My Husband Is Gay

Subconsciously, song Anxi let go of Yuan Lang's hand and covered his eyes with his hand.

"You are What do you do? "

"It's a dream." Is how long did not speak, said the voice is very hoarse, throat is very painful, like a long time did not drink water the same dry crack pain.

"Not a dream. I'm yuan lang. don't forget. Don't pretend to be stupid and close your eyes. "

“…… It's a dream. " Song Anxi murmured, as if to hypnotize themselves, as if to speak to their own heart to listen, facial expression is numb, as if she is not awake, is really watching a dream of others.

"Song Anxi..."

Call this one, but did not have below. Song Anxi thought that the dream was finally about to wake up. The next second, she held her body tightly with both hands. The strength was so strong that she seemed to want to rub her into the hugger's body with such an action.

"Can dreams be so real?" Asked the man holding her.

“…… It's a dream. " Song Anxi squeezed out these two words, no hesitation, no mood ups and downs, calm, no mood in it.

"Song Anxi, don't do this." Yuan Lang's voice was very low, which was very similar to what he said to himself when he woke up for the first time after climbing a mountain in another time and space.

It's a pity that everything can't go back.

She has the right to do this. She has to. I don't believe that everything in front of me is just a dream. If you don't have expectations, you won't be hurt by the despair after the failure of hope, and you won't feel that your life is just an insignificant existence for others.

She will no longer believe that language can be deceived, any language. Behavior can be faked, all behavior. What yuan Lang couldn't do, what he loved and what he hated, she didn't see clearly.

"This is a dream. No matter how tight you hold me, it's a dream. I didn't cross over. I'm song Anxi, a little clerk of Cherry Blossom kitchen and bathroom. I'm very ordinary. I have my parents. I have my own friends. I don't need you. You go away. You are my nightmare. "

After finishing his speech, he didn't mean to struggle. He just let his body be held by Yuan Lang, and his breath was as smooth as if he was still in his sleep.

She really regarded this as a dream. Nightmares overlapped with beautiful dreams. Now she doesn't know what kind of dream she is experiencing. However, she doesn't want to be in the dream all the time. She wants to return to reality.

"Song Anxi, please don't do this. Will you look at me?"

Yuan Lang, who never asked for help, asked for help - so it was in a dream. Only in a dream, as proud as Yuan Lang, would he speak to himself in such a low voice and speak to such an ordinary self.

"Song Anxi, I love you."

“……” Lies, are lies, there will be no prince love ugly Cinderella, the prince can only love that beautiful, kind, clean and transparent girl, not her kind.

"Look at me, can you open my eyes?"

Prince's voice has a cry, which is also deceptive. Prince yuan Lang is good at deception. Acting has always been his specialty. Don't be cheated.

"I don't want to force you, you don't pretend to be in a dream, OK?"

Don't be fooled by dreams. Only the dumbest fool will believe in dreams. I'm not a fool. I have to be smart, so that I can meet the IQ standard of crossing women. My former self, too stupid, never thought that what Prince really loved was face or soul.

Is the soul more important than the face? After all, the soul can't see it. The face is what we see every day.

Thinking, caught off guard, a powerful hand suddenly opened his arm blocking his eyes. The light was a little dazzling, and song Anxi subconsciously closed it. In this way, he didn't have to see anything.

"If you don't look at me, I think I'm ugly now. Then listen to me. Don't cover your ears. My hands are always faster than you

Will not cover the ear, after listening, the dream should wake up, wake up, all memories will not have.

"I didn't mean to deceive you. When my memory recovered, it was really when I went to distribute the antidote and returned to the city of China, but I witnessed the whole process of your face changing. To be honest, I was shocked at that time. This is a different person from Song Anxi in my impression."

See, see, disillusioned, Yuan Lang, your dream has long been awake, hasn't it?

"At that time, I was really angry and had a feeling of being cheated. In my memory, song Anxi is a kind-hearted fool who only talks about it, but never puts those bloody and cruel things into action, rather than the one I saw in Chinatown with a cold, emotionless smile and no hesitation to admit what he has done. "

Song Anxi of Chinatown, now Song Anxi, is the real song Anxi. It is said that you are self righteous. Don't think about the real version of song Anxi too well. You are doomed to be disappointed."I am a person who believes in the supremacy of doubt. As long as someone once betrayed me or tried to deceive me once, I will never believe that person's behavior any more. Therefore, at that time, I can't help thinking whether you cheated me in those seven years in another time and space."

Yeah, yeah, I was lying to you, and by the way, I cheated myself. I'm very good to cheat you. I'm clean and kind-hearted. I don't want to kill anyone. I'm a vicious witch. I'm just good enough to cover up so that a smart person like you can't see it at all.

Now, why do you pretend you didn't see anything? What a fool you are.

"I'm angry with you. I feel cheated for seven years. I'm so angry that I really want to kill you quickly. But after watching you taken away by Qin Wanli and put on your own face, watching you leave Chinatown alone, I clearly have so many opportunities to avenge myself, and I gave up. ”

the brave bandits are not in line with your status as the biggest demon clan in the world. Is it true that after being purified in Chinatown, the ordinary ordinary people who even cheated your sincerity could not even kill you?

