My Husband Is Gay

Maybe people have an animal instinct. Before the danger comes, there will always be a kind of natural induction inside the body.

Before dawn, Ji qianze's door was kicked open from the outside. When he didn't respond, his neck was severely pinched.

The familiar smell sneaks into the nose, so that the Ji qianze who is unprepared for such attacks is frozen.

It was Yan Shaoan who almost wanted to strangle him.

If someone didn't light a lantern to fill the room with light, so that he could see everything in front of him, perhaps he would have thought he was dreaming.

"Put Hand... "

He struggled to squeeze the two words out of his throat. The brain is like some lack of fresh air, began to appear bloating pain feeling, all the pictures in front of the eyes gradually blurred. Ji qianze, who had a similar experience, is of course clear in his heart that this is the precursor of suffocation.

He didn't want to die here, in the hands of Yan Shaoan.

He said to let go of the people is not their own hand, but by the people behind busy tearing open.

Ji qianze fell heavily on the ground, lying there, thick panting.

The man who wanted to strangle him was yelling angrily:

"if my father is dead, I will tear you to pieces!"

"What's the matter?" He already had ominous omens, but it was necessary to ask clearly.

Yan Shaoan's eyes are full of blood representing hatred, "you still have the face to ask what's wrong? Did you meet my father last night? Did you tell him you would never let him go? No, you can't let him go. My father has a lot of backbone. He doesn't need you to let him go. He himself... "

Can't say, Yan Shaoan gritted his teeth and stopped there, a face to eat Ji qianze to vent his anger.

"He killed himself?" Ji qianze's subconscious connection.

Yan Shaoan rushed over and kicked Ji qianze's heart. Kick him to the foot of the bed at the back.

Ji qianze only felt a sudden burst of boiling heat in his heart, and then the fishy heat in his throat came up. He pressed the back of his hand against it and tried to swallow two mouthfuls. Finally, he swallowed the blood down his stomach.

He may really be dying here.

I don't want to die like this. Like a humble dog trampled and abused by all people and dirty things on his body, he died with a completely different face and was detained by people who were bored, which was not his crime at all.

The most important thing is to die in the hands of Yan Shaoan.

He didn't like it.

Although I couldn't get up very well, I still held on to the edge of the bed, rubbed against the foot of the bed, and half sat up with my back against the wooden post.

Ji qianze looked at the angry Yan Shaoan faintly and mocked himself in his heart. This woman, I'm afraid, will hate himself very much in the future. In this lifetime, it is estimated that he will never be with Yan Shaoan again.

It's sad.

"If I die, Yuan Lang will pay for your family's life." The words should be made clear, so as not to let someone kill him on the spur of the moment, but to ask for his own trouble, even the whole family will bury him with such a useless person. If he really goes to the hell, he can't make it clear.

He doesn't want to carry those things. He's tired.

Yan Shaoan bit his teeth as if he wanted to break them.

After a terrible silence, she laughed coldly, as if in a hurry, a little crazy smile.

"Yes, how can I forget that you still have yuan Lang to support you?"

Yan Shaoan slowly walked to the pale man and bent slightly. He looked at Ji qianze from a commanding position, as if he was looking at a device that he wanted to destroy and disgust her.

"I have a sister, a family and a huge industry. I can't bear to have too many things. It's good. You can easily catch my weakness again. So this time, do you still want to be the same as last time, as long as I accompany you? "

Ji qianze tried to raise his head and looked at the woman who sneered but seemed to be crying.

He finally knew that the last time he pretended to die, he fell asleep and didn't see the woman's expression at that time.

Maybe it's the same as this time, with a life-threatening, desperate, but can only bite teeth, with pain and determination of the mood, and he walked with the expression.

It turns out that in Yan Shaoan's opinion, his love for her is nothing but burden.

It is because he thinks too much and holds too much hope that he is still willing to believe what song Anxi said. He sincerely wants to restore Yan Shaoan's heart and try again.

He should have been awake. But there is no way, he is the kind of person, always willing to deceive themselves. In particular, there is a great hope, continue to deceive themselves all the way to the end of that kind.

Gently, Ji qianze slowly said: "take me to see your father, as long as there is one breath in, I think I can save him."

He didn't wait for Yan Shaoan to refuse, and then said, "if I save him, I won't owe him or you anything. You can go with me again."Before the words fell, he saw Yan Shaoan's face change from red to white.

Ji qianze thought that after all, he still broke Yan Shaoan's heart again, in the way that Yan Shaoan felt most humiliated.

However, for himself, even if he knew that, he would never turn back.

Some things, not want to give up, can give up.

Yan Jin may be really old, so his attack is not as fierce as before. Or to start with himself, the means used are even more weak and ugly.

He actually cut his wrist and soaked in the warm water in the big barrel, trying to kill himself in such a slow bleeding way.

