Minglingqian tore and beat with her brother again. All along, she would never allow her brother to be domineering in front of her. Although everyone in the family, including father, stepmother, grandmother and spoiled little sister, tolerated him and humbled him. Just because he's a son? Ming Lingqian doesn't care about this. Dad came over and scolded and pulled it away. The stepmother almost ran out of the kitchen and pushed Ming Lingqian for no reason, "are you a dead man? I'm still a big sister. I don't know how to let my brother "slap Ming Lingqian mercilessly in the face. My stepmother threw herself away with her baby son in her arms. She muttered all the way," dead girl, liar, bitch, did evil in her last life and wanted to kill us. How can we live this life? I can't live it anymore ", touching her son's head, He shed tears hypocritically. Dad immediately stared at minglingqian. Minglingqian seemed to understand it, walked over calmly, and turned his face to his father. What remained unchanged was his stubborn eyes and tone.

Father "what are you doing? Do you feel justified? Why are you staring? Who are you staring at?"

Minglingqian "you're not going to hit me. I've got my face. Hit it, hit it!"

Father, "do you think I'll spare you this time?" several good ears swung to minglingqian's head and face, "you beast, did you raise you to beat your brother? Is it for you to eat and wear so that you can mess up your family? "

Minglingqian doesn't speak, beg for mercy or cry. At least she won't cry in front of them. Sometimes she even thought, is she really his father's own daughter, or she was picked up by her mother in those years. Otherwise, in her limited childhood memories, her mother was always trampled and beaten by her drunken father. But at least then, when her father is going to be violent against Ming Lingqian, her mother will hold Ming Lingqian tightly in her arms and protect her from the wind and rain with her weak body. Less than four years old, she seems to remember only these. Father's hand seemed to hurt. He raised his foot, stroked his shoes and took it out of minglingqian's body. Grandma's cough came from the house. "All right, the children are hungry, so they can't have a clean day." my brother Qi Jiguang is arguing for something to eat!

Stepmother "let her cook quickly. She's hungry. You can calm down. It's our life. She's a girl who doesn't understand."

My father didn't want to fight any more. He seemed tired and cold. "Go cook. Your mother was so virtuous and docile when she was alive. Why is she not like her at all?"

Minglingqian quietly smiled with her blue and purple body and her swollen face. When the corner of the mouth rises, the wound on it also cracks slightly because of this large-area movement, and the blood will follow this action and unfold in a trace. Still stubborn eyes and expressions, he walked to the kitchen, suddenly looked back and said, "you killed virtuous and docile people. I dare to be like her!" Another shoe was thrown on minglingqian's leg. Minglingqian didn't look back. She walked resolutely and limped to the kitchen. What happened just now seems to have nothing to do with her.

The stepmother hypocritically walked over and * * * held her father's chest, "his father, calm down. Don't be angry. If you're angry, it's not your fault. We've tried our best. Fortunately, there's still light and ring. If we can't manage us, we don't care.". This year, Ming Lingqian was 12 years old.

There was still a beautiful time in her childhood. Just after the age of 5, my mother finally died of illness due to overwork. At that time, Ming Lingqian didn't know what sadness was, and she didn't know death. She only knew that when her mother left, she could no longer be beaten by her father, but this time her mother didn't care about her and didn't take her away.

Her father sent her to a village in the country to live with her grandfather. Grandpa is a simple farmer, kind and kind. At that time, Ming Lingqian realized that life could be so beautiful. Grandpa is very popular in the village. At dawn every day, he carried a hoe and led Ming Lingqian to work in the fields. When I met grandpa Qi, my grandfather's friend, I would pick up Ming Lingqian and kiss her: "look, my granddaughter Liangliang is so old, and go to the ground with grandpa again."

Ming Lingqian shrunk her neck and shook her head. "Grandpa Qi's beard is really pricking."

"Ha ha ha" the two old men laughed happily.

