My Husband Is Gay

It was already afternoon when I came out from yuanjiabao.

Song Anxi looks at the sky. It's summer, but these days are always gloomy. It makes people feel depressed.

In fact, she was very fond of cloudy days, because it would not be very hot and cold. Temperature or something, just fine.

I just didn't think that in such a weather, there would be a dark mood than the color of the sky.

All of a sudden, the whole person became heavy.

Where should she go now?

To find out the truth of the matter, go to Chinatown, or cat in yuanjiapu, as a shady spy, waiting for the day when the truth is revealed.

If Qin Wanli's so-called seven-year agreement is a lie to deceive her, then time limit is nothing to her. Naturally, she has a lot of time to wait for the day when the so-called truth is revealed.

There is no need to set up Yan Shaoan and Ji qianze, Wang Xiaoliang and Li Hari, because everything is just a complete joke. She is the biggest clown in the joke. She has been played by a group of people. She still thinks that she is the saint who saves the whole world.

She's nothing at all.

For the first time, I thought that I had won the first prize, so there were so many happy things, such as the happy life after Cinderella met the prince. It turned out that everything was just his own conceit. He had always thought that Yuan Lang was really in love with song Anxi's soul. At the end of the day, he realized that what yuan Lang really loved was the kind, clean and pure song Anxi disguised after he suppressed all the bad things, rather than his present self.

I don't know why, suddenly remembered Yan Shaoan's words when he refused Ji qianze by his own hand.

Seven years of time, the round is only called Ji qianze's dream, not her Yan Shaoan's. Ji qianze blindly take from her body, but did not think, really consider for her.

What is it? This kind of love is actually the most overbearing, disgusting, and beneficial.

Walking in the wind, song Anxi looks back at the yuan family castle which has become a small point. She can't walk. I don't want to move on.

Qin Wanli of Chinatown will not let her go, nor will yuan Lang of yuanjiabao let her go. No matter which way she chooses, it will be a dead end. Why move on?

You can't go to yuanjiabao, you can't go to Chinatown. You can't do it by yourself. If you calculate carefully, it turns out that it's just so weak. He begged yuan Lang to spare his life just now. Did he really want to know the truth of the matter and clean up all the black pots on his body so that he could be clean when he went to the netherworld, or was he just subconsciously trying to find a high sounding reason for his heart to live on, so that he could have a little peace of mind.

Admit it, in his own bones is a greedy and afraid of death, would rather live than learn from those so-called heroes, generous to die.

The stomach is throbbing and the head is also distending and painful. Song Anxi pinches her forehead to make herself more sane.

Where are we going now?

Looking at the outline of yuanjiabao in the wind, song Anxi was silent for a long time.

Why do you have to let go of the near and seek the far? The destination is in front of you. If you admit that you just want to live, what is the significance of living like this? No one will love, no one will care, no one will care about themselves, wisdom will only be hated - which kind of life is better than death?

What's more, if you walk on foot, you can't walk far. Maybe you will fall on the road directly because of the lack of food and water. After a while, you will be killed by the wind and eaten by snakes, insects, rats and ants. Basically, your end will not be full of suspense.

As it is now, my eyes are black, my stomach is twitching and my whole body is convulsing. I can't stand. I can only fall to the ground and lie on the gravel with my face on my side. The feeling of being rubbed by rough earth and stone on my face is completely submerged in the gradual attack of coma.

There's a sound in my ear.

Strange, familiar, two men in a fierce quarrel voice.

"What are you doing with her? Do you want me to break my principles again? "

"Yuan Lang, why do you have to force her to die? Is that how you hate her? "

"Ji qianze, do you want to tell me that you don't hate the woman who made you lose Yan Shaoan?"

“…… It was Yan Shaoan's own choice. It had nothing to do with song Anxi. I won't hate her. "

Yuan Lang's mouth gave out a cold and ironic laugh.

"What is wrong? Ji qianze, we who have recovered our memory, who doesn't hate this woman? If it wasn't for her, you can still be indistinctly together with Yan Shaoan now. At least you will never lack one piece in your heart -- "

" Yuan Lang, I would rather lack that piece than go to a doctor tour with a guy who is not originally intended to be with me. "

Ji qianze took a deep breath and said slowly, "you clearly think of everything. Why don't you accept song Anxi? Are you not in love? ""Do you think it makes sense to say that now?"

"Of course. If you don't love her, you won't hate her so much. You hate her so much because you still care about her and what she has done to you, because you still have expectations. If you deny this, can you please stop arguing with me over her affairs. Now she is my patient, and I will take full responsibility for her stability. I don't want my best friend to kill my patient when I am not paying attention, and I can't find the body. "

Yuan Lang sneered, "qianze, let me tell you. Memory is the most unprotected thing. Do you really think that the newly born memory is all the reason why you want to protect song Anxi now? "

"I don't understand why you must insist on treating song Anxi like this."

yuan Lang's voice was filled with anger and coldness, "it's because you don't admit that you spent seven years loving someone who is not worthy of your love."

He said, stopped for a moment, and then lightly finished the last words: "well, qianze, if you insist, I have nothing to say. Finally, I would like to remind you that song Anxi is not a kind person. In order to get what she wants, she can do anything to you. Don't be cheated. You don't know it. "

Looking at Yuan Lang's back, Ji qianze shows a wry smile. With such a bitter smile, he turned around and suddenly saw song Anxi, who had opened his eyes in bed.

