My husband is a boss after a flash marriage

(Wenyu, I saw Naonao laughing today, which was very healing for me. Do you think I should stop working? Just take care of Naonao all the time? But my biggest wish is to be a war correspondent.)

(Wenyu...)

(Naonao is three years old, but why am I a little unhappy? She doesn't seem to like me this time...)

(If time is not kind to me, then I hope it will be kind to my children.)

………

Wenyu's voice was gentle and textured, asking: "If you were given a chance to start over like you did back then, would you tell the truth to Song Yun? Tell him that you actually liked him for a long time and wanted to have a passionate love affair with him. I really want to form a happy family with him and raise children."

The female voice was Tong Yan's, and she spoke.

(No. Even if there is a time machine that can go back to the past, I will not tell him that I have a child. I may confess to him that I like him, but I will not say that I want to get married. Don’t you know better than me? He is a non-marriageist.

Breaking up is the norm in life, and we are not the only exception in this world. I just sometimes think, if I knew so many things would happen later. When we broke up, we should have said goodbye seriously, had a good meal, had a good chat, and taken a good photo. Say goodbye to him properly. Because we may never see each other again.)

Wen Yu sneered: "After so many years, I still don’t quite understand what you like about that boy. As for handsomeness, we are not inferior to each other, and I am whiter than him. I should be the prince charming and he is the black knight. How come..."

Tong Yan laughed: "Maybe it’s because you are too white. I am not Snow White, so of course I don’t like the prince charming. Hahahaha."

"Okay! Although it is a perfunctory excuse."

"I always thought that people grow old slowly, but since I have After I had a child, I realized that people actually get old in an instant. During that time when I wanted to commit suicide, I kept telling myself that I actually liked Song Yun very much. I wanted to go over and pester him, but I was afraid that he would find me annoying. I wanted to give up on him but I couldn't bear to. I felt like I was a psychopath. I wanted to love him but didn't want to love him, and I was torturing myself all the time. "

"But that person will never know all this, because you never bothered him. On the day of your wedding, I specially prepared flat shoes for you, just so that when he came, you could give up the idea of ​​getting married and leave with him, but he didn't come, right? "Wen Yu sneered: "So who is not a fool in this regard?"

Tong Yan: "Thank you for your hard work, my prince charming."

"Why are you so hypocritical all of a sudden?"

"I just feel sorry for you, as if the saying is always right, those who are favored are fearless. I rely on your little sympathy and love for me, so I keep asking you for it. "Tong Yan bitterly: "I feel that I am quite boring."

Wen Yu suddenly laughed heartily.

"What I do is my business. Only when you ask me for help will I feel that I am still useful. If you don't ask me for help and ask others for help, I will feel that you treat me as an outsider. Another thing is that I like you and it is my business. Why do you feel guilty? I am the one who is willing to be a licker, not you. I am also happy to be that licker, not me,"

...

(Song Yun's world is too big, he has too much. I can't squeeze into it with my mentality of hitting the wall. I can only hear the cheers and the lively noises from the innermost part from the outside. Only at that moment did I realize that he was actually very happy, and it made no difference whether I was there or not.)

(The saddest thing is that I know he may not appreciate me that much, and he may not even like me. But I have never stopped liking him. That's why I fulfilled my despicable thoughts in a daze after he got drunk. Now I think about it, it really hurt him and myself. For me, Nao Nao's birth was a surprise. Joy. But it may be a devastating blow to him. So I hope he will never know about this matter in his life, if I can hide it for a lifetime. )

(Maybe my love for him is that he gave me a candy, and I took it with joy. At this time, someone gave me a piece of cake, and I didn't even look at it. I have never regretted refusing that piece of cake, but I regretted not having the courage to fight for it and let the candy continue to be sweet.)

(So secret love is the most bitter in the world. A person goes through it from beginning to end, and it is always silent. But the person who is loved never knows that you once had improper thoughts and love for him.)

(The rest of my life is long, and my love ends here. The love and love I once had are all in my heart. I wish him a bright future and smooth sailing. Meet a good person. From now on, the mountains are high and the road is long, and we may never meet again.)

………

After listening to it, Song Yun's originally gentle face showed a few different kinds of doubts, as if he suddenly aged several years. He was no longer the translator who was full of vigor and vitality, but just an ordinary man.

His face was filled with regret and sadness.

So...

I used to think that Tong Yan was a very proud girl, who even walked with her back straight and insolent. He would always live vividly in my memory, a very bright and proud existence.

She was very special, just like that.

But it turned out that when no one knew, she had liked him so much? After listening to all the last recordings, he seemed to be able to feel the pain of being loved but not being able to get it.

She had endured thousands of resistances alone, but never said a word of love to herself. She had never even expressed it.

So much so that he thought that Tong Yan was not interested in him at all.

Moreover, she liked Wen Yu.

But he didn't know that on the day they got married, she had the idea of ​​escaping the marriage. It's just a pity. Song Yun, Song Yun, you can't say that Tong Yan's eyes are innocent. Why didn't you have the courage to take the first step at the beginning?

Including now, you haven't taken the first step.

Always weighing the pros and cons, always waiting for the other party to speak.

Really not a man.

He thought at the time that Tong Yan liked Wen Yu, so she couldn't wait to marry him soon after graduation. At that time, he seemed like a walking corpse. Because he couldn't grasp the so-called beauty, he had to pretend that everything was going well.

Properly, exile yourself.

Song Yun left the Translation Institute with all his belongings and applied for annual leave, all the vacations he had not taken in all the years he had worked, for a full three months.

The dean thought he was crazy.