My Headphones Can Connect to the Future

This state made Nighthawk very frightened, and wanted to escape.

But when he really wanted to escape, he was a little bit reluctant.

This has something to do with the environment in which Nighthawk grew up. He has never been in contact with his parents since he was a child, so it is very ethereal and illusory for him to love this kind of thing, because he has never felt it.

Although the villagers were very concerned about him at the time, Nighthawk always felt that there was something close to him. He even suspected that the human friendship was like this at one time? Nighthawk always felt that these people were helpful to his needs while helping him, so he felt uncomfortable.

The first care he received should come from Yuan Fei.

At that time, because Nighthawk was poor and no one protected him, the children in the village were reluctant to play with him, and they always bullied him, saying that he was an orphan.

Only Yuan Fei did not dislike him, and even made trouble with other children because of him, and was isolated.

Although Nighthawk knew that Yuan Fei was good to him, the friendship between the two stopped abruptly after Nighthawk did something wrong.

He also resented Yuan Fei in his heart, and felt that Yuan Fei was too uninteresting, because he violated the law, Yuan Fei treated him coldly, and even broke up with him.

But as he got older, Nighthawk felt more and more that Yuan Fei was right to do this.

He was not so unrelenting simply because Nighthawk did something wrong, it was probably because he felt disappointed in Nighthawk, the Nighthawk in his heart was definitely not like this.

This mentality should be described as hating iron but not steel.

That's why Nighthawk didn't care about Yuan Fei's unfeeling for him, and instead tried his best to help Yuan Fei when something happened.

And the second person who made him feel love was his master Lao Li.

He and Lao Li are not simply a teacher-apprentice relationship, they feel like a good teacher and helpful friend.

Old Li knew that Nighthawk was only indifferent on the surface, in fact, a person with very rich inner emotions, but he behaved strangely because of his life experience.

Lao Li was a person who felt maternal love, but he lost it later, so he became discouraged. After he met Nighthawk, two people could talk about each other's inner pain, even though it was One complementary.

So this also caused Nighthawk not to change like a low-hearted, but indifferent person on the outside, but a person who is actually very affectionate on the inside.

He has always dared to love and hate other people. He can tell which is his prey, which must be killed and which is his own. He will desperately protect him, and that's why Nighthawk is in the industry. There are many friends inside, and everyone admires him not only because of his ability, but also because he is very good at doing things.

Now he met the third person who made him feel love, and Liu Shengnan, Yuan Fei and Lao Li gave him different love.

The love of Yuan Fei and Lao Li made him feel that he was not so lonely and was accompanied by someone on the way forward.

But the love Liu Shengnan gave him made him feel particularly warm, and he seemed to be able to find his original self in front of Liu Shengnan.

Only when he is with Liu Shengnan can he feel that he is real in this world, and he can also feel a lot of warmth in this world.

He felt very comfortable with this feeling, and he was not willing to lose it.

But reason still told him that if he was greedy for this feeling, it would drag Liu Shengnan.

The collision of reason and self-needs makes Nighthawk very uncomfortable, always not knowing how to choose.

He loves Liu Shengnan, of course he hopes Liu Shengnan is good, but he is also a person, he has seven emotions and six desires.

What's more, this kind of feeling can only be brought to him by Liu Shengnan. If he loses Liu Shengnan, he will never have such a feeling of comfort in his life.

As long as he is a human being, there is nothing unselfish, and there seems to be nothing wrong with him considering himself.

"Acknowledge, you need me so much. You like that kind of life like me. We can work hard together." Seeing that Nighthawk hadn't spoken for a long time, Liu Shengnan knew that he was thinking and hesitating, so he immediately added another sentence.

"I..." Nighthawk was at a loss.

"If you are really entangled, I won't force you, but you must promise me one thing." Liu Shengnan turned and said.

"What are you referring to?"

"You can swear to me that you don't like me. If you lie, your favorite person will have an accident." Liu Shengnan said, staring at Nighthawk.

How could Nighthawk do it? His favorite is Liu Shengnan, if he lied...

Although this was just an agreement between two people, it might not be fulfilled, but even so, Nighthawk did not dare to take risks.

"Can you change it?" Nighthawk gritted his teeth and said.

"Why do you want to change one? Are you unsure about what you said? Or?" Liu Shengnan looked at Nighthawk with some pride, she felt that she was right, and it just irritated Nighthawk.

"I didn't." Nighthawk was still stiff.

"No matter how hard your mouth is, it's useless. For the question I asked just now, isn't your attitude answering me in a disguised form?"

"Actually, if you can really make this vow decisively, I won't pester you anymore, but now you see that my guess is correct."

"Face your heart, I will be with you." After Liu Shengnan said this, he suddenly hugged Nighthawk.

"you……"

"This is the first time I took the initiative to hug a boy, oh no, to be precise, it was the first time I hugged a man together." Liu Shengnan hugged Nighthawk's waist and said slowly.

"It's so warm." Liu Shengnan sighed.

"Don't make trouble." Nighthawk was at a loss, his hands wanted to hug Liu Shengnan, but he didn't dare.

"Can you hug me?" Liu Shengnan completely ignored what Nighthawk said and raised his head, looking at Nighthawk with a pitiful expression.

Although she could only hug Nighthawk's waist in a wheelchair, the scent of her hair slowly drifted into Nighthawk's nose.

The slowly coming scent made Nighthawk feel unbearable, and he couldn't restrain it anymore, and held Liu Shengnan in his arms.

"I'm very happy, you can finally face your own heart." Liu Shengnan said with a smile.

"I don't think it's right for us to do this..." Nighthawk said so but couldn't let go of his hand.

"Can you help me stand up?" Liu Shengnan asked.

"What are you going to do?"

"Don't ask, help me stand up." Nighthawk looked at Liu Shengnan in confusion, he reluctantly let go of Liu Shengnan in his arms and helped her up.

"You still don't stand, your legs will not stand." Nighthawk looked at Liu Shengnan with some worry and said.