In those days, Ming Lingqian felt that the colors were colorful every day. Grandpa is farming in the field. Ming Lingqian catches butterflies and crickets at the edge of the field. She will also pick two beautiful wild flowers and wear them on her head. When the surrounding becomes golden and the sunset is slowly hidden, Grandpa will kindly shout "Liangliang, go home with Grandpa". At this time, Ming Lingqian will jump and run to Grandpa and happiness. Sometimes, I would pick up a hare or hedgehog killed by a passing vehicle with my grandfather on the roadside. Then, they will happily take it back, and grandpa will handle it carefully there. Minglingqian danced around her grandpa, or squatted down and looked at her grandpa very seriously and looked at the delicious food. Grandpa will finish it very seriously, and then the grandparents and grandchildren will have a good meal. Sometimes, they will see a live hare jumping on the way to the field or home, and grandpa will shout "chase, beautiful, chase"

Minglingqian will be very excited to open her mouth and run to the rabbit. Although she knows she can't catch the rabbit, although they haven't caught it once, they are very happy. Finally, Grandpa will take off his straw hat, wipe his sweat and lead Liangliang forward.

Among the beautiful memories belonging to Ming Lingqian, the happiness that impressed her most was golden. Under the golden sunset, she and grandpa chased the rabbit; Under the golden sun, grandpa took off his straw hat, wiped his sweat and showed a kind smile; In the golden dusk, a pair of grandparents and grandchildren squatted in the yard and prepared their delicious food very seriously. These pictures will be remembered from time to time in Ming Lingqian's life. Sometimes I will cry silently when I think of it.

This period of time was completely over when Ming Lingqian was 10 years old.

Grandpa died, and her father brought Ming Lingqian back to the so-called home, but she was no longer familiar with the family members. Dad married his stepmother and a 9-year-old brother. Later, Ming Lingqian speculated that when her mother was alive, her father had a stepmother and had this brother with her. But now there is another 5-year-old sister. And the stepmother's mother - grandma. Will she live with them forever?

Dad seemed to love his brother so much that he gave him the names of heroes. He probably hoped that he would honor his ancestors and become famous! Most of the expenses at home are basically spent on her younger brother and a small part on her younger sister. As for her "Ming Lingqian", she basically doesn't spend. She has almost no other expenses except the tuition fees of their siblings. Clothes are always those that are washed and worn, dirty and washed, and mended when they are broken. She never eats snacks. Her brother often has a lot of toy trains. Her sister also has her own dolls, and she has nothing. Only once, my stepmother bought two sausages and gave one to my brother and one to my sister. Without her, she was used to it and didn't care. My brother ate too much of this stuff and threw it on the ground without taking two bites. Ming Lingqian looked at the sausage stained with soil on the ground, walked over and picked it up. It smells delicious. Minglingqian doesn't understand why others always despise all the things she wants. She took the sausage, washed it with water and took a bite. It was delicious. She hadn't eaten such delicious food for a long time since she left Grandpa. When she took the second bite, the sausage had been hit on the ground. The stepmother stared at Ming Lingqian with vicious eyes and slapped Ming Lingqian again.

Stepmother "don't hurry to cook and wait for free food"

Ming Lingqian was cutting vegetables in the kitchen. Her little sister walked around and said, "sister, you eat mine. I don't eat any more. I don't like it."

Ming Lingqian "I don't eat, you eat, stay away from me"

Huanhuan "sister, don't pay attention to your mother. She loves her brother and doesn't care about us. If you don't eat, I'll throw it away and nobody will eat it."

Ming Lingqian swallowed her saliva. "OK, I'll eat it. Give it to me."

So Ming Lingqian stuffed all the sausages in her mouth to avoid being found by the stepmother. At this time, Huanhuan shouted, "Mom, sister, grab my sausage."

Ming Lingqian was surprised. God, she was only 5 years old. A 5-year-old girl had such a plan. Maybe for fun; Maybe it's to attract the attention of the family. In fact, the stepmother really hurts her brother more than she does. Anyway, Ming Lingqian must clean up her today, or she will have a life in the future. She picked up the little one, threw it out, rode on the little ring and slapped it hard.

Huan Huan cried, "kill you, kill you, mom, mom, my sister hit me, ah ------"

Stepmother came and father came. My father picked up a shovel and smashed it at minglingqian. He hugged her mother and cried wrongfully. "Mom, my sister robbed me of sausage. If I don't give it, I'll hit me, woo..."

