My Husband Is Gay

Song Anxi sighed, "am I mischievous? I don't think, on the contrary. I think I'm rational in doing it. "

Yuan Lang's anger was aroused to the top because of this sentence: "reason?! You tell me it's reason?! You take an ordinary old woman with no power and drive a plane you've never flown before. Across 1800 nautical miles, regardless of weather. Just like this, I came running. And just now. I've also seen people almost die because of your sanity. That's not your parents, but they also have life! You call that reason?! Yes

"I admit that I have been thoughtless. I apologize. " Song Anxi said.

"Is it useful to apologize? Can she survive if you say you're sorry when someone dies

"Can't," compared to Yuan Lang's anger. Song Anxi was so calm that Yuan Lang's anger seemed exaggerated and artificial.

Song Anxi spread out her hands. There was a ladder climbing just now because she was too hard. And a few red marks.

She held her hands up. Holding it in front of Yuan Lang's eyes, "it hurts..." She said.

Yuan Longzheng Zhong, frown. The anger on his face faded away. Instead, the most realistic expression.

He took song Anxi's hand. Carefully examine those red lines, the voice is almost failure of frustration. "Isn't it enough to leave you there? It's so dangerous. What are you going to do, to die? "

He said in a low voice, his fingers slowly rubbing song Anxi's belly. Her fingertips, and then hold her broken hand.

"Does it hurt?" He looked at Song Anxi and asked.

It hurts, but song Anxi doesn't want to let go.

"Talk." Yuan Lang had no intention of stopping.

Song an laughs, "you look so cute. I don't want to talk. "

Yuan Lang Meng once held song Anxi into his arms. With such great strength, he hardly considered the fact that song Anxi was still pregnant.

"I don't want to tie you down anymore," he said, his voice choking slightly. "Why come with me! Stay there, Qin Wanli will let you leave the world and return to where you want to go. "

Song Anxi smiles bitterly on Yuan Lang's shoulder. She is also crying, silently crying, "I said I was afraid to be left, but you still want to keep me. What do you say? Worry about my safety, bullshit She said, trying not to let her voice be covered by tears. "You just want me to go. You want me to leave. You don't want me, you bastard!"

"Can I afford you? You are clearly from another world. Do I have the qualification to rob you from all the people who love you in the other world? Even if you are willing to stay here, what about your other life? You won't think about it. You won't regret it one day. One day, you will blame me for leaving you in this place where I only know me In Song Anxi's ear, a word for word roar out, the voice is very low, but it goes to the deepest place in her heart. Song Anxi knows that represents, but she can only listen and cry.

"Anxi, I can't keep you..." Yuan Lang, who yells that he can't keep you, hugs song Anxi's body with his arm. He can't give up. He can't give up. "Why do you want to come..." He was angry, sad, and hopeless after thinking too long and thinking too long - it was the despair that had to let go.

Song Anxi, who was afraid of being thrown away immediately, hugged yuan Lang's waist and buried her head in his chest. She did not dare to look up. Her voice was muffled there. She was crying, and her tears soon soaked yuan Lang's clothes. "There are many people I love and those who love me, but there is no you. I don't want to leave you -- "

" not so much Yuan Lang's voice is very light, like the wind, there will be no trace when it blows. "You can't do it," he said, "if you want to go, you have to go. This is not where you should be. You don't belong here. "

"I belong to!" Song Anxi roared, leaving all manners behind. "I must be here for a reason."

"For a reason. Qin Wanli told me that it was because a space-time shuttle machine developed by their colleagues had a fault, which brought your soul to me. But the problem has been solved and they can send you back at any time. "

"I will not return!"

"Do you have a choice?"

"I will not return!" Song Anxi raised his face and glared into yuan Lang's eyes, who tried to show his lightness. "You can't force me to do what I don't want to do."

Looking at such firm eyes, Yuan Lang almost wanted to laugh, although it was a bitter smile.

"Don't be childish, OK? Take out Dongzhu and let me talk to Ting LAN."

Song Anxi pushed yuan Lang's arms away. Now that embrace has too many meanings to bewitch her.

"I'm an adult, I have my own ideas and ideas, you can't make decisions for me." She said, word by word.

"It's not something you can decide..."

Song Anxi wiped away the tears that were still falling. When she found that she could not stop crying immediately, her words had already roared out: "my life is my own decision. I want to stay with you. What's wrong with this?""That's not the key to the problem -"

"then tell me what is the reason why you can't accept me staying here?" Song Anxi looked straight into yuan Lang's eyes. "You tell me why you don't want me to stay with you. The real reason."