"Did you hear that?"

“…… Oh, I hear you Song Anxi replied, sitting up from the bed, looking at Ji qianze.

She thought that her face might be very pale, but her expression must be so calm that he did not show a surprised expression.

"I did, but I didn't understand. Why did he hate me so much?" She asked, in a bland tone, as if she were asking an irrelevant person, the most unimportant thing.

Ji qianze came over, put out his hand and put it on her right wrist. He said, "the memory has been restored, but the change of your face makes him a little bit -"

"doubt my purpose and ultimate intention." She took Ji qianze's words.

I see. Before that, there was still a little fog around the cloud mountain. Now I finally understand that it is such a thing.

Yes, it's strange not to be misunderstood. Yuan Lang always regards her as another song Anxi, because what she does in another time and space is in line with the meaning of kindness. Unlike here, there is no trace of kindness in what she does.

No wonder yuan Lang felt that she was trying so hard to be with him in order to pursue his identity, appearance and ability. Therefore, she would say love, love, sacrifice her life to save her life and miss him every day.

It's also true. If it's her own, she's used to being alert to others. One day, one day, someone says to herself that she'll love her all her life. Of course, she'll have wild ideas. It's a pity that song Anxi in another time and space has the face of the most beautiful woman in the world. That face is too deceptive and deceives yuan Lang's favor. The soul behind the face is too thoughtful. Everything he does seems to be very clean, which shows that he loves yuan Lang deeply. However, after changing time and space, he is surprised to find that there are some ordinary and even ugly faces It's the real ugly soul.

This is the perfect match.

Song Anxi understands that such a self is indeed not qualified to love yuan Lang, and even the right to say like is not allowed.

She is so delusional.

"Cry if you want to." Ji qianze carefully, said in a soft voice beside.

Song Anxi but smile, "it's OK, I won't cry."

The qualification of weeping is to leave a gentle and beautiful woman like Qin Luo, not a common and vulgar person like myself.

Besides, she doesn't have the time to cry now.

"Doctor Ji Yong, would you like to stay with Yan Shaoan again?" She asked Ji qianze.

There was a flash of light in Ji qianze's eyes. It was because Ji Yongyi's three familiar and strange words made him feel in a trance, trance to the point of smiling.

Then the light dimmed because of Yan Shaoan's name.

"Don't encourage me to chase that bastard. I know now that he really doesn't want to be with me like I thought. In this case, why should I ask for it?"

"You're stupid, you know?" Song Anxi put his sadness behind his mind and pressed it to the bottom of his heart. In this way, his words were not so sad.

"You know clearly that she cares about you, but maybe she doesn't care as much as you expected. But you are different from me. At least you still have a chance. You tell me, are you still reluctant to give up Yan Shaoan like this? "

Ji qianze dimly wry smile, "can't put also have to put, she can't for me, and give up her most proud thing."

“…… So how about you? Can you stay with her instead of going to the doctor for her sake? " Asked song Anxi.Ji qianze was shocked. After a long time, he hesitated and said, "yes, I can, but I'm a doctor --"

"it doesn't mean that I can't continue to be a doctor." Song Anxi directly interrupted Ji qianze's words and firmly said: "you can stay with her and create your own medical school with her power and contacts. This is what I promised to do for you in another time and space, but I have never had a chance to do it to the end. Now, you can take this as an opportunity to go to Yan Shaoan and start from scratch. "

Looking at Ji qianze, who has already heard a little silly, song Anxi made persistent efforts. "Last time, Yan Shaoan retreated ten thousand steps for you. This time, can you work harder for Yan Shaoan and yourself. I know that it will be very hard, and there will even be a lot of hardships and embarrassments waiting for you. Or, Yan Shaoan, who has had seven years' memory, will deliberately make trouble to you because he resents the wrongs you have made to her in those seven years. However, for the most precious treasure you want, can you try again for the last time? "

"I'd love to, but Can I? " Ji qianze murmured.

"If you don't fight for it, you never know if you can do it. Seven years, Yan Shaoan spent seven years to accompany your dream, you should repay that idiot, bet on seven years of time, go after Yan Shaoan once. "

Ji qianze was silent, speechless.

"I know that in this relationship, you love Yan Shaoan more than Yan Shaoan. How, do you not want to fight for it again?"

“…… I think, however, I'm afraid that Yan Shaoan will fool him again because of the additional conditions. " Ji qianze said softly.

Song an's heart cooled for a while, as if she had been pricked by a needle. Ji qianze's so-called worry is also the reason why yuan Lang hates her. At the same time, it is also the reason why she is not confident about yuan Lang in this time and space after she becomes the present appearance.

Who is loved and loved is the face, the identity, the background, or the person?

Calm down, song Anxi said:

"then you can give up all your identities. You can ask your Ge en Hongxuan to help you create an incident at will and deprive you of your royal identity. In this way, you can stand on a more equal position and associate with Yan Shaoan."

Ji qianze's bitter smile continued, "suppose he really likes my identity?"

"That's more convenient. You can give up your mind completely. Isn't it? "

After a long time, the silence was finally broken.

"Yes, so that I will die. I know what to do. "

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