Dad felt that she couldn't do it. He took off her shoes and kept beating her. "I let you rob the worthless things and I let you bully her sister". Ming Lingqian didn't struggle, resist or cry. She just stared at the people around her with fierce eyes, especially the seemingly weak little sister. The stepmother went over, grabbed Ming Lingqian's neck and put her hand into Ming Lingqian's mouth. "You still have the face to eat sausage and bully your sister. You spit out how much I let you eat. You're not used to your smelly problem."

Minglingqian bit her stepmother's hand and didn't let go of her call. If her father hadn't come and pushed her, she wouldn't have let go. The stepmother took out her hand and yelled. She was helped in by her father.

Minglingqian vomited out with a "wow" and vomited out all the food she had eaten all day. She never ate sausages again.

In this family, Ming Lingqian thinks that the only people who treat her as a person are Grandma and rhubarb. Although grandma is not a pro grandma, she has a stubborn illness in bed. Once her father beat her to let Grandma hear, grandma will skillfully persuade her to stop. No matter what the final effect is, at least minglingqian thinks that someone is willing to help her. Therefore, when preparing meals for grandma, she should be more careful. Sometimes when there were only her and grandma left, grandma would hold her hand and kindly say to her, "child, when you grow up, take care of yourself. Stay away from this home and suffer less." Ming Lingqian liked to be touched by grandma, which finally made her feel protected. It reminded her of grandpa, so her eyes were wet again. The second is the rhubarb at home, a big yellow wolf dog. Minglingqian communicates with her most at home. Every time after dinner, she would mix rhubarb with dog food to feed rhubarb. At ordinary times, rhubarb also likes to rub around minglingqian. Minglingqian * * * its fur. Rhubarb will lick minglingqian's feet and wag its tail. They are a family. Sometimes when the stepmother beats and scolds Ming Lingqian, rhubarb will shout at the stepmother. If the rope is not tied, it is also very possible to bite it.

Rhubarb gave two little yellow, which made Ming Lingqian very happy. The stepmother wanted to give someone away. With Ming Lingqian's determination, she could only leave a dog she thought was more like rhubarb. She took good care of it every day, and Xiaohuang grew up healthily.

It was another quarrel. Ming Lingqian steamed the rice. The stepmother scolded Ming Lingqian again. This is just a very ordinary scolding. Unfortunately, rhubarb's neck sleeve is loose. Rushed to Ming Lingqian's stepmother and screamed wildly. The stepmother ignored these, but became more angry. Finally, she grabbed Ming Lingqian's hair, and rhubarb rushed over and bit her stepmother's hand. Minglingqian didn't stop rhubarb. Ren's stepmother howled like a madman and didn't want to stop rhubarb. She just looked at it calmly and without expression. Later, grandma spoke. Grandma asked Ming Lingqian to stop rhubarb and let Ming Lingqian tie it up. Later, grandma urged Ming Lingqian to go to school. She never thought that everything today would make her lose anything. When minglingqian finished school, minglingqian saw that the body of rhubarb was hung on the beam of the gate, stained with blood, and some dog skins had been taken off.

The stepmother's voice came from the room, "it's time to kill the dead dog. I'll eat it in brown sauce later. I'll scream all day and night. Alas, my arm is about to be bitten off by this beast."

Ming Lingqian cried. She didn't cry. Anyway, she couldn't let her rhubarb be braised by them. Ming Lingqian untied the rhubarb hanging from the rope. She thought of grandma's words, far away from the home. She just can't wait to grow up. She took rhubarb on her back and walked outside the door. She didn't know where to go. Just want to get out of here.

It's Dusk again, golden dusk. Now this dusk is no longer beautiful. In the distant picture of sunset, a young man was walking on the desolate and sparsely populated road with a bloody dog body on his back. She went farther and farther away, farther and farther away. She thought of her grandfather and her mother who had blurred her impression. It was getting dark and she had a lot to say, but she didn't know who to say; She has no concept of friends and relatives. For her, it is Grandpa. She decided to talk to Grandpa all the way and rhubarb all the way until she went to Grandpa's grave and buried rhubarb there. Occasionally one or two cars passed by her, looked at her suspiciously, and then walked away. Minglingqian was covered with dog blood. Her mouth didn't seem to stop all the way.