Yuan Lang opened his mouth. He had a hundred reasons to make song an happy and give up his heart completely. However, after seeing song Anxi's eyes at this time, he knew that the 100 reasons were just his conceited assumptions.

In fact, he couldn't come up with a valid reason. At least there are no reasons to persuade song Anxi.

"I love you yuan Lang, do you still love me?" Song Anxi asked.

I want to nod, but I can't. Yuan Lang suddenly thought of the reason why he could refuse song Anxi. He should shake his head. When facing this problem, as long as he shakes his head, song Anxi will die.

"Don't shake your head, don't say negative things." Song Anxi said his heart died before Yuan Lang made a decision. "You idiot, you idiot who gave everything to others but never knew what you should leave to yourself - you are not qualified to tell such a lie that you don't love me!"

At that moment, after hearing song Anxi's words, Yuan Lang understood what song Anxi wanted to express.

He was surprised and some dazed at Song Anxi, the woman who was determined to stay with him, a woman who insisted on taking risks with him. He looked at her in a daze and finally realized that this was not a woman he could push away.

"I love you, can you love me?" Song Anxi asked. She approached yuan Lang again, but she didn't hold out her hand and hugged him. She just raised her head and looked at Yuan Lang's face, which was one and a half higher than her. She asked very seriously.

Yuan Lang looked at the empty eyes. The owner of those eyes was fighting for the most pitiful hope. Song Anxi didn't know whether he should fight for it.

"I can't love you." He heard himself say so. However, the next words seemed to go against his original intention and became the thing he wanted to tell song Anxi most, "but I love you very much, very much."

Song Anxi squatted down in situ, just like a leather bag with a bone scaffold removed. It was difficult to stand up again.

"Liar..." She sobbed in a low voice, muttering, "fool," well, that's the truth, Yuan Lang said subconsciously.

He also squatted down and looked at Song Anxi's low head. Inside his eyes, he was almost glad, "why don't you grab my clothes and ask me why?"

He did not intend to hear song Anxi's reply, but like a child, he gently put his head on Song Anxi's shoulder. It was a very inappropriate action for him, but he did it rigidly and naturally.

"When I was very young," his voice was very low, but it did not prevent the crying people from trying to hear what they wanted to hear, "my father and mother took me to another place, which they called the divine world."

"There they found the first one to fight with the one they met and lost. And then he died. I was left in the divine world as one of the gambling chips, and became a small toy in the hands of the God who won them. "

Song Anxi raised his head, but this action did not let yuan Lang move his head, because just as song Anxi looked up, he hugged song Anxi and asked her to put her head on his other shoulder. In this way, two people on each other's shoulders, like two children.

Song Anxi immediately understood yuan Lang's intention and said, "I don't look at you, you say."

Yuan Lang smiles. Although song Anxi can't see it, she thinks he must be laughing.

Yuan Lang went on to say:

"I, a humble demon child, was thrown to his daughter by that man as a toy..."

Then, for 11 years in the divine world, a two-year-old demon boy stayed in the divine world for 11 years. He was regarded by the protoss child as an object to come and go as soon as he could, as an existence that could be played with at will, like a little slave, no, or even a slave who lived so long. Then, finally, one day, he found the right opportunity to sneak out. Come to the world, become a free walk in the world between ordinary people.

At that time, he was only 13 years old. He wandered around the world for two years, learning all the basic survival rules and skills. He worked as a servant in the official residence, and worked as a groom for the rich. With his unique power as a demon, by the time he was 15 years old, he already had the identity of the first bodyguard who could be on his own. After learning all the things he thought he should learn, he left the rich families and took another road to sharpen his skills: joining the army.

In the process of serving others as a boy, he saved Ji qianze, who was only eight years old at that time. The two men were also dependent on each other and went to the camp together. Ji qianze Demeng met a hermit doctor on the road. He was gifted and learned unique medical skills. Yuan Lang was endowed with a unique military force. The two men cooperated with each other in the army. From the age of 16 to 26, he made great achievements in the war, which made him famous in history. After that, he was awarded the title of powerful general by the late emperor. Among all the rewards, the only one he wanted was yuanjiabao. Because that's where his parents used to live.Then business, then marriage, and then meet song Anxi

"Like a dream." Song Anxi murmured.

Yuan Lang smiles, "yes, it's like a dream. It's not true. Everything is illusory. But it did come. It was all true. "

"I am very grateful to those who have given me warmth and help, and those who have made me understand how hard it is to live. They have made me who I am now." He said, erasing the tears from Song Anxi's eyes, "so don't cry. My life is very long. For me, 352 years is really just a flick of one's finger, no enough to hang on to."