"I found that I couldn't think about what would happen if you died."

Joke, what can't you think of? Before in yuanjiabao, in the garden pavilion, you said you wanted to kill me.

"Later, I thought that maybe it was the overlapping of memories. I may have confused it. Maybe I like Qin Luo's face rather than you --"

look, I knew that you only preferred Qin Luo's beautiful face, which would not be my useless and vicissitudes soul.

"At that time, before my memory recovered, I had already asked Qin Wanli to marry him. Even if my memory was restored, I couldn't find any reason to reject the marriage, because I didn't know why I was so obsessed with who I liked. When you left, I didn't have my own reason at that time. I just wanted to wait for all the dust to settle down and time would give me a definite answer. So I complied with the original agreement and wanted to marry qinluo

…… Why didn't you marry?

"Even if the white feather bunting didn't come out to intervene that day, I would not marry Qin Luo, but just when I was about to repent, the white feather bunting appeared. Think of it, he is braver than me, at least, he is sober, know what he wants, and dare to fight for what he wants

Yuan Langton for a moment, his voice tinged with bitterness. "You may think that I was just a pretext after looking for trouble. Now everything has been settled. Of course, I can say that I wanted to go back on my words at that time. No, Angie, you know what I am

Sorry, I don't know what kind of person you are. Some things have gone too fast to justify the present facts with the past.

"Whatever you think, in short, I was relieved to see the situation of being robbed. After that, you also took part in it. I thought that I must keep you and keep you by my side. When I saw the flute, I hastened to find a lame excuse to say that I want you to be a musician. I'm glad you didn't turn me down. "

“……”

"I went back to yuanjiabao with you that day. To be honest, I was really happy. Although not clear why will be so happy, but the heart is indeed happy. It's just joy - "Yuan Lang pauses, his voice goes down," there's a trace of hate in the joy. "

Know, know, that must be the hate of being cheated.

"I hate myself. I have been cheated by you for seven years. Why do I still keep thinking about you and want to let you be by my side and see you every day - my yuan Lang, do you mean that I have no self-esteem?"

“……”

"For the next three days, I would like to treat you in the worst way and make you angry and angry. I think it's very disrespectful to stay in yuanjiapu. I think if you leave by yourself, maybe I can be relieved. At least, it's your choice. I didn't let you go

“……”

"Do you think I'm cowardly and mean like that?"

Song Anxi opened her eyes and looked straight at Yuan Lang. The latter's eyes are not as red as words, the corner of the mouth bitter smile hanging there, so that the original tall and strong man appears humble and desolate.

Are you wrong about yourself? This man is not a superman who can resist everything. He is also vulnerable, heartbroken, worried about gains and losses, and holds on to things that may seem insignificant to others. However, he has always been so strong, indifferent and calm.

Did she miss anything? How much of it was she didn't notice? In Yuan Lang's body, what is there that he did not seriously look at, think about and pay attention to.

"I don't believe you."

Yuan Lang's bitter smile expanded a lot, "I know."

"I think You don't believe me either Song Anxi murmured."You are right. I'm nervous about you, and I can't figure out why. I even thought, maybe it's just a heart I didn't understand, trying to confirm what the final face of the facts is

Song Anxi took a long breath, "you don't love me."

"I love you." Yuan Anlang's words were refuted.

“……”

"I love you. I love song Anxi in my memory. After overlapping memories, I find that I can love you in front of me. So I'm not sure what kind of love it is. Do you understand? "

Song Anxi stretched out her hand and wiped away the moisture on Yuan Lang's face. Her hand did not come back and stayed on Yuan Lang's cheek, as if touching or comforting yuan Lang.

"Maybe what I love is just another yuan Lang, one who has status, status and beautiful face to the extreme." She said. The tone is so uncertain, but still insist on saying it.

"I think I'm psychologically prepared for that." Yuan Lang said softly.

"Do you want to move on?" Asked song Anxi.

"Yes, when I saw you dying, I knew that I would not let you die anyway. I want to confirm my heart. What about you? Do you want to have a try

Song Anxi's hand is no longer strong. It is about to fall down. Yuan Lang, who is speaking, holds it tightly.

She burst out laughing. "It's a dream."

“…… Anxi, it's not a dream. " Yuan Lang is a little anxious.

"No, listen to me. I regard it as a dream, so that even if it is a nightmare, I will not be very sad. Yuan Lang, you said you wanted to have a try. I want to say yes. If you wake up, don't stop me. I don't want to keep the memory of nightmare in my mind forever. Is that all right? "

"Are you going to die like this time?" Yuan Lang looked at Song Anxi and asked.

"No It's not a lie, it's the truth. It won't die in the place you can reach. If you want to die, you should die far away, so as not to wake up again and have a nightmare again.

Yuan Lang didn't speak any more. He was just trembling, a little like an old man. He opened his hand and held song Anxi's body more tightly.

Buried in the heart of the head, listening to the bullying voice, can not help, song Anxi has a unrealistic extravagant hope: if this is a dream, hope never to wake up.

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