"Grandpa, look, you're gone, just like your mother. No matter I'm gone, I'm still with my father alone. There, I was an unpopular person. No one liked me there, no one. Only grandpa likes me, only Grandpa will smile at me, and only grandpa really hurts me. When grandpa goes, no one hurts me anymore. "Tears flow nonstop, with the dialogue between Ming Lingqian and grandpa, fast and slow.

"Grandpa, look, I brought my good friend rhubarb to you. It is my best friend. I want to send rhubarb to Grandpa. He will protect grandpa as well as me. I hate everyone there. They must be happier than anyone when I leave. I think no one will find me. Even if I die outside, no one will know. No one will recognize me except grandpa and rhubarb. Grandpa, why are you willing to leave me alone. Do you hate me as much as they do? Rhubarb, it's very kind of you to bite the dead man for me. I really should bite her to death. Rhubarb, come back to life. Let's wander. I didn't understand how terrible death was before. Now I know that it's digging your meat piece by piece! Like you, I'm tired of being beaten and my skin has been torn in half by others. But you still have me on your back. What about me? Who cares about me? "

When it was dark, Ming Lingqian finally came to a grave. She didn't know if it was Grandpa. She had only seen it once in her impression. She only remembered the words on the tombstone. It was not clear, and the tombstone was not clear. Anyway, she feels like, that's it. He was not afraid of ghosts and nothing. At this time, she wanted grandpa's ghost to come out and talk to her. Or it doesn't matter if you're alone, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what. When a person thinks he has nothing and no spiritual sustenance, he is really not afraid of anything.

She buried rhubarb beside her grandfather's grave. She talked all night, but she didn't know what she said. She just felt that it was dawn.

Minglingqian went out of the small village. She hasn't eaten for a day and a night. Then I felt a little hungry. Without a body, she walked all the time, walking all the time, as if she were walking an endless road.

Walking into a small town, she is really hungry now and feels a little dizzy. She saw two little beggars squatting on the roadside. There were several dollars in the broken bowl in front of the little beggar. Minglingqian thought it might be a way to pick up a broken basin and squat there. A few hours passed and there was only a dime. Why, doesn't she look like a beggar? Maybe it's because she consumes too much energy and hasn't eaten for a long time. I just feel that everything in front of me is becoming less and less clear. Finally, Ming Lingqian fainted. When I woke up, I was surrounded by ragged children with dirty faces. A younger brother came up with a pancake in his dirty hands, "sister, you seem to be hungry. Here are pancakes. You can eat them."

Minglingqian didn't think that pancake was dirty. She was hungry and ate it“ Where is this? Are you all runaway children? "I said to my little brother," thank you for giving me bread. How old are you and what's your name? "

The little brother looked at me with innocent eyes and said, "everyone calls me Xiaocao. I don't know how old I am. I knew I was an orphan. Shortly after I was born, I was abandoned by my parents in the park. No one was willing to pick me up. Finally, brother Daliang took me away. In fact, most of us are orphans, or abandoned children. "

Ming Lingqian observed the grass and estimated that she was about 6 or 7 years old. "Orphans just have no father and no mother. Is that how you lived? "He said, looking at the children around you and the surrounding environment. It was dark, only a beam of sunshine came from the ground, and a few sporadic candles were lit in the room. This is a sewer that has not been used for a long time. It has dried up. It is about 10 meters away from here. It is an entrance. The children dug it out bit by bit.

The older girls are called Miaomiao. Their names are taken by themselves, or they come out when others shout indiscriminately. They don't know their last name. They don't have a last name. There is a boy who is about the same age as Ming Lingqian. His name is Liangpi. It's because the money he asks for always buys Liangpi. That's what everyone calls him.

Miaomiao said, "orphans not only have no father or mother, but also freedom, no one cares, and no one cares when they die."

Liangpi said, "you, no one wants it, or you're driven out."

"I ran away from home, but it's better to have a home than not to have a home."

Xiaocao: "then sister, let's live with us. Like us, we are a family, except for our parents."

