So she hid her illness and even gave birth to me.

Genetic disease is a probability, not 100% genetic, my mother has been holding happy, hope I did not inherit genetic disease.

However, the results are always unexpected.

And that night, Dad heard mom at the door.

That day, they had a big fight.

It was the first time dad hit mom.

"You can harm me, but how can you harm our son?"

After that day, I was taken out of the hospital.

Dad drinks all day, while mom is locked up in the room all day.

Our happy family was destroyed, by my illness.

Since then, I can't see my parents' smile any more.

When I got home, my condition became more and more serious.

One day, my father excitedly told me that he had found a way to save my illness.

I haven't seen my mother since that day.

My father's operation was very successful. After every operation, I was able to recover for a month.

I can get out of bed, walk or talk.

However, this situation can only last for one month.

Every time after a month, I always have to accept my father's mysterious operation.

I have no idea about the procedure.

Until once, the anesthetic passed early, and I woke up early.

I saw the body of a young woman lying beside me!

The woman is dead, and dad is transferring the woman's heart to me.

That's the procedure.

I finally know what my father has been hiding about the operation process. It turns out that he is transferring other healthy organs to me to extend my life.

From that moment, I began to hate myself.

I hate my own illness, but I also hate this kind of operation process.

For an innocent life, I am very guilty, but there is nothing I can do.

I admonished my father several times, but he didn't listen to me.

After that, I didn't want to talk anymore.

Even if the operation is successful, I don't want to get out of bed and walk, and I don't want to live in the sun.

I've been lying in bed all day, looking at the ceiling all day.

Maybe it was too much trouble. Dad moved me to the basement.When I was in the basement, I tried to die several times, but I failed.

I don't want to live.

Living for me, is a kind of pain, but also a kind of torture.

The fear and self reproach of living on someone else's life almost brought me to the brink of collapse.

Until one day, my father told me that he had found the right woman for my blood type.

Immediately, I won't have to undergo such a cruel operation for a long time.

But what my father doesn't know is that I don't want to live in such pain any more.

I've been seeing that little sister (Gu Siying) lying in the hospital bed with anesthetics and blood all over. I feel very guilty.

I want to say sorry to her.

However, there is no chance.

I didn't know until someone broke in that my chance finally came.

I can finally get rid of all this, get rid of all this pain.

Get rid of this desperate treatment and surgery.

I know Dad can't do it, and he can't do it.

So, I did it myself.

I took off the oxygen mask and ended my life myself.

But at that moment, for death, I have no fear.

On the contrary, I feel relaxed.

Dad, don't make mistakes again and again.

To me, living is not happiness, it's torture and pain.

When I am really happy, I am with you and my mother.

Although the time is very short, but at that time, I was really very happy.

I have also resented why you treat me like this, but in the end, I still can't hate you.

Because you are my father.

My only dad.

At the moment when I closed my eyes, I seemed to see my mother.

Mother is wearing a beautiful white skirt, like an angel came to my side.

She held out her hand to me, and there were countless lights behind her.

"I'm here to pick you up, son."

Mom came to pick me up.

Behind you, it's like the road to heaven.

I look at my father who committed suicide. I want to stop him, but I can't.

I can only watch my father fall by my side.

I'm in pain.

This is not the end I want to see.

I gently hold my mother's hand, standing in place for a long time not to leave.

"Mom, shall we wait for Dad?"

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