This is a clumsy, afraid of death, do not want to die too fast, suffer too much suicide drama. Always more or less in the bottom of my heart, there will be some people feel something wrong, and rush to rescue the mind, so will choose to have a servant waiting outside the door, in this way to end their shameful life.

Thanks to him.

Ji qianze disdains to think, but just will that kind of cognition in his mind in the past, also did not care much.

He is used to fighting in the imperial palace. Yan Jin's tricks, which are not even on the table, dare to use them in front of him. It can only be explained that Yan Jinzhen has no life at all, so he can make such a stupid decision.

Why should he ridicule Yan Jin's love for his son Yan Shaoan?

If you can't do without yourself, you should envy others, even others, and forbid others to have them.

He's not so heartless.

Although Ji qianze criticized Yan Jin's suicide as a low-level and stupid means, it was serious in the eyes of others. He really wanted to end the past situation with death.

Yan Shaoan kneels in front of Yan Jin's bed and tightly purses his mouth. Although he doesn't cry, his eyes are full of hatred and anger for Ji qianze's "forcing" her father to die. Ji qianze doesn't say much. He just does his duty to deal with the wound for Yan Jin, and pulls Yan Jin back from the dying line.

How could he let this old man die so easily.

When he said the three words "it's OK" from his mouth, Yan Shaoan's expression gave him the feeling that he was suddenly carried down a huge stone on Yan Shaoan's body. Ji qianze laughed at himself, thinking, if it was him who wanted to die, I didn't know whether he would have such treatment.

In another time and space, before everything is clear, it seems that he has received similar treatment from Yan Shaoan, but now --

the self mockery in his heart turns into a bitter smile and spreads to the corner of his mouth. Before being seen by Yan Shaoan, he stands up and leaves Yan Jin's room.

He stood outside the door, waiting for Yan Shaoan to say goodbye to Yan Jin, who was about to wake up.

Even if he didn't see it with his own eyes, he could guess what Yan Jin would look like when he saw his daughter after he was reborn. If Yan Shaoan told Yan Jin about his future fate with anger and hatred, maybe he would faint.

He was waiting to save Yan Jin's life again. He wanted to see the expression on Yan Jin's face that life is not like death. That way, even if he doesn't get anything in the end, it's enough.

As he thought about it, a cry came from his ear.

It's the voice of Yan Shaoan calling his father.

Soon, Yan Shaoan rushed out and dragged him to the inside.

He went back to Yan Jin's bedside and looked at it with a sneer in his heart. Sure enough, Yan Jin was so angry.

He didn't mean to talk much. When the needle went down, Yan Jin's pulse became much more stable.

But the next time I wake up, it's a day later. By then, Yan Shaoan was no longer in Yanfu.

After struggling for a morning, Yan Jin finally settled down. Ji qianze limped back to his room and barely made it to the stool. Before he could sit on it, his feet were soft and his body was already on the ground.

Take off the trouser leg, the skin color of ankle has turned purple black, with the poison like.

He bit his teeth and pricked himself with needles and bloodletting. The pain in his heart broke his lips. The smell of blood poured into his mouth, but his stomach turned sour.

The foot that Yan Shaoan kicked in the heart just now is numb with pain. The internal bleeding which has just been pressed down seems to have a tendency to vomit again.

He took two deep breaths to calm his breath.

Leaning against the leg of the table, I felt almost rested. Then I tried to support the leg of the table and slowly propped it up.

Finally, I was able to sit on the stool. In this way, at least wait a moment. Maybe Yan Shaoan will come to see him in such a mess.

He has nothing more embarrassing for Yan Shaoan to laugh at.

Lift up the clothes of the upper part of the body to see that there is an obvious mark on the position of the chest and heart, which is the most vulnerable place of the heart.

His heartbeat seems to be abnormal.

His palms began to sweat. He had been a doctor for so many years. He went in and climbed out of the sea of corpses and blood to examine the pulse of countless dying people. No matter how bloody the scene was, he could not help being afraid of it.Fear of death, fear of time is not much, fear of short life is no longer below, more afraid, can be together with Yan Shaoan few days.

He is not a timid person, especially when he is a doctor. He has his own courage and strength, but when he puts his hand on his pulse, he is shivering faintly.

Until a long time later, it was a little calmer.

Feel the pulse beat, and then touch the chest, inch by inch stroking the previously healthy organs, now it seems that there are some different places.

Then he put down his hand, laughed miserably, and put his clothes in order.

Song Anxi is right. There is a cycle of cause and effect in the world, and retribution is not good. No matter how many people he has saved before, he can not make up for the bad things he has done. Now, it is his life that comes to him.

It's ironic. At the beginning, he did not die, but now, he will still die in the same person's "hands" - if he died because of Yan Jin.

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