"That guy What's the name of the guy who treats you as a toy? " Song Anxi's expression is to bite the name from Yuan Lang's mouth.

"What are you doing?" Yuan Lang sighed, "do you want to avenge him? I never felt any hatred with her or her father. I've lived too long to know that the most unworthy thing in the world is hatred. You don't care

Song Anxi shook his head. "You can ignore it because you think it's fair. You think that losing is losing and winning is winning. As a chip, there should be a standard for dealing with chips. But I don't agree. I don't think people can be used as chips. "

"I'm not a human being."

"But you are a living body with its own thoughts! You are not something that other people can buy on the street with a little money, not a toy! "

Yuan Lang held down song Anxi, who was already very excited. He leaned over to embrace song Anxi's body and tried to keep it in his arms.

"I know I'm not a toy, and I know I'm a thinking demon," he said, lifting song Anxi from the ground. Squatting for too long would hurt his feet. He thought, laughing at the corners of his mouth. "I've never thought about what kind of existence I am. It doesn't matter what others say, but now I know that some things can't be indifferent." Looking at Song Anxi's eyes, he slowly said that sentence, "as long as you think I'm good, that's OK. That's what I care about. Like me, I only care about the people and things that should be cared about. Don't let the common things get distracted. This is my request to you. Do you promise me

If it was in the original world, if other people said such things to themselves, maybe song Anxi would feel that it was a hypocritical statement. Pretending to be a saint, he didn't care about anything, didn't care about fairness and unfairness. Even if he was hurt, abandoned or betrayed by many people, he could be regarded as nothing happened ——Such people and things make song Anxi feel disgusted and even disgusted. Until she met yuan Lang.

No, it's the demon.

He is not a human being. He has no human heart. Naturally, he should not understand the joys and sorrows of human beings, the sorrow of spring and autumn. But he seems to understand everything, everything.

He can forgive all the people who have hurt him, and regard it as a precious experience of life. Even in recalling the past, even if it is ugly or even ugly in the past, he can also say that he is calm and abnormal. Those clearly happened to him, but so understated a stroke.

What kind of living rules does he depend on?

This world is really the survival of the fittest, people eat people are nothing, how can he easily let go of the people who used to treat him like that?

By what! Why?

Song Anxi is close to Yuan Lang's face, which is the most standard yuan Lang's smile. But song Anxi knows clearly what kind of past lies under that smiling face.

"Is that guy making you laugh like that all the time?" She stroked that face, perfect, who knows, such a perfect inside, is how much scar.

Shaking his head, "after living in the world for a long time, I am used to smiling. The guy you're talking about, she doesn't like people laughing. She likes to have a straight face, so she wants everyone to be like her

"Freak!" Psychology. Song Anxi cursed the guy who didn't know his name, "kindness will be hurt." She said to Yuan Lang.

"No mercy," Yuan Lang said softly. "There is no need to hate. I get what I want, and that's enough. "

"Fool!" Song Anxi buried his head and listened to Yuan Lang's heartbeat. "The strong really don't need kindness to the weak, but I can't accept to forgive everything. One day, I will let that bully you to taste the taste of being bullied

"Wait a minute!" Finally, he thought of the purpose of running here after all the trouble. Song Anxi suddenly looked up and didn't notice that the back of his head hit yuan Lang's chin. Yuan Lang didn't hurt at all, but song Anxi became a bitter gourd face in pain.

"Be careful, reckless." Yuan Lang rubbed song Anxi's chin and said reproachfully.

Song Anxi waited until the feeling of the pain slowed down a little, and then he said, "why do you want to leave me? Tell me the truth. "

"I'm afraid something will happen to you." Yuan Lang did not hesitate.

Song Anxi curled her mouth, flushed her eyes, twisted her face. After a while, her nose was not so sour, and then she looked at Yuan lang. "I knew," she said, "I knew that was the case. I said, if you leave me behind again, I'll let you know. Now, "her hands grabbed yuan Lang's ear. Just as Yuan Lang subconsciously thought that he should be punished by pulling his ear, song Anxi kisses his lips in the next second, and his trembling voice escapes from the gap," don't leave me I can't stand it. ""I'm sorry." Yuan Lang hugged song Anxi and seriously said, "I won't. I don't want to. "

Hearing such a sentence, song Anxi just stayed in Yuan Lang's arms for a long time.

Finally, she slowly encircled yuan Lang's back She wanted to sob loudly, so she pressed the tip of her nose on Yuan Lang's shoulder socket and cried like a child.