The biggest, also regarded as the parent level figure here, Daliang spoke. Daliang is the oldest here. He is eighteen or nine years old. He came over and said, "we have no home, no home, no way to go. You are different. Where is your home? I'll take you back tomorrow! You haven't wandered outside. You don't know the bitterness. As long as you have a home, who doesn't want to go back? "

"Even if I'm not with you, I won't go back. My family won't worry about me."

Daliang saw that Ming Lingqian's eyes were so firm, "well, you can stay with us for the time being! But if your family comes to you, go back. "

Minglingqian didn't speak and her face was expressionless.

One day later, several children should go out for food and clothing again. Xiaocao said, "sister, are you going to beg with us or do big things with brother Daliang and brother Liangpi? They are much better than us and earn more money."

"Big event, what big event" said Ming Lingqian.

Daliang said, "you'd better go begging with Miaomiao. Come back early in the evening. Liangpi and I will bring you delicious food in the evening."

The sun was burning on minglingqian and Xiaocao's face. The situation is not very good today. I only asked for more than 1 yuan. There are so many people passing by them, but they pay little attention to them. In this way, the sun set, and Miaomiao ran from another place. We went home together.

Sure enough, Daliang and Liangpi brought back many delicious food. They are very happy, especially the grass. In the eyes of the children, there is probably nothing happier than eating enough and eating good things. The days passed like this day by day. It seemed that there was no special trouble or hope. In the twinkling of an eye, it was half a year. It was another day. Qi begged with Miaomiao today. She found that such a life was also very good. There was no discomfort or embarrassment. Because she is no longer a person, she has so many little friends around, how good! The only thing that makes her feel depressed is that she doesn't seem to have so much dignity. After all, she lives on charity from others. One day, passing by a newspaper beach, Ming Lingqian clearly saw it and posted a missing person notice on it. Ming Lingqian, female, 13 years old, ran away from home and has not returned yet. If anyone who knows about it or I see it, my father is very worried about it.

Minglingqian couldn't tell what it was like in her heart. She thought it would be like this. No one would look for her again. She didn't know whether she should go back or not. After thinking about it, she felt that she should go to brother Daliang to discuss it. She asked Xiaocao Liangpi about their location. She felt that Daliang and Liangpi were close to her relatives. Not far away, she saw Liangpi. She shouted Liangpi. Liangpi was about to do something. She looked back and was stunned. "Why are you here, grass, or something happened to Miaomiao?"

Ming Lingqian "no, it's all right. I want to discuss something with brother Da Liang, and I also want to discuss it with you."

Cool skin "well, it's almost noon. Have dinner first. We'll wait for him together. It's estimated that we'll come at noon."

Shouted "two bowls of wonton" to the boss of the roadside beach

There are so many people waiting for the bus on the roadside. They are crowded one by one. She noticed that after each bus arrived at the station, one person always got down halfway. It was another one. She saw that the man put his hand into a woman's bag. It turned out to be a thief. Ming Lingqian saw a real thief in her life for the first time. She only knew that her teacher taught her to learn * *, do good deeds and act bravely. She didn't know whether to shout or not. Liangpi found her move and didn't speak. Minglingqian finally didn't have the courage to shout out. When she saw the thief turn around, she found that the man was Daliang. Liangpi didn't speak. He seemed to have expected all this and continued to eat his wonton. On the way home, no one spoke.

Passing by a Liangpi shop, Liangpi said, "buy them a Liangpi for the grass. Not only I like it, but they also like it. Minglingqian, what about you?"

Minglingqian didn't speak, and she really didn't know what to say.

Liangpi continued, "will you look down on us? No matter what you think, we will continue, or whatever we eat, Miaomiao will starve and the grass will starve. Originally, no one in the world cares about our life and death, and we can only live on this. "

Minglingqian still didn't speak.

Daliang doesn't seem to care about this. He looks at minglingqian and says, "why did you come to us? What's up?"

Ming Lingqian reacted for a while. "Well, I saw the news that my father was looking for me in the newspaper."

Daliang said, "OK, I'll let Liangpi take you back tomorrow. After all, you have a family. If you have relatives, don't mix with us. We are cockroaches in the trash can and mice in the tunnel. We can't die without anyone. You should live a good life in the future, decent and dignified. In short, don't be like us. This is the life that Daliang yearns for in his heart, living with dignity and dignity. Is he really demanding?

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