My Husband Is Gay

Ji qianze was in tears when collecting herbs.

Of course, this has nothing to do with his character. Although he is very ruffian and sometimes has a bad mouth, he is still a man through and through. As a man, it's not so easy to shed tears because of little things.

It is because of the strong fragrance of the herbs he dug out of the soil that stimulated the lacrimal gland and made him shed tears.

He's not the kind of man who cries. Even if there is something really sad, he will not be like a woman, wailing, very ugly.

For so many years, crying is totally formless, only once, only once. It was that time in Chinatown, after hearing what song Anxi and Yan Shaoan said together, he ran forward impulsively and was rejected by Yan Shaoan with such attitude and cold words. He had no choice but to cry bitterly in front of song Anxi.

Only once.

He is no longer a child. It's past the time when you will be sad to tears because of setbacks or difficulties.

He went through a lot of things. Before he was seven years old, in those innocent days in the Imperial Palace, no matter how clean and transparent the years were, he also revealed a hint of intrigue and intrigue, fighting openly and secretly.

Although he was young at that time, he also understood the relationship between power and the throne. He understood that his brother-in-law, en Hongxuan, who played with himself and laughed with him, would be his own master.

He never wanted to fight for the throne because he knew he would never be fit to sit in that lonely position.

He wants a lot of things, which are warm, beautiful, warm and shiny.

Sunshine, grassland, sea, countless people of all kinds, as well as that, will roar around and surround us, which makes all the people who are not free envious of the name of freedom.

The emperor knows him. Just as he knows his closest relatives.

Huangxiong is a man of great talent and vision. He has a sense of responsibility. He knows what he can do and what to do. However, at a few years old, he is calm enough to surprise the older teachers.

And he's different. No matter what time he looks like, he is just a child. He is always protected by his brother. He doesn't want to grow up. He is willing to be the child of the largest and most fun game kingdom in the world.

Song Anxi used to make the following comments when he talked about his "dream" to her unconsciously:

he was still childlike.

Yes, maybe it's really childlike innocence, or, to put it bluntly, it's his innocence that he can't give up.

At least, for such a cold palace, it is better to be naive than to be sophisticated after knowing everything.

He didn't want to be like the emperor.

I thought that I would grow up with my brother like I was when I was a child, and then I was named a prince by my brother who became the emperor. Then, I would be an idle Prince and live a carefree life.

In fact, if you think about it now, there's nothing wrong with that. At least, I'm carefree and protected by my brother. Even if I can't meet these people, I don't have to suffer so much pain and sorrow.

It's a pity that there are few in the world.

At the age of seven, his brother had no way to continue to protect him in the palace. However, he had no choice but to find a way to change the sun. He fed him cakes mixed with fake death medicine. When he went into the palace to report his work, he asked Yan Jin to take him out of the palace. He claimed that it was he who died suddenly, and his body was rotten out of the palace because of his illness.

Of course, he understood what he meant. He wanted to continue his carefree dream outside the palace in such a way. There is only one thing that the Emperor didn't expect, that is, he misread and chose the wrong helper. As a result, Yan Jin, who was still a minister in the imperial court at that time, misunderstood the meaning of the emperor's brother and stood on the wrong side. He really regarded him as a real dead man after he had been suspended. Regardless of the emperor's advice to take good care of him, he went out of the palace and buried him in a remote place.

Fortunately, Yan Jin was timid and careless, and he was afraid that many people would know about it. So he dug a shallow hole in a short time and threw him into the pit. The soft soil was not compacted, so he buried him loosely.

Fortunately, it is so. Otherwise, when he wakes up from the state of suspended animation, he will find that if it is not the soil with light moonlight, but the solid soil layer, he will not be able to climb out of the soil again, and be saved by Yuan Lang, and live to the present day.

Then he met Yan Shaoan, who had entered the palace with Yan Jin when he was a child. He was a little younger and grew up version of Yan Shaoan.

His memory is not very clear. He doesn't remember the details of the first time he saw Yan Shaoan, or even the scene when he saw Yan Shaoan for the first time. The only thing I remember clearly is the look in Yan Shaoan's eyes at that time.

Different from the imperial brother, the eunuchs' maidens, and the ambitious or sinister ministers, Yan Shaoan's eyes are a bit like the spring wind, which makes him feel warm. Another kind, the emperor elder brother cannot give, unusual warmth.After growing up for a long time, he slowly understood that the source of warmth, called heart.

At that time, he did not know that Yan Shaoan was a woman, but at that time, he had already realized that he never felt that as a man, it was a terrible thing to be attracted to another man.

After being saved by Yuan Lang, they wandered and wandered in the world. Basically, they had seen the bitterness and bitterness of all human beings and the joys and sorrows of ordinary people. He knew that was the life he wanted.

Later, he joined the army with Yuan Lang, and there was no woman in the camp. It was inevitable for men to brush their guns and break their sleeves. It was not uncommon for them to get used to it and became numb. Then, often see the ambiguous cross flow between others, his heart will emerge a small, childhood shadow.

At that time, he had already made up his mind. If he had a chance to meet Yan Shaoan in this life, no matter what happened in the past, he would try his best to be with Yan Shaoan.

But I can only think about it by myself.

It is not that he does not know how much prejudice the secular world has for the love between men. So in addition to the unspeakable lust, he tried his best to add a strong cover called worldly vision.

He warned himself not to show his heart easily, because he wanted,

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