My husband is a boss after a flash marriage

"What did you say to Haohao back then? He was fine when he went to take the college entrance examination, and he committed suicide after coming back, without even leaving us a word. You still say it's not your fault? It is your fault. Haohao is an obedient child, but when he saw you chasing stars and liking a man who is much older than you, he began to become different. He was very cold to me and his father, and even ignored us during the college entrance examination." Zhuo Erhui said this with tears in her eyes.

She had no evidence and didn't know how to treat Tang Tang.

But every time she saw Tang Tang, she got angry.

Tang Hao was smart, excellent, and considerate. He was her favorite son, but his accidental suicide broke her last nerve and made her sleepless at night. She couldn't figure out what was going on and why a good child was so depressed.

"Aunt, do you really want to know?"

Tang Tang spoke.

Zhuo Erhui looked indifferent: "What do you want to say?"

Tang Tang glanced at her and said, "Wait for me." She returned to the room and opened her suitcase. There was a very worn-out mp3 in it. No one uses this thing these days. She opened the mp3 and clicked on the recording.

"This is Brother Hao's thing. You can listen to it."

Tang Tang handed it to her.

Zhuo Erhui took it and looked at the recording inside. She was stunned for a moment. This thing was indeed Tang Hao's, but how could it be in Tang Tang's hands? The relationship between the two of them is really good.

Tang Tang said: "This is the only thing Brother Hao left me. I didn't want to give it to you, but for so many years, you don't seem to understand your son at all, so I want to show you and listen to how Brother Hao suffered all those years."

Zhuo Erhui sat on the sofa and turned on the recording.

"Today is Wednesday, the weather is not bad, and the sun is shining..." Tang Hao's youthful voice came out from the mp3. His tone was relaxed and had a unique youthful air. Just hearing these few words, Tang Tang's eyes were wet and she couldn't hold on any longer.

Zhuo Erhui cried when she heard her son's voice.

She hadn't heard her son's voice for a long time, as if she was pulled back to the past in an instant. At that time, her son was still alive and would talk to her every day and chat with her gently, just like all excellent and sensible children, instead of lying under a cold tombstone now, without life.

"I was thinking about why I didn't resist my mother and why I had to follow their ideas. I felt suffocated, but I felt that a man shouldn't be too hypocritical. I want to be an astronaut, so I have been working hard in this regard, but my parents want me to be a politician. I don't really want to be a politician. Everyone has dreams, and I should be worthy of dreams, right?"

"Today, I seem to have made my mother sad. I didn't drink the soup she stewed for me. In fact, I don't like this kind of brain-nourishing soup. Every time she gave me medicine, I kept thinking about the sentence 'Da Lang, come here to drink medicine.' It made me feel depressed, but there was nothing I could do because that person was my mother."

"Every time I feel the happiest I met my second uncle's little sister. She was like a sticky rice dumpling. She had things she liked to do and was working hard. Every time I went to her house, I liked to play with her because it was the only thing that made me happy in my depressed life. "

"………"

"I seem to have depression. The hospital also gave me a diagnosis, but I don't know how I got depression. Is it because I am cowardly and can't resist my parents? Or is it because I hate entering politics, but I don't have the ability to resist?"

"Tang Tang took me to see Gu Youshen's fan meeting. Looking at Tang Tang, she liked the man in the spotlight very much. She seemed to be glowing. In an instant, my mood also improved a little. If only I could choose my dream so firmly. Wouldn't I be less miserable?"

"My parents had a fight, and I don't know why. I even hope they have a second child so I can have less pressure. They put all their bets on me, which makes me feel very scared, as if I have to accomplish that thing. I don't want to realize other people's dreams. I want to work hard for the space I want to work hard for."

"There are still two months before the college entrance examination, but my desire to commit suicide is getting worse. Tang Tang came to see me. She seemed to have noticed that something was wrong with my mood and told me to go to Gu Youshen's birthday party after the movie. She I have already grabbed the tickets, but I can't seem to go. I have no interest in anything now."

"Pressure, only pressure."

"Today is Tuesday, the weather is gloomy. I always feel that the weather is the same as people's mood, because my mood is gloomy. My parents are arguing again. The astronaut plan I proposed was rejected. They didn't even last three minutes. The topic turned to what they wanted. What university I applied for and what major I should be in were all based on their ideas."

"I don't want to be like this. I want to break free from the shackles, but I can't do it. I don't even have the ability to tell my parents that I am depressed and have severe depression. I even suffer from insomnia every night and want to die."

"..."

"The day before the college entrance examination, I had nothing else to say. I originally wanted to tell my parents about my decision, but I still didn't have the courage. It was as if the whole world had rejected me. I had forgotten everything and had nothing. I also agreed. We went to Beijing together with Tang Baoer, but now it seems that we can’t do many things that we want to do, so it’s better not to do it. I originally wanted to tell my mother that I was actually in pain, but no one thought about it. Me, I originally thought I was an only child, but now it seems that I am just a tool. If possible, I hope my parents can have a child and don’t place their hopes on me.”

After listening, Zhuoerhui cried miserably.

She didn't expect that the pressure was actually caused by herself.

She turned out to be the executioner, killing her favorite son.

In fact, she was pregnant one month before Tang Hao's college entrance examination. At that time, in order not to make Haohao sad, she didn't even tell Haohao. Now I think about it, if she told Haohao, he wouldn't be so depressed. , do you think you still have hope? I won’t be disappointed and I won’t commit suicide.

She will live in this world vividly, and she will go to the capital with Tang Tang to watch someone's meeting, so that she will not lose her son.

"Auntie, please return it to me after you have finished listening."

Tang Tang's tone was calm, but the tears had long been left silently, and her face was covered with tears. She still calmly asked Zhuo Erhui to return the things.

Zhuo Erhui raised her head and cried: "Tang Tang, Tang Bao'er, can you give this to auntie? This is the only thing Haohao has left in this world." It was good to be able to hear